NoLongerHuman
Mine has been a life of much shame
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I was texting him about uni life and I asked if any girls were hitting on him (he's essentially chadlite in my country since he looksmaxxed) and he was like "nah man the standards here are low as fuck" (which is true, the standards here are actually pretty low, ask @n9wiff )
So, I just asked again if he did get iois or not, and he brought up that a group of girls actually took pictures of him while giggling during the orientation week and a few girls had indeed hit on him. But he already has a girlfriend, and isn't interested in the whole slaying stuff.
He's my dearest best friend and I really do consider him one of my only genuine friends in this horrid world, in fact he's the one who introduced looksmaxxing to me, but I've been constantly thinking about this for the past day since he told me that, and can't help but feel a little envy. I've never bothered to envy him because it's wrong, but even since highschool, he's always gotten the better treatment solely due to his physical appearance. We were both considered absolute subhumans before self-improvement, but only one of us got the better end of it.
He had the base to ascend, while I got fucked over due to my shitty environment. Despite both of us working with equal effort to looksmax, genetics still end up determining everything, where he's able to reap the benefits of his hardwork, and I continue to question on why I keep going.
I can't be bothered to be seething with jealousy, but I still can't help wishing "why couldn't it be me?
So, I just asked again if he did get iois or not, and he brought up that a group of girls actually took pictures of him while giggling during the orientation week and a few girls had indeed hit on him. But he already has a girlfriend, and isn't interested in the whole slaying stuff.
He's my dearest best friend and I really do consider him one of my only genuine friends in this horrid world, in fact he's the one who introduced looksmaxxing to me, but I've been constantly thinking about this for the past day since he told me that, and can't help but feel a little envy. I've never bothered to envy him because it's wrong, but even since highschool, he's always gotten the better treatment solely due to his physical appearance. We were both considered absolute subhumans before self-improvement, but only one of us got the better end of it.
He had the base to ascend, while I got fucked over due to my shitty environment. Despite both of us working with equal effort to looksmax, genetics still end up determining everything, where he's able to reap the benefits of his hardwork, and I continue to question on why I keep going.
I can't be bothered to be seething with jealousy, but I still can't help wishing "why couldn't it be me?
