im struggling with the reality that im a failure

[Youㅤ]

i am depressioned and cant do anything even if i can just sit in my room all day things haunt me , i am useless to the world since i will always hate , i am neurotic

i was born of evil and dont take this clown world seriosly anymore . the world doesnt matter if we die , it doesnt matter if other worlds exist , it doesnt matter if we lost our freewill

i cannot do school , no motivation at all , no stress to motivate me only stress about the constant passing of time that i dont understand . i quit job cuz idc about money . idc about looksmaxxing . u cant win , if u fight against subhumanity u either lose the fight or u spend ur whole life to be barely human . none of this clown world matters and i would be fine to die if i knew this clown world was all there is . but i cling to the hope of transcending the reality as it is now .

 

[Vermilioncore]