I'm so alone

[iblamexyz]

rambles if you want to hear my shitty life read if not bump my thread wth dnr maybe sm1 will read ts. I know org will probs laugh can't come ts to anyone but org and no can understand in my life replies might be brutal and even if nobody reads ts nvm it was good to vent

Earlier today I was glad that I am alone just me and focusing on God, but my birthday is in a month which I earn 20 I either spend ts alone or wth people or family but not ppl I rly fw ykm apart from family ofc, idk how things will be but it's looking peak I am not completely alone but there is no I frl fw and want spend time wth, like I know ppl and very social but I've become high inhib since becoming a Christian and being with my best friend.

I spent most my childhood being sub 5/ltn than into my teens ltn for sure, only like 18 actually become mtn and now hmtn and it's not like people don't know me irl I am social guy also have been people either shout me or dap me up in the streets girls wave and smile at me come up to me and talk to me I am just too much of a Christcel so I always say no and also a lot of these girls are hmtb-ltb some chads fw me but not on a deeper level.

I know you mfs don't believe in god and probs caging at me wth my best friend me and him were locked in could spend hours together jfl ever since I wore makeup out in public mf fully crashed obvs told my chruch cause he said I was sinning jfl and they even gave him a telling off

the vibe is gone with him me and him like I said we're locked in we would send like 1-20 min vns about our day just blab and talk now this mf is airing me fully dnr my ass vibe was off when we met on Tuesday at Church and Sunday I know he don't fw me no more worst part is no foids in my life no ppl I fw anyone that's fully alone some childhood friends etc I can talk to and some friends from college but only one I talk to on a daily basis and he's ND asf.

I'm ND myself full blown retard who failed all of his GCSES and was doing college in England to get to on another for 2yrs and not only that can't even tie my shoe laces and weirdly after not suffering with Anxiety ever in life recently adopting ts and even the social aspect used to be able to talk to anyone no matter maybe the bp fried my brain jfl.

and even the foids who fucked with me in college I go to request their ig left in the dark empty bitches will fw me in college but when I try to text them they go dark on me brutal shi to write lol, ofc I don't want the ltb's that do want me idk maybe they looksmatch me who knows mby I'm am just being picky

like I am fully alone if wasn't for Chruch and Chruch events I would just rot on org all day and just dc and probs go to gym but than again my life wouldn't be way different if I wasn't Christian, with everything being said more miserable since I would be slave of my sin but idk know man I spend my Friday at a Bible Study with sub 5's lovely ppl but yeah like ppl in their 30-40s I love those ppl to death but even my Monday are spent with fkn granny's and grandpa's

I'll just keep coping with being a Christcel I could go to different Church meet new people or maybe find myself a wife but idk tbh too highinb atm and I am at peace cause I still socialise at Chruch just not the way anyone would and Sundays yeah there young ppl there same as Tuesday and I love these people but I would never hangout with them and we got a Church hoilday coming up and that's always fun to spend time wth the for like a week but tbh I won't hangout with them after that we're not that close.

It feels good to vent on org and be truly honest even nobody wants to read my sob story, sorry if there are typos I am ND asf and probs won't fix them and can't spell for shi since my brain is working faster than my hands

I am slightly larping about no foids because I do have them but again I don't fw them either girl from chuch, girl from college I knew when I joined me and her have like 1k snapstreak and she still msgs and snaps me and ask me question once in a while, wth the chruch she's an ex of my close childhood mate who's an bounces around being a drugdealer and from time does other shady shit for money like most of my friends in school

TLDR: no foids, no moids I fw, alone on my birthday probs jfl, certified Christcel who's hmtn who cut everyone else off because they were a bad influence

 

[isis_Bleach]

just stop believing in christ and be a degen

problem solved

 

[Thief]

Cucked yourself with Christianity wtf, also jfl at having a homo as your pfp with your beliefs

 

[zrr]

Stop believing in god dude, are you retarded?

