I’m teetering between blaming myself for everything and nothing is my fault

[Deleted member 19442]

To blame myself for everything I’d have to act like every teenage boy is some hyper intelligent hyper disciplined demigod it’s all cope.

Reality is if I was born in another family I’d be better for it. And common sense doesn’t come out of a vacuum. Life experiences and accomplishments build confidence which reinforces decision making and thinking processes.

And so many people have similar issues to me difference is they just stayed in boxing while I dropped out. Half of looksmax.org and 70% of .is are just pikabro clones

 

[apocalypse]

I just blame everyone else
Parents, teachers, school mates, God, women..

 

[Deleted member 19442]

I just blame everyone else
Parents, teachers, school mates, God, women..

“Why didn’t you just stick up for yourself”

 

[apocalypse]

“Why didn’t you just stick up for yourself”

Yeah just stick up for yourself as a 12yo boy abused by literally everyone around you and no one in your corner

 

[Deleted member 19442]

Yeah just stick up for yourself as a 12yo boy abused by literally everyone around you and no one in your corner

I wasn’t abused but where is my confidence supposed to come from lmao??! I was a total loser faggot with no skills