Im so undisciplined for this world (Parents are so disappointed they called my school again)

[ImaASCENDsoon]

I cant keep up with anything. I cant wake up, sleep, exercise, eat, go outside, talk to anyone, etc. I have to pretend to be normal in school. My parents see how much of a failure i am. Today my parents called my school for the second time discussing about how im always absent or late and that they dont know what to do about it. I already put a bad impression on my teachers the first time and this is now the second time. Little do any of them know im jus an insufferable incel who ldars all day with no positive traits, who hates himself more than anyone can, but cant have the ability to end himself. I cant make anyone happy no matter what i try. I dont wanna be seen anymore i dont wanna end it i jus wanna rest in solitude without anyone knowing anything about me. Ik non of u care abt this but here u go thats me. Idk whats gonna happen moving forwards, i jus hope and pray that the call to my school was slightly misunderstood or smth so they don’t think its that bad. Cuz then i can say “oh yeah i improved xyz since last time but I’ve slightly fallen into bad habits again and im tryna fix it”. Btw if I didn’t say it properly im mostly refering to not going to school or going late since this is what triggered the call to my school. Ive been late 13 times and absent 12 times since the start of this year. I genuinely do nothing, my parents are so disappointed in my eating habits, lifestyle choices, lack of physical activity, lack of basic discipline, etc. No one wants me in this world. I wish I wasn’t the sperm that won the race that became a human. What if my parents son was a successful redpiller who always got things done. Why did i have to exist. Idk whats gonna happen in my life, i wish i just looked normal 2 years ago so I would have never researched and fallen into this mess and completely ruined my life in the process. Thinking this was just about “ascending” and “self improvement”, i was always interested in learning more about looksmaxing, redpill and blackpil. I never knew this would come to this. THAT THIS WOULD BE THE OUTCOME. Going from a normal nigga whos a lil ugly, to a complete incel who’s damaging themselves and rots 24 7. If my jaw wasn’t recessed or my eye region wasn’t utterly subhuman from the start, non of this would have happened, I would have just been a normal redpilled or slightly blackpilled self improvement guy whos successful at doing basic shit properly. That’s about it idk whats gonna happen else to write, and idk what im supposed to do. Hopefully ill order hgh, test, aromatase inhibitors, accutane, etc soon so I actually start to ascend and have some structure to my life. I appreciate every single one of yall if u read this, but what more can i say its not like writing this changes anything.

 

[CloudyCuck]

You can’t even write a thread right and put some paragraphs in

 

[ImaASCENDsoon]

I cant keep up with anything. I cant wake up, sleep, exercise, eat, go outside, talk to anyone, etc. I have to pretend to be normal in school. My parents see how much of a failure i am. Today my parents called my school for the second time discussing about how im always absent or late and that they dont know what to do about it. I already put a bad impression on my teachers the first time and this is now the second time. Little do any of them know im jus an insufferable incel who ldars all day with no positive traits, who hates himself more than anyone can, but cant have the ability to end himself. I cant make anyone happy no matter what i try. I dont wanna be seen anymore i dont wanna end it i jus wanna rest in solitude without anyone knowing anything about me. Ik non of u care abt this but here u go thats me. Idk whats gonna happen moving forwards, i jus hope and pray that the call to my school was slightly misunderstood or smth so they don’t think its that bad. Cuz then i can say “oh yeah i improved xyz since last time but I’ve slightly fallen into bad habits again and im tryna fix it”. Btw if I didn’t say it properly im mostly refering to not going to school or going late since this is what triggered the call to my school. Ive been late 13 times and absent 12 times since the start of this year. I genuinely do nothing, my parents are so disappointed in my eating habits, lifestyle choices, lack of physical activity, lack of basic discipline, etc. No one wants me in this world. I wish I wasn’t the sperm that won the race that became a human. What if my parents son was a successful redpiller who always got things done. Why did i have to exist. Idk whats gonna happen in my life, i wish i just looked normal 2 years ago so I would have never researched and fallen into this mess and completely ruined my life in the process. Thinking this was just about “ascending” and “self improvement”, i was always interested in learning more about looksmaxing, redpill and blackpil. I never knew this would come to this. THAT THIS WOULD BE THE OUTCOME. Going from a normal nigga whos a lil ugly, to a complete incel who’s damaging themselves and rots 24 7. If my jaw wasn’t recessed or my eye region wasn’t utterly subhuman from the start, non of this would have happened, I would have just been a normal redpilled or slightly blackpilled self improvement guy whos successful at doing basic shit properly. That’s about it idk whats gonna happen else to write, and idk what im supposed to do. Hopefully ill order hgh, test, aromatase inhibitors, accutane, etc soon so I actually start to ascend and have some structure to my life. I appreciate every single one of yall if u read this, but what more can i say its not like writing this changes anything.

