Im too ugly for love or friends

[depressionmaxxing]

Im literally so out of place in every party im in, any place i go. I stand out, im not anywhere close to the normal person. Im so below that.

When i go out with my family all they do is make pictures and videos the whole time, post them everywhere and i have to see my repulsive existence knowing everyone else can too.

I shouldn‘t be talking to any girls or go out at all, i literally deserve to rot looking the way i do. I feel so shitty realising this everyday as i cope that it‘s not true. If jaw surgery doesn‘t make me human i will kill myself

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Damn I gave you a shit numerology profile i think

Let me try again in the therapy context



A major issue for you is your pacivity in public, you are a pussy

You have the capacity to be masculine, but it mostly just takes the form of you being by yourself constantly and pretending it makes you stronger

And it does to some degree.

However fuck that. Fuck all of that.

Intelligence and determination are your most significant traits. If you're a lazy fuck you should feel absolutely pitiful, and I'm not surprised, in fact, the numbers tell me so.

If depressionmaxxing is lazy. He is depressed. Didnt you used to define yourself by your hard work and superiority? Not even before the blackpill

"I'm not working hard enough" is something you think to yourself constantly. But what do you do about it?

Let you fear of everything conquer you instead of working hard enough. I've grown sick of it. And so have you

Stop being afraid. Your most significant flaw numerically, is being too much of a vulnerable pussy

Since your last birthday things have been immensely drastic.

I'll tell you what's been going on. Since your birthday in 2023. You've been in the:

schizo divine hard work progress era

if you've been lazy It will drive you more mad than ever. And you hate yourself immensely right now. You should be making progress is a thought you've been having more than ever before.

its time to lock in. You feel the same way stop letting your passive female behavior control your success. It's not all about mogging. You've been fucking lazy

run. It thugger.

and it ends during your next birthday btw

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

@depressionmaxxing

And you are way more intellegent than I acknowledged at first

Iq should be 80 and general intelligence should be immense

You are infected by feelings, the way people look at you matters to such a high degree because you are borderline psychic, you can analyze the data in their face with ease and so it hurts you more.

This world is hell because you don't work hard enough, and don't apply this talent properly, and you have terminal fear. Not just socially

 

[Lebgfinal]

This is cope. You can always find friends no matter how bad you look.
Friends don't need to necessarily find you attractive, this is not the point of a friendship.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

You are in main character year I'm not fucking kidding if this sounds about right then believe this too

Make progress and you will propser. It's time to change drastically right now

You should be different from the start of the year already.

The most interesting people, are the smart ones who've suffered.

Now it's time for the other side.

The part where you get to talk about that in the past tense. And relish the success you have in the moment. That's the future you've been afraid to build.

 

[depressionmaxxing]

This is cope. You can always find friends no matter how bad you look.
Friends don't need to necessarily find you attractive, this is not the point of a friendship.

I just don‘t think im deserving of it. Im around a bunch of social circles I don‘t fit in. There‘s just no space or room for me, it sounds mental but i hate myself to such an high degree that i get insufferable to other people, as i don‘t wanna do allot of things and rather look up to finally become a normal person

You are infected by feelings, the way people look at you matters to such a high degree because you are borderline psychic, you can analyze the data in their face with ease and so it hurts you more.

This is especially depressing tbh, i see negativ everywhere i go. My IQ is about 120-130. Same shit that makes me smart makes me mental

No hard work for my face. There‘s no use for psychics either besides for personal gain

Crazy that you guessed it would end with my next birthday bc im having jaw surgery a few days after my bd. Either that ends or i do

 

[Lebgfinal]

I just don‘t think im deserving of it. Im around a bunch of social circles I don‘t fit in. There‘s just no space or room for me, it sounds mental but i hate myself to such an high degree that i get insufferable to other people, as i don‘t wanna be do allot of things and rather look up to finally become a normal person

I get it man, but don't blame your looks for your social life. I'm sure you can find some people with similar hobbies as you. May be hard, and you may need to search. But I believe you can do it.

 

[depressionmaxxing]

I get it man, but don't blame your looks for your social life. I'm sure you can find some people with similar hobbies as you. May be hard, and you may need to search. But I believe you can do it.

No i have friends, girl i date, do things with my family, go outside daily. What i don‘t have is a face, therefor i don‘t exist in the social hierarchy and i get to feel it. I can‘t look in a mirror too without crying myself to sleep man, no friend can change who i am and i can‘t live with myself

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I just don‘t think im deserving of it. Im around a bunch of social circles I don‘t fit in. There‘s just no space or room for me, it sounds mental but i hate myself to such an high degree that i get insufferable to other people, as i don‘t wanna do allot of things and rather look up to finally become a normal person



This is especially depressing tbh, i see negativ everywhere i go. My IQ is about 120-130. Same shit that makes me smart makes me mental

No hard work for my face. There‘s no use for psychics either besides for personal gain

Crazy that you guessed it would end with my next birthday bc im having jaw surgery a few days after my bd. Either that ends or i do

Oh. That makes perfect sense

Schizo transformative

Followed by - mog charismatic lose

The number I use to estimate a person is mogging and charismatic and loose is the same number which describes the year following this one.

Like I can sometimes predict a person glowed up in this period

You're older so it should just be physical confidence and freedom year. I wouldn't have assumed any physical changes

But the next year is literally characterized by sex/looks/charisma in your timeline.

Following your birthday... so...

