ranierean
FOIDS, add me on discord: @ex2.2 🚬🚂🐇🦦✊
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When you're incel long enough you learn that the answer to every single question that you have about yourself is a “No”.
You don't deserve anything, you have nothing and no one. Your life becomes a passive experience. You're not even an “onlooker” in the technical sense because it all passes by you–you don't even get to see how others live, your guesses are second-hand guesses, you just walk out at night and see house windows everywhere fill up with warm lights–nothing about you will ever be that intriguing image for anybody else.
Yearning has to have a hint of a practicality to it–it can't be pure imagination–and so I guess I have successfully reasoned myself out of feeling like there is something that I should look forward to, and I hate being proven right on this over and over and over again.
You don't deserve anything, you have nothing and no one. Your life becomes a passive experience. You're not even an “onlooker” in the technical sense because it all passes by you–you don't even get to see how others live, your guesses are second-hand guesses, you just walk out at night and see house windows everywhere fill up with warm lights–nothing about you will ever be that intriguing image for anybody else.
Yearning has to have a hint of a practicality to it–it can't be pure imagination–and so I guess I have successfully reasoned myself out of feeling like there is something that I should look forward to, and I hate being proven right on this over and over and over again.
