i’m such a loser i want to rope (long vent/rant)

[marshm10]

i’m 5’10 115 i’m skinny and pale and ginger. I am LTN and super nd. I hate my life and how ugly i am i really want to rope i don’t feel like trying anymore. i don’t hangout with friends because i don’t have any i don’t talk to foids because im ugly and scared and a loser. im not even doing amazing in school anyways so i just look like a nerd and a dork without being smart because there’s just no motivation anymore. i was sub 5 and i tried and worked hard and became ltn and realized mtn would be better but mainly being nt and normal would be even better. my friends i had all went out to topgolf in november and i don’t even know or get an invite until i find out accidentally from my friend after they hung out saying they forgot. i haven’t done anything with anyone this winter break im so ugly i want to rope and there’s just no one to do anything with. this year is definitely better im trying to be more social i think i have made some more friends but it’s not like i hang out with anyone after school. i just want to go to the gym but i can’t even say that because of how skinny i look. i really don’t know what to do i think ill try and just force feed myself food and do steroids to be better but idk i just hate how i have no real friends and im a ugly ass chud like you obviously didn’t forget to invite me you just didn’t want me there and the people i introduced to each other became best friends or not really but they hang out with each other and even though they go to different schools than each other and i go to the same school as one they still hangout more probably because im a dork ass loser and this happened twice i ruined my reputation middle school from being a dorky band kid. no one at my school even likes me they think im some loser i don’t know man i really think i should just keep my head down stop trying to make friends like i’ve been trying and just get through highschool with all as and just try to look the best i can honestly not for foids or to have more friends but i hate the way i look (sorry this is so long you don’t have to read it all i just wanted to say some stuff)(idk i prob won’t rope but fuck man sometimes life gets rough and feels awful)

 

[afroheadluke]

this just goes to show a new year means nothing

 

[Panchitosbroncs]

I'm not reading allat, but hope u get better

 

[tarkdriad33]

ogremaxx

 

[6ft5geneticsaviour]

yep

 

[marshm10]

I'm not reading allat, but hope u get better

thanks bro i just needed to say didn’t have to have people to fully read it

 

[grav]

i’m 5’10 115 i’m skinny and pale and ginger. I am LTN and super nd. I hate my life and how ugly i am i really want to rope i don’t feel like trying anymore.

Dnr but I feel you orange boy

 

[ltnbrownacnecel]

Move to the Philippines

 

[Tealovingfool]

Relatable

 

[silently_said]

how old are you
and are you diagnosed ND or just have social anxiety

 

[marshm10]

how old are you
and are you diagnosed ND or just have social anxiety

i’m 15 not diagnosed but my mom won’t let me get tested for anything and i do have social anxiety

 

[marshm10]

i mean i have friends that ill play maybe some video games with or go to the gym with every now and then but they all hangout without me maybe if im lucky invited to some big group thing but that’s happened once

 

[Tealovingfool]

i mean i have friends that ill play maybe some video games with or go to the gym with every now and then but they all hangout without me maybe if im lucky invited to some big group thing but that’s happened once

Yeah me too I still feel lonely and sad too I usually use any form of nicotine I can since its the easiest thing I can get and afford compared to weed or alcohol but I like using weed or alcohol better

 

[marshm10]

Yeah me too I still feel lonely and sad too I usually use any form of nicotine I can since its the easiest thing I can get and afford compared to weed or alcohol but I like using weed or alcohol better

real i just feel like a bum if im drinking by myself or doing anything like weed or nic by myself but i still do it alone jfl

 

[Tealovingfool]

real i just feel like a bum if im drinking by myself or doing anything like weed or nic by myself but i still do it alone jfl

Nah idc as long as I feel something but id rather drink with others because if I drink alone I get very sad and I cry easily when im really drunk

 

[marshm10]

n

 

[NoExit]

its over buddy boyo

 

[marshm10]

its over buddy boyo

it’s over and that’s okay

 

[donpuro]

500 tren 500 test 25mg mk will set you free my child

 