 

[illoan82]

rambles if you want to hear my shitty life read if not bump my thread wth dnr maybe sm1 will read ts. I know org will probs laugh can't come ts to anyone but org and no can understand in my life replies might be brutal and even if nobody reads ts nvm it was good to vent

Earlier today I was glad that I am alone just me and focusing on God, but my birthday is in a month which I earn 20 I either spend ts alone or wth people or family but not ppl I rly fw ykm apart from family ofc, idk how things will be but it's looking peak I am not completely alone but there is no I frl fw and want spend time wth, like I know ppl and very social but I've become high inhib since becoming a Christian and being with my best friend.

I spent most my childhood being sub 5/ltn than into my teens ltn for sure, only like 18 actually become mtn and now hmtn and it's not like people don't know me irl I am social guy also have been people either shout me or dap me up in the streets girls wave and smile at me come up to me and talk to me I am just too much of a Christcel so I always say no and also a lot of these girls are hmtb-ltb some chads fw me but not on a deeper level.

I know you mfs don't believe in god and probs caging at me wth my best friend me and him were locked in could spend hours together jfl ever since I wore makeup out in public mf fully crashed obvs told my chruch cause he said I was sinning jfl and they even gave him a telling off

the vibe is gone with him me and him like I said we're locked in we would send like 1-20 min vns about our day just blab and talk now this mf is airing me fully dnr my ass vibe was off when we met on Tuesday at Church and Sunday I know he don't fw me no more worst part is no foids in my life no ppl I fw anyone that's fully alone some childhood friends etc I can talk to and some friends from college but only one I talk to on a daily basis and he's ND asf.

I'm ND myself full blown retard who failed all of his GCSES and was doing college in England to get to on another for 2yrs and not only that can't even tie my shoe laces and weirdly after not suffering with Anxiety ever in life recently adopting ts and even the social aspect used to be able to talk to anyone no matter maybe the bp fried my brain jfl.

and even the foids who fucked with me in college I go to request their ig left in the dark empty bitches will fw me in college but when I try to text them they go dark on me brutal shi to write lol, ofc I don't want the ltb's that do want me idk maybe they looksmatch me who knows mby I'm am just being picky

like I am fully alone if wasn't for Chruch and Chruch events I would just rot on org all day and just dc and probs go to gym but than again my life wouldn't be way different if I wasn't Christian, with everything being said more miserable since I would be slave of my sin but idk know man I spend my Friday at a Bible Study with sub 5's lovely ppl but yeah like ppl in their 30-40s I love those ppl to death but even my Monday are spent with fkn granny's and grandpa's

I'll just keep coping with being a Christcel I could go to different Church meet new people or maybe find myself a wife but idk tbh too highinb atm and I am at peace cause I still socialise at Chruch just not the way anyone would and Sundays yeah there young ppl there same as Tuesday and I love these people but I would never hangout with them and we got a Church hoilday coming up and that's always fun to spend time wth the for like a week but tbh I won't hangout with them after that we're not that close.

It feels good to vent on org and be truly honest even nobody wants to read my sob story, sorry if there are typos I am ND asf and probs won't fix them and can't spell for shi since my brain is working faster than my hands

I am slightly larping about no foids because I do have them but again I don't fw them either girl from chuch, girl from college I knew when I joined me and her have like 1k snapstreak and she still msgs and snaps me and ask me question once in a while, wth the chruch she's an ex of my close childhood mate who's an bounces around being a drugdealer and from time does other shady shit for money like most of my friends in school

TLDR: no foids, no moids I fw, alone on my birthday probs jfl, certified Christcel who's hmtn who cut everyone else off because they were a bad influence

Did not read stfu

 

[iblamexyz]

Did not read stfu

thank you

 

[iblamexyz]

just stop believing in christ and be a degen

problem solved

I know too much about my faith and god and I don't play a a character I love his presence the first thing I do in morning is mumble a prayer and before sleep and ibr rly I should be in my word rn not writing threads like this or even on this site

 

[2025cel]

Stop believing in god dude, are you retarded?

