subcel45
GENETIC DESTINYYYY
- Joined
- Nov 26, 2024
- Posts
- 255
- Reputation
- 144
Many opportunities were taken from me, and given to my younger brother instead, If I expressed I wanted to pursue something as a child 7-10 years old, I’d be told I’d be brought, but I never was, my brother on the other hand was the top priority, what did they see in him that they didn’t see in me?
and worse again, my childhood was shit, parents in an abusive marriage, a retard of a dad, a mom who acts all feminist, but won’t even leave the marriage whenever there was an opportunity, they’re both so retarded, and so my childhood was wake up, school, home, go on phone or watch tv, binge eat, go to sleep, repeat.
And we left our home country 12 years ago, at least then I had preschool, my grandparents, and friends, and an actual relationship with my cousins, a home.
But my parents were broke asf, and we moved to Germany, there life was miserable, we lived in 2 houses, and weren’t allowed outside, weren’t allowed to walk around, or get familiar with wherever we were, and worse, I grew up ugly, fat and ND, and was bullied.
I’m attractive now but the wound still stings, iv had the most boring and uneventful life I think. I’m 15 now turning 16 next year, I’m planning on getting a job, and finally playing electric guitar like I always wanted to as a child, although my passion for the other things are unfulfilled and faded, this is what I wanted since I was 12, I’ll get my own apartment if I can and finally escape that shithole and go to college too.
and worse again, my childhood was shit, parents in an abusive marriage, a retard of a dad, a mom who acts all feminist, but won’t even leave the marriage whenever there was an opportunity, they’re both so retarded, and so my childhood was wake up, school, home, go on phone or watch tv, binge eat, go to sleep, repeat.
And we left our home country 12 years ago, at least then I had preschool, my grandparents, and friends, and an actual relationship with my cousins, a home.
But my parents were broke asf, and we moved to Germany, there life was miserable, we lived in 2 houses, and weren’t allowed outside, weren’t allowed to walk around, or get familiar with wherever we were, and worse, I grew up ugly, fat and ND, and was bullied.
I’m attractive now but the wound still stings, iv had the most boring and uneventful life I think. I’m 15 now turning 16 next year, I’m planning on getting a job, and finally playing electric guitar like I always wanted to as a child, although my passion for the other things are unfulfilled and faded, this is what I wanted since I was 12, I’ll get my own apartment if I can and finally escape that shithole and go to college too.
When writing this, I actually forgot this was here, I sound so fucking condescending loll