[Reme]

i’m 5’10 115 i’m skinny and pale and ginger. I am LTN and super nd. I hate my life and how ugly i am i really want to rope i don’t feel like trying anymore. i don’t hangout with friends because i don’t have any i don’t talk to foids because im ugly and scared and a loser. im not even doing amazing in school anyways so i just look like a nerd and a dork without being smart because there’s just no motivation anymore. i was sub 5 and i tried and worked hard and became ltn and realized mtn would be better but mainly being nt and normal would be even better. my friends i had all went out to topgolf in november and i don’t even know or get an invite until i find out accidentally from my friend after they hung out saying they forgot. i haven’t done anything with anyone this winter break im so ugly i want to rope and there’s just no one to do anything with. this year is definitely better im trying to be more social i think i have made some more friends but it’s not like i hang out with anyone after school. i just want to go to the gym but i can’t even say that because of how skinny i look. i really don’t know what to do i think ill try and just force feed myself food and do steroids to be better but idk i just hate how i have no real friends and im a ugly ass chud like you obviously didn’t forget to invite me you just didn’t want me there and the people i introduced to each other became best friends or not really but they hang out with each other and even though they go to different schools than each other and i go to the same school as one they still hangout more probably because im a dork ass loser and this happened twice i ruined my reputation middle school from being a dorky band kid. no one at my school even likes me they think im some loser i don’t know man i really think i should just keep my head down stop trying to make friends like i’ve been trying and just get through highschool with all as and just try to look the best i can honestly not for foids or to have more friends but i hate the way i look (sorry this is so long you don’t have to read it all i just wanted to say some stuff)(idk i prob won’t rope but fuck man sometimes life gets rough and feels awful)

it is never worth it to rope. Being quiet and working on yourself, especially mentally is a priority. I know you dont want to hear anything about Jesus and God loving and accepting you but it is true. You're holding unnecessary worries with you and just need to let them go in peace. Being content was never an option. A road to success needs struggles along the way. Indulging in prayer can bring ur mind and more importantly your soul at peace. dont plan on roping. I would suggest against steroids and its optimal if you just eat well and hit gym. Prove you are stronger than you seem.

 

[foidgroper83]

i’m 5’10 115 i’m skinny and pale and ginger. I am LTN and super nd. I hate my life and how ugly i am i really want to rope i don’t feel like trying anymore. i don’t hangout with friends because i don’t have any i don’t talk to foids because im ugly and scared and a loser. im not even doing amazing in school anyways so i just look like a nerd and a dork without being smart because there’s just no motivation anymore. i was sub 5 and i tried and worked hard and became ltn and realized mtn would be better but mainly being nt and normal would be even better. my friends i had all went out to topgolf in november and i don’t even know or get an invite until i find out accidentally from my friend after they hung out saying they forgot. i haven’t done anything with anyone this winter break im so ugly i want to rope and there’s just no one to do anything with. this year is definitely better im trying to be more social i think i have made some more friends but it’s not like i hang out with anyone after school. i just want to go to the gym but i can’t even say that because of how skinny i look. i really don’t know what to do i think ill try and just force feed myself food and do steroids to be better but idk i just hate how i have no real friends and im a ugly ass chud like you obviously didn’t forget to invite me you just didn’t want me there and the people i introduced to each other became best friends or not really but they hang out with each other and even though they go to different schools than each other and i go to the same school as one they still hangout more probably because im a dork ass loser and this happened twice i ruined my reputation middle school from being a dorky band kid. no one at my school even likes me they think im some loser i don’t know man i really think i should just keep my head down stop trying to make friends like i’ve been trying and just get through highschool with all as and just try to look the best i can honestly not for foids or to have more friends but i hate the way i look (sorry this is so long you don’t have to read it all i just wanted to say some stuff)(idk i prob won’t rope but fuck man sometimes life gets rough and feels awful)

 

[foidgroper83]

this just goes to show a new year means nothing

Jfl for even thinking it meant anything in the first place, counting is a concept made by humans

 

[softmaxxed LTN]

i’m 5’10 115 i’m skinny and pale and ginger. I am LTN and super nd. I hate my life and how ugly i am i really want to rope i don’t feel like trying anymore. i don’t hangout with friends because i don’t have any i don’t talk to foids because im ugly and scared and a loser. im not even doing amazing in school anyways so i just look like a nerd and a dork without being smart because there’s just no motivation anymore. i was sub 5 and i tried and worked hard and became ltn and realized mtn would be better but mainly being nt and normal would be even better. my friends i had all went out to topgolf in november and i don’t even know or get an invite until i find out accidentally from my friend after they hung out saying they forgot. i haven’t done anything with anyone this winter break im so ugly i want to rope and there’s just no one to do anything with. this year is definitely better im trying to be more social i think i have made some more friends but it’s not like i hang out with anyone after school. i just want to go to the gym but i can’t even say that because of how skinny i look. i really don’t know what to do i think ill try and just force feed myself food and do steroids to be better but idk i just hate how i have no real friends and im a ugly ass chud like you obviously didn’t forget to invite me you just didn’t want me there and the people i introduced to each other became best friends or not really but they hang out with each other and even though they go to different schools than each other and i go to the same school as one they still hangout more probably because im a dork ass loser and this happened twice i ruined my reputation middle school from being a dorky band kid. no one at my school even likes me they think im some loser i don’t know man i really think i should just keep my head down stop trying to make friends like i’ve been trying and just get through highschool with all as and just try to look the best i can honestly not for foids or to have more friends but i hate the way i look (sorry this is so long you don’t have to read it all i just wanted to say some stuff)(idk i prob won’t rope but fuck man sometimes life gets rough and feels awful)

me too

 

