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Honorary White Man
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I'm slacking off on my lock ins. Haven't been going to the gym for a few days and have started jerking off to wmaf porn again. When I'm watching white chads in porn having sex with beautiful women I'm essentially telling myself whilst jerking off "go on chad smash that pussy king you are so superior" and I end up ejaculating when thinking about this which solidifies my sense of inferiority.
After ejaculating I'm just like wtf why did I just do that? I feel shit immediately afterwards and try to hype myself up by listening to motivational songs like Can't Hold Us by Macklemore and I essentially try and boost my mood and tell myself I'm good enough to eventually be in the position of white chad.
I've been slacking off on my diet as well and it's almost already the 3rd week of the year ffs. I need to lock the fuck in and stay on the grind. The biggest issue I'm facing is the constant temptation and the small voice in my head that says "give in stinky brown shitskin. You will NEVER be white chad and you will NEVER get the same reaction and desire from women even if you self-improve and take steroids and get surgeries".
Essentially, I'm worried that all the effort I plan to put in may be a complete waste because I may never get a 9/10 blonde white snowbunny that genuinely loves me. So whenever I'm grinding in the gym I'm constantly feeling "what's the point? What's the point in all of this if I'll never be able to overcome the racepill and my shitty brown skin?"
Please help me.
After ejaculating I'm just like wtf why did I just do that? I feel shit immediately afterwards and try to hype myself up by listening to motivational songs like Can't Hold Us by Macklemore and I essentially try and boost my mood and tell myself I'm good enough to eventually be in the position of white chad.
I've been slacking off on my diet as well and it's almost already the 3rd week of the year ffs. I need to lock the fuck in and stay on the grind. The biggest issue I'm facing is the constant temptation and the small voice in my head that says "give in stinky brown shitskin. You will NEVER be white chad and you will NEVER get the same reaction and desire from women even if you self-improve and take steroids and get surgeries".
Essentially, I'm worried that all the effort I plan to put in may be a complete waste because I may never get a 9/10 blonde white snowbunny that genuinely loves me. So whenever I'm grinding in the gym I'm constantly feeling "what's the point? What's the point in all of this if I'll never be able to overcome the racepill and my shitty brown skin?"
Please help me.