 

[isis_Bleach]

I know too much about my faith and god and I don't play a a character I love his presence the first thing I do in morning is mumble a prayer and before sleep and ibr rly I should be in my word rn not writing threads like this or even on this site

god made pussy cuz he wants u to enjoy it

 

[iblamexyz]

god made pussy cuz he wants u to enjoy it

yeah wth one woman

 

[Chicofuckedmywife]

yeah wth one woman

awww

 

[Chicofuckedmywife]

just get a girl if u can tbh
why u alone boyo

 

[iblamexyz]

just get a girl if u can tbh
why u alone boyo

just cut everyone else off or they cut me off and I don't rly fw no-one and they fw me

I've just always found myself to be weird for normie and too normal for org

too highinb for girl rn and just gonna lock in wth god

 

[Chicofuckedmywife]

just cut everyone else off or they cut me off and I don't rly fw no-one and they fw me

I've just always found myself to be weird for normie and too normal for org

too highinb for girl rn and just gonna lock in wth god

god gives you true love anyways unlike foids

 

[iblamexyz]

god gives you true love anyways unlike foids

amen bro for sure Honestly should've just prayed like I did when I sent this forum instead writing a vent thread ay either way jfl

removed the clutter from my brain

 

[Chicofuckedmywife]

amen bro for sure Honestly should've just prayed like I did when I sent this forum instead writing a vent thread ay either way jfl

removed the clutter from my brain

yeah its good to vent bro and remember god hears all your sorrows
cant wait to join him after death and escape this matrix

 

[iblamexyz]

yeah its good to vent bro and remember god hears all your sorrows
cant wait to join him after death and escape this matrix

amen bro for sure

 

[Iraniancel]

Now imagine the same but all girls hate you and youre a ltn capped at ltn ethnic. You get foids no reason to vent just enjoy life instead of rotting

 

[deb1l]

rambles if you want to hear my shitty life read if not bump my thread wth dnr maybe sm1 will read ts. I know org will probs laugh can't come ts to anyone but org and no can understand in my life replies might be brutal and even if nobody reads ts nvm it was good to vent

Earlier today I was glad that I am alone just me and focusing on God, but my birthday is in a month which I earn 20 I either spend ts alone or wth people or family but not ppl I rly fw ykm apart from family ofc, idk how things will be but it's looking peak I am not completely alone but there is no I frl fw and want spend time wth, like I know ppl and very social but I've become high inhib since becoming a Christian and being with my best friend.

I spent most my childhood being sub 5/ltn than into my teens ltn for sure, only like 18 actually become mtn and now hmtn and it's not like people don't know me irl I am social guy also have been people either shout me or dap me up in the streets girls wave and smile at me come up to me and talk to me I am just too much of a Christcel so I always say no and also a lot of these girls are hmtb-ltb some chads fw me but not on a deeper level.

I know you mfs don't believe in god and probs caging at me wth my best friend me and him were locked in could spend hours together jfl ever since I wore makeup out in public mf fully crashed obvs told my chruch cause he said I was sinning jfl and they even gave him a telling off

the vibe is gone with him me and him like I said we're locked in we would send like 1-20 min vns about our day just blab and talk now this mf is airing me fully dnr my ass vibe was off when we met on Tuesday at Church and Sunday I know he don't fw me no more worst part is no foids in my life no ppl I fw anyone that's fully alone some childhood friends etc I can talk to and some friends from college but only one I talk to on a daily basis and he's ND asf.