[Acquiescence]

Find good copes is all I can say I’m sorry

 

[Robloxfan25]

i’m 5’10 115 i’m skinny and pale and ginger. I am LTN and super nd. I hate my life and how ugly i am i really want to rope i don’t feel like trying anymore. i don’t hangout with friends because i don’t have any i don’t talk to foids because im ugly and scared and a loser. im not even doing amazing in school anyways so i just look like a nerd and a dork without being smart because there’s just no motivation anymore. i was sub 5 and i tried and worked hard and became ltn and realized mtn would be better but mainly being nt and normal would be even better. my friends i had all went out to topgolf in november and i don’t even know or get an invite until i find out accidentally from my friend after they hung out saying they forgot. i haven’t done anything with anyone this winter break im so ugly i want to rope and there’s just no one to do anything with. this year is definitely better im trying to be more social i think i have made some more friends but it’s not like i hang out with anyone after school. i just want to go to the gym but i can’t even say that because of how skinny i look. i really don’t know what to do i think ill try and just force feed myself food and do steroids to be better but idk i just hate how i have no real friends and im a ugly ass chud like you obviously didn’t forget to invite me you just didn’t want me there and the people i introduced to each other became best friends or not really but they hang out with each other and even though they go to different schools than each other and i go to the same school as one they still hangout more probably because im a dork ass loser and this happened twice i ruined my reputation middle school from being a dorky band kid. no one at my school even likes me they think im some loser i don’t know man i really think i should just keep my head down stop trying to make friends like i’ve been trying and just get through highschool with all as and just try to look the best i can honestly not for foids or to have more friends but i hate the way i look (sorry this is so long you don’t have to read it all i just wanted to say some stuff)(idk i prob won’t rope but fuck man sometimes life gets rough and feels awful)

I feel you bro I have a ton of “friends” who don’t invite me to shit and ion go to any parties

I ruined my reputation back in the day too I was corny as fuck

That’s why some people avoid hanging out with me

 

[marshm10]

I feel you bro I have a ton of “friends” who don’t invite me to shit and ion go to any parties

I ruined my reputation back in the day too I was corny as fuck

That’s why some people avoid hanging out with me

so real bro and the people i talk to tell me just be confident you’ll get invited or you’ll hangout more but they never invite me themselves

 

[cristaking8]

i’m 5’10 115 i’m skinny and pale and ginger. I am LTN and super nd. I hate my life and how ugly i am i really want to rope i don’t feel like trying anymore. i don’t hangout with friends because i don’t have any i don’t talk to foids because im ugly and scared and a loser. im not even doing amazing in school anyways so i just look like a nerd and a dork without being smart because there’s just no motivation anymore. i was sub 5 and i tried and worked hard and became ltn and realized mtn would be better but mainly being nt and normal would be even better. my friends i had all went out to topgolf in november and i don’t even know or get an invite until i find out accidentally from my friend after they hung out saying they forgot. i haven’t done anything with anyone this winter break im so ugly i want to rope and there’s just no one to do anything with. this year is definitely better im trying to be more social i think i have made some more friends but it’s not like i hang out with anyone after school. i just want to go to the gym but i can’t even say that because of how skinny i look. i really don’t know what to do i think ill try and just force feed myself food and do steroids to be better but idk i just hate how i have no real friends and im a ugly ass chud like you obviously didn’t forget to invite me you just didn’t want me there and the people i introduced to each other became best friends or not really but they hang out with each other and even though they go to different schools than each other and i go to the same school as one they still hangout more probably because im a dork ass loser and this happened twice i ruined my reputation middle school from being a dorky band kid. no one at my school even likes me they think im some loser i don’t know man i really think i should just keep my head down stop trying to make friends like i’ve been trying and just get through highschool with all as and just try to look the best i can honestly not for foids or to have more friends but i hate the way i look (sorry this is so long you don’t have to read it all i just wanted to say some stuff)(idk i prob won’t rope but fuck man sometimes life gets rough and feels awful)

DNR allat gingigger but hope it gets better for u

 

[TonySoprano668]

my brotha just another me

 

[psltristan1]

It never began!

 

[xzylecrey]

Dyeing your hair, working out and eating more dense foods will fix 2 of those problems. At the end of day we drew the short end of the stick and we gotta build upon what we have broski best of luck

 

[Latinolooksmaxxer]

Just run jbw in asia bro