Bump

 

[ImaASCENDsoon]

You can’t even write a thread right and put some paragraphs in

Thx for the criticism as if I already haven’t had enough. I was writing this off the top of my head and authentically.

 

[CloudyCuck]

Thx for the criticism as if I already haven’t had enough. I was writing this off the top of my head and authentically.

Sorry bro I’m just saying it’s hard to read

 

[Quetila]

 

[MoggerGaston]

 

[pslgod15]

man that is normal why are you depressed? i fail 5 courses of my school and i dont care anything about my school and im very happy and enjoying life and this forum

 

[Luquier]

I cant keep up with anything. I cant wake up, sleep, exercise, eat, go outside, talk to anyone, etc. I have to pretend to be normal in school. My parents see how much of a failure i am. Today my parents called my school for the second time discussing about how im always absent or late and that they dont know what to do about it. I already put a bad impression on my teachers the first time and this is now the second time. Little do any of them know im jus an insufferable incel who ldars all day with no positive traits, who hates himself more than anyone can, but cant have the ability to end himself. I cant make anyone happy no matter what i try. I dont wanna be seen anymore i dont wanna end it i jus wanna rest in solitude without anyone knowing anything about me. Ik non of u care abt this but here u go thats me. Idk whats gonna happen moving forwards, i jus hope and pray that the call to my school was slightly misunderstood or smth so they don’t think its that bad. Cuz then i can say “oh yeah i improved xyz since last time but I’ve slightly fallen into bad habits again and im tryna fix it”. Btw if I didn’t say it properly im mostly refering to not going to school or going late since this is what triggered the call to my school. Ive been late 13 times and absent 12 times since the start of this year. I genuinely do nothing, my parents are so disappointed in my eating habits, lifestyle choices, lack of physical activity, lack of basic discipline, etc. No one wants me in this world. I wish I wasn’t the sperm that won the race that became a human. What if my parents son was a successful redpiller who always got things done. Why did i have to exist. Idk whats gonna happen in my life, i wish i just looked normal 2 years ago so I would have never researched and fallen into this mess and completely ruined my life in the process. Thinking this was just about “ascending” and “self improvement”, i was always interested in learning more about looksmaxing, redpill and blackpil. I never knew this would come to this. THAT THIS WOULD BE THE OUTCOME. Going from a normal nigga whos a lil ugly, to a complete incel who’s damaging themselves and rots 24 7. If my jaw wasn’t recessed or my eye region wasn’t utterly subhuman from the start, non of this would have happened, I would have just been a normal redpilled or slightly blackpilled self improvement guy whos successful at doing basic shit properly. That’s about it idk whats gonna happen else to write, and idk what im supposed to do. Hopefully ill order hgh, test, aromatase inhibitors, accutane, etc soon so I actually start to ascend and have some structure to my life. I appreciate every single one of yall if u read this, but what more can i say its not like writing this changes anything.

You need organisation and sound workflow

Otherwise it’s easy to let time fly by

 

[kwk3998]

Same I need to start showing up to school

 

[ASTRO_YSD]

I cant keep up with anything. I cant wake up, sleep, exercise, eat, go outside, talk to anyone, etc. I have to pretend to be normal in school. My parents see how much of a failure i am. Today my parents called my school for the second time discussing about how im always absent or late and that they dont know what to do about it. I already put a bad impression on my teachers the first time and this is now the second time. Little do any of them know im jus an insufferable incel who ldars all day with no positive traits, who hates himself more than anyone can, but cant have the ability to end himself. I cant make anyone happy no matter what i try. I dont wanna be seen anymore i dont wanna end it i jus wanna rest in solitude without anyone knowing anything about me. Ik non of u care abt this but here u go thats me. Idk whats gonna happen moving forwards, i jus hope and pray that the call to my school was slightly misunderstood or smth so they don’t think its that bad. Cuz then i can say “oh yeah i improved xyz since last time but I’ve slightly fallen into bad habits again and im tryna fix it”. Btw if I didn’t say it properly im mostly refering to not going to school or going late since this is what triggered the call to my school. Ive been late 13 times and absent 12 times since the start of this year. I genuinely do nothing, my parents are so disappointed in my eating habits, lifestyle choices, lack of physical activity, lack of basic discipline, etc. No one wants me in this world. I wish I wasn’t the sperm that won the race that became a human. What if my parents son was a successful redpiller who always got things done. Why did i have to exist. Idk whats gonna happen in my life, i wish i just looked normal 2 years ago so I would have never researched and fallen into this mess and completely ruined my life in the process. Thinking this was just about “ascending” and “self improvement”, i was always interested in learning more about looksmaxing, redpill and blackpil. I never knew this would come to this. THAT THIS WOULD BE THE OUTCOME. Going from a normal nigga whos a lil ugly, to a complete incel who’s damaging themselves and rots 24 7. If my jaw wasn’t recessed or my eye region wasn’t utterly subhuman from the start, non of this would have happened, I would have just been a normal redpilled or slightly blackpilled self improvement guy whos successful at doing basic shit properly. That’s about it idk whats gonna happen else to write, and idk what im supposed to do. Hopefully ill order hgh, test, aromatase inhibitors, accutane, etc soon so I actually start to ascend and have some structure to my life. I appreciate every single one of yall if u read this, but what more can i say its not like writing this changes anything.