I'm ND myself full blown retard who failed all of his GCSES and was doing college in England to get to on another for 2yrs and not only that can't even tie my shoe laces and weirdly after not suffering with Anxiety ever in life recently adopting ts and even the social aspect used to be able to talk to anyone no matter maybe the bp fried my brain jfl.

and even the foids who fucked with me in college I go to request their ig left in the dark empty bitches will fw me in college but when I try to text them they go dark on me brutal shi to write lol, ofc I don't want the ltb's that do want me idk maybe they looksmatch me who knows mby I'm am just being picky

like I am fully alone if wasn't for Chruch and Chruch events I would just rot on org all day and just dc and probs go to gym but than again my life wouldn't be way different if I wasn't Christian, with everything being said more miserable since I would be slave of my sin but idk know man I spend my Friday at a Bible Study with sub 5's lovely ppl but yeah like ppl in their 30-40s I love those ppl to death but even my Monday are spent with fkn granny's and grandpa's

I'll just keep coping with being a Christcel I could go to different Church meet new people or maybe find myself a wife but idk tbh too highinb atm and I am at peace cause I still socialise at Chruch just not the way anyone would and Sundays yeah there young ppl there same as Tuesday and I love these people but I would never hangout with them and we got a Church hoilday coming up and that's always fun to spend time wth the for like a week but tbh I won't hangout with them after that we're not that close.

It feels good to vent on org and be truly honest even nobody wants to read my sob story, sorry if there are typos I am ND asf and probs won't fix them and can't spell for shi since my brain is working faster than my hands

I am slightly larping about no foids because I do have them but again I don't fw them either girl from chuch, girl from college I knew when I joined me and her have like 1k snapstreak and she still msgs and snaps me and ask me question once in a while, wth the chruch she's an ex of my close childhood mate who's an bounces around being a drugdealer and from time does other shady shit for money like most of my friends in school

TLDR: no foids, no moids I fw, alone on my birthday probs jfl, certified Christcel who's hmtn who cut everyone else off because they were a bad influence

tough life bro i hope it gets better

 

[iblamexyz]

Now imagine the same but all girls hate you and youre a ltn capped at ltn ethnic. You get foids no reason to vent just enjoy life instead of rotting

oh yeah I forget to mention I am white, lean 10 bf% with hmtn face and green eyes

but rn I feel alone asf usally not, but coming wth my birthday might just have tell my mom deadass I have no I truly fw so basically no one to spend it with

 

[iblamexyz]

bump story

I am more bummed

that I lost my friend rn cause I only truly fw and me and him were locked ever since I am become more bp he was just naturally blue but mainly red pilled so we started to clash and I don't rly like being around normies they are boring I need to be around ppl who challenge me or have interesting takes and ofc have to alr fw me

 

[Iraniancel]

oh yeah I forget to mention I am white, lean 10 bf% with hmtn face and green eyes

but rn I feel alone asf usally not, but coming wth my birthday might just have tell my mom deadass I have no I truly fw so basically no one to spend it with

So basically no problems in life but you only have a few foids and people dont just come up to you to be your friend like youre a chad. Alright buddy boyo

 

[batman1997]

 

[iblamexyz]

So basically no problems in life but you only have a few foids and people dont just come up to you to be your friend like youre a chad. Alright buddy boyo

some do tbh I just don't like normie they boring asf

 

[iblamexyz]

real asf

 

[iblamexyz]

Extra lil story since I am alr venting

I am broke asf and ngl @Iraniancel did open my eyes up slightly I do have it better than most I am just too prideful and greedy lol, but I am also broke asf I got like £1 in my bank but I am just too lazy to make money. I am going to sound so ungrateful like I have discord connections with people who print using social media I myself used to scale and run pages and make 1-2k month I just cba now too much effort fully NEET idk even know if i am going college next yr might even get a J * B

yeah I feel lonely sometimes and have it better than most and should be grateful and not turn my sob story into sm1 rope story but I have most things the incel want or wanted and shit hasn't me fulfilled me apart from god ofc, also with everything else It's not that I am controlled on what I can or not do (well I am slighty) idk how if I want do ts myself I am also like gooning like 1-3 a day and on shitty site often with discord and I cba laying in bed watching tv and playing vidoes game that shi ain't giving me dopamine like org and dc.

yeah I am might have it good but I still feel alone maybe just rn and I am just venting when mfs have it worse, but I am too lazy to make money even when all my friends on dc printing I just cba to do it and also been offered to do some Haram jobs but also it too much effort to do

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