I'm stuck in a loop of "i'd start lifemaxxing from tomorrow" for 8 years

[Psychophilly]

Took 0 medications and tried to fix my mental illness by myself, obviously it didn't work. i thought therapists/psychologists are faggots and i know better than them but i was wrong (because pharmacies don't believe i'm a self-trained doctor and they need prescription, i still believe i know better). I'm gonna need meds to stop my extreme rotting.
still can't believe i rotted for 8 years, i actually autismmaxxed instead ntmaxxing.

 

[thecel]

same, but unlike you I’m not a non-adult enjoyer

 

[Psychophilly]

same, but unlike you I’m not a non-adult enjoyer

that's not even 0.001% of my mental problems. i'm a dopamine junkie, can't quit smoking/playing video games/ etc
i get addicted often and i can't quit. spineless 0 discipline abused dog

 

[Matthias8272]

therapist/psychiatrist/meds did nothing for me, but I didn't have access to many drugs because of where I live.Worth trying them though

 

[longjohnmong]

just do C25k app

 

[Deleted member 23219]

i'm a self-trained doctor

 

[Psychophilly]

what movie was this? i remmeber it was godtier movie

 

[Deleted member 22124]

what movie was this? i remmeber it was godtier movie

The human centipede. It's so fucked up and dehumanizing that I don't even watch it anymore, but that was one of my favorites back when I was beastmode/dark triadmaxxing in my early 20s.