I'm so fucking confused about where I stand exactly

[Turtle]

So we all know the best way to figure out your level of attractiveness as a man is to observe how women react to you and treat you in real life, but the reactions and treatment from women I get is an extremely mixed bag, I've had so many fucking women look at me with disgust and move away from me after looking at me, but I've also had some women look at me and smile at me and I've even been called cute by a few, what exactly does this say about my level of attractiveness?

I do have pics of myself in my profile if any of you wanna dish out some brutal honesty about where I stand, I'm just so fucking confused

 

[gods lonely man]

I've had so many fucking women look at me with disgust and move away from me after looking at me

 

[Turtle]

I've also had women smile at me and I've been called cute by some, like I just said