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I’m 16 years old 6’3 20’ bidelt and arguably high htn (see bottom attachments)
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Easily one of the craziest lookism treatments I’ve ever gotten because of my looks was about 3 months ago. This girl that I met through my ex girlfriend dmd me on Instagram and asked if I wanted to go to her cousins birthday party out of nowhere, so obviously I said yea. I got to the address and it was a hotel party so I waited for this girl to come down and get me and once we got up to the room I was literally the only guy invited. Probably 8-10 older girls in a hotel on a Friday night at 11pm 30 minutes away from my house. I pretty much just smoked and got really drunk the rest of the night and ended up hooking up with 2 best friends in the same night. I woke up exhausted and took the train home, went back to sleep and woke up sometime in the afternoon. To my surprise this girl texts me on Instagram and invites me to come for the second night in a row because they rented it for the weekend and didn’t want it to go to waste. Showed up at like 10:30 pm and literally the exact same thing happened. Just partied and talked to mtb-lite 17-20 year olds all night. To top it all off, while I was hooking up with one of the girls, she said she always thought I was the perfect man and she was too afraid to say anything. I can not make this shit up. If there are any other higher smv / tall htn - chads on here you can back me up with experiences like this. I literally could not stop laughing and she even asked me what’s so funny because I was just smiling for the rest of the 20 minutes. At school kids started calling me Ken from Barbie and girls always seem to find there way into conversation with me, no matter where I am or who they are. It’s seriously diabolical, like truly, truly diabolical. I see every mtn or lower in my school and just have to tell them it’s my confidence or my “charisma strategies”. It’s impossible to give anyone actual lifefuel because it’s just seen as “chad cope” and this is full reiteration that it is. I genuinely thank a higher being every single day that I look the way I do and I’m not average. Everytime I walk by a mirror I just can’t help but smile or start laughing. It’s a genuine feeling I’ve never felt before. I don’t know if it comes out of self confidence or evil, but I just can’t help but feel sinister about looking better than everyone else. I genuinely feel like the devil. No matter what I do it’s always more acceptable than what anyone who looks worse than me does. I know I’m not supposed to say stuff like this but it’s the truth, and I have no one else to share it with. If I told anyone that I know IRL this they would just immediately call me cocky or conceited, but it’s not me that makes this stuff happen, it’s my face. Even though life still has its hardships, looking good every single day, walking into a room and being the best looking, getting compliments every day etc. easily outweighs any disappointment or wrongfulness in my life. When I was younger I always wondered “how do those good looking guys feel”. And I wonder if this is truly how they feel. They know that their life is easier simply out of luck and yet they keep the same smile and innocent look everytime something great happens to them.
Pls read the whole thing
Easily one of the craziest lookism treatments I’ve ever gotten because of my looks was about 3 months ago. This girl that I met through my ex girlfriend dmd me on Instagram and asked if I wanted to go to her cousins birthday party out of nowhere, so obviously I said yea. I got to the address and it was a hotel party so I waited for this girl to come down and get me and once we got up to the room I was literally the only guy invited. Probably 8-10 older girls in a hotel on a Friday night at 11pm 30 minutes away from my house. I pretty much just smoked and got really drunk the rest of the night and ended up hooking up with 2 best friends in the same night. I woke up exhausted and took the train home, went back to sleep and woke up sometime in the afternoon. To my surprise this girl texts me on Instagram and invites me to come for the second night in a row because they rented it for the weekend and didn’t want it to go to waste. Showed up at like 10:30 pm and literally the exact same thing happened. Just partied and talked to mtb-lite 17-20 year olds all night. To top it all off, while I was hooking up with one of the girls, she said she always thought I was the perfect man and she was too afraid to say anything. I can not make this shit up. If there are any other higher smv / tall htn - chads on here you can back me up with experiences like this. I literally could not stop laughing and she even asked me what’s so funny because I was just smiling for the rest of the 20 minutes. At school kids started calling me Ken from Barbie and girls always seem to find there way into conversation with me, no matter where I am or who they are. It’s seriously diabolical, like truly, truly diabolical. I see every mtn or lower in my school and just have to tell them it’s my confidence or my “charisma strategies”. It’s impossible to give anyone actual lifefuel because it’s just seen as “chad cope” and this is full reiteration that it is. I genuinely thank a higher being every single day that I look the way I do and I’m not average. Everytime I walk by a mirror I just can’t help but smile or start laughing. It’s a genuine feeling I’ve never felt before. I don’t know if it comes out of self confidence or evil, but I just can’t help but feel sinister about looking better than everyone else. I genuinely feel like the devil. No matter what I do it’s always more acceptable than what anyone who looks worse than me does. I know I’m not supposed to say stuff like this but it’s the truth, and I have no one else to share it with. If I told anyone that I know IRL this they would just immediately call me cocky or conceited, but it’s not me that makes this stuff happen, it’s my face. Even though life still has its hardships, looking good every single day, walking into a room and being the best looking, getting compliments every day etc. easily outweighs any disappointment or wrongfulness in my life. When I was younger I always wondered “how do those good looking guys feel”. And I wonder if this is truly how they feel. They know that their life is easier simply out of luck and yet they keep the same smile and innocent look everytime something great happens to them.
