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It was a HEAVY turnoff for me, when I realized the true nature of women. I thought women were just like a female version of men, with different bodies but the same brain. But that's not the way it is AT ALL. They think completely different, and that's what the blackpill is, trying to understand how women think, how they judge men, and how the dating market works. And after learning how much of a shit show it is, all I can say is that child-like normie message of "you'll find true love one day!" just seems like a cruel bait-and-switch joke. There is no such thing as true love, just lust. Maybe I'm peaking in autism but I seriously am getting simply bored of the concept of being with a woman. It seems like so much work.
Do you guys realize how hard it is for me to looksmax? I have to workout every day, eat almost no carbs or salt, and eat a very tasteless and strict diet, on top of nofap, just to be the best version of me for women. But what am I getting in return? A used, stretched out hole. I wish I could delete this temptation from my brain, so that I could finally just live life and be happy. I wouldn't give two shits about how I look if it weren't for women. I would just be a bloated faggot working and hobbymaxxing and having fun. I don't know if any of you feel the same way tbh.
Do you guys realize how hard it is for me to looksmax? I have to workout every day, eat almost no carbs or salt, and eat a very tasteless and strict diet, on top of nofap, just to be the best version of me for women. But what am I getting in return? A used, stretched out hole. I wish I could delete this temptation from my brain, so that I could finally just live life and be happy. I wouldn't give two shits about how I look if it weren't for women. I would just be a bloated faggot working and hobbymaxxing and having fun. I don't know if any of you feel the same way tbh.