Your just a dumb nigga go to chatgpt for help and just accept that your reccesed and ugly and get a life it's not that hard you don't even try

 

[ImaASCENDsoon]

Your just a dumb nigga go to chatgpt for help and just accept that your reccesed and ugly and get a life it's not that hard you don't even try

U joined a week ago cunt u don’t know shit

 

[ASTRO_YSD]

U joined a week ago cunt u don’t know shit

Dude think join date matter dumbest thing I heard today ( I didn't even joined a week ago i applied a week ago and got approved 3 days ago)

 

[ASTRO_YSD]

Dude think join date matter dumbest thing I heard today ( I didn't even joined a week ago i applied a week ago and got approved 3 days ago)

People are over dramatic there

 

[ASTRO_YSD]

U joined a week ago cunt u don’t know shit

Also its over

 

[ER1887]

man that is normal why are you depressed? i fail 5 courses of my school and i dont care anything about my school and im very happy and enjoying life and this forum

Same.

 

[iblameb]

I cant keep up with anything. I cant wake up, sleep, exercise, eat, go outside, talk to anyone, etc. I have to pretend to be normal in school. My parents see how much of a failure i am. Today my parents called my school for the second time discussing about how im always absent or late and that they dont know what to do about it. I already put a bad impression on my teachers the first time and this is now the second time. Little do any of them know im jus an insufferable incel who ldars all day with no positive traits, who hates himself more than anyone can, but cant have the ability to end himself. I cant make anyone happy no matter what i try. I dont wanna be seen anymore i dont wanna end it i jus wanna rest in solitude without anyone knowing anything about me. Ik non of u care abt this but here u go thats me. Idk whats gonna happen moving forwards, i jus hope and pray that the call to my school was slightly misunderstood or smth so they don’t think its that bad. Cuz then i can say “oh yeah i improved xyz since last time but I’ve slightly fallen into bad habits again and im tryna fix it”. Btw if I didn’t say it properly im mostly refering to not going to school or going late since this is what triggered the call to my school. Ive been late 13 times and absent 12 times since the start of this year. I genuinely do nothing, my parents are so disappointed in my eating habits, lifestyle choices, lack of physical activity, lack of basic discipline, etc. No one wants me in this world. I wish I wasn’t the sperm that won the race that became a human. What if my parents son was a successful redpiller who always got things done. Why did i have to exist. Idk whats gonna happen in my life, i wish i just looked normal 2 years ago so I would have never researched and fallen into this mess and completely ruined my life in the process. Thinking this was just about “ascending” and “self improvement”, i was always interested in learning more about looksmaxing, redpill and blackpil. I never knew this would come to this. THAT THIS WOULD BE THE OUTCOME. Going from a normal nigga whos a lil ugly, to a complete incel who’s damaging themselves and rots 24 7. If my jaw wasn’t recessed or my eye region wasn’t utterly subhuman from the start, non of this would have happened, I would have just been a normal redpilled or slightly blackpilled self improvement guy whos successful at doing basic shit properly. That’s about it idk whats gonna happen else to write, and idk what im supposed to do. Hopefully ill order hgh, test, aromatase inhibitors, accutane, etc soon so I actually start to ascend and have some structure to my life. I appreciate every single one of yall if u read this, but what more can i say its not like writing this changes anything.

U might be low T. Try going on roids and u'll see ur life will be so different

 

[ImaASCENDsoon]

U might be low T. Try going on roids and u'll see ur life will be so different

I am

 

[YUNG YZ999]

Blame ur parents for shit genetics and be done with it