 

[Lebgfinal]

No i have friends, girl i date, do things with my family, go outside daily. What i don‘t have is a face, therefor i don‘t exist in the social hierarchy and i get to feel it. I can‘t look in a mirror too without crying myself to sleep man, no friend can change who i am and i can‘t live with myself

I know a lot of people probably uglier than you yet they have friends.
A lot of what you are feeling is mental.
You could be a burn victim and find friends.
Not saying you'll get a girl.
But you'll not be lonely.

 

[Sub5UglyMan]

If you don’t have friends as a sub5 man then that’s a reflection on you

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

@PseudoMaxxer

This resonates for you?

Similar main character values but less intense. I'd estimate you read this and think that's light work

You are infected by feelings, the way people look at you matters to such a high degree because you are borderline psychic, you can analyze the data in their face with ease and so it hurts you more.

This is especially depressing tbh, i see negativ everywhere i go. My IQ is about 120-130. Same shit that makes me smart makes me mental

I got this inference from your numbers pseudo, they helped me narrow down what the MC values mean. Thanks for the data.

 

[depressionmaxxing]

I know a lot of people probably uglier than you yet they have friends.
A lot of what you are feeling is mental.
You could be a burn victim and find friends.
Not saying you'll get a girl.
But you'll not be lonely.

If you don’t have friends as a sub5 man then that’s a reflection on you

Nigga i have allot of friends. I have a girl im somewhat longterm in for. That is not the point

 

[Lebgfinal]

Nigga i have allot of friends. I have a girl im somewhat longterm in for. That is not the point

Why are you complaining? that's already pretty good.

 

[Deleted member 39145]

Nigga i have allot of friends. I have a girl im somewhat longterm in for. That is not the point

What u sad abt then g my g

 

[Lebgfinal]

So OP is just thinking he is too ugly for no reason.
If your life is good, appreciate it brother. Instead of worrying that you are "too ugly". if you were too ugly you wouldn't be in these parties.
real subhumans dont get invited.
Be thankful

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Nigga i have allot of friends. I have a girl im somewhat longterm in for. That is not the point

You are clinically unlucky in your own opinion

Would you agree?

 

[depressionmaxxing]

Why are you complaining? that's already pretty good.

What u sad abt then g my g

Having friends doesn‘t change who i am and what i look like. Having a girl i sometimes see doesn‘t make me feel loved either. 90% of what makes me depressed is how brutal i look. I cannot live with myself, that is my issue. Im sick and tired of seing other people in my family do better than me and get treated better, simply for their better looks. I hate getting pitty from my grandma as she thinks im an ugly fuck.

Being looked at weirdly, ignored by other women. Finding pictures of me and i look shitty. Friends telling me im ugly, family telling me everybody somehow fucking signaling me that i am. Waking up and seing my reflection in the mirror. Hiding from cameras as i them as evidence of me being ugly. I feel like a corpse it drains my energy, sucks my blood, eats me i can‘t stand it, it just breaks me

 

[Lebgfinal]

Having friends doesn‘t change who i am and what i look like. Having a girl i sometimes see doesn‘t make me feel loved either. 90% of what makes me depressed is how brutal i look. I cannot live with myself, that is my issue. Im sick and tired of seing other people in my family do better than me and get treated better, simply for their better looks. I hate getting pitty from my grandma as she thinks im an ugly fuck.

Being looked at weirdly, ignored by other women. Finding pictures of me and i look shitty. Friends telling me im ugly, family telling me everybody somehow fucking signaling me that i am. Waking up and seing my reflection in the mirror. Hiding from cameras as i them as evidence of me being ugly. I feel like a corpse it drains my energy, sucks my blood, eats me i can‘t stand it, it just breaks me

A lot of this is on your mind.
Some people can't even get people to talk to them, get bullied, and no girls love them.
This is what the life of a subhuman is like.
You are having a pretty decent life in definition.

 

[Deleted member 39145]

Having friends doesn‘t change who i am and what i look like. Having a girl i sometimes see doesn‘t make me feel loved either. 90% of what makes me depressed is how brutal i look. I cannot live with myself, that is my issue. Im sick and tired of seing other people in my family do better than me and get treated better, simply for their better looks. I hate getting pitty from my grandma as she thinks im an ugly fuck.

Being looked at weirdly, ignored by other women. Finding pictures of me and i look shitty. Friends telling me im ugly, family telling me everybody somehow fucking signaling me that i am. Waking up and seing my reflection in the mirror. Hiding from cameras as i them as evidence of me being ugly. I feel like a corpse it drains my energy, sucks my blood, eats me i can‘t stand it, it just breaks me

Get on the surgery table or log off

 

[depressionmaxxing]

You are clinically unlucky in your own opinion

Would you agree?

Yes that‘s even a joke people around me say. I don‘t have luck in life at all. Im in this shit bc i was unlucky to begin with, as i didn‘t mew/other bad habits and my jaw developed shitty

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Yes that‘s even a joke people around me say. I don‘t have luck in life at all. Im in this shit bc i was unlucky to begin with, as i didn‘t mew/other bad habits and my jaw developed shitty

13 was cursed by Jesus pr something in the Bible but you are supposed to be unluckly and especially if you're lazy

Luck = karma.

Deserved. You are a fucking loser.

 

[depressionmaxxing]

Get on the surgery table or log off

Surgery date: 16.10.24 for Trimax, high lefort I + slight CW to fix open bite, symmetric jaw aligning BSSO + sliding genio.

Im all in

 

[depressionmaxxing]

13 was cursed by Jesus pr something in the Bible but you are supposed to be unluckly and especially if you're lazy

Luck = karma.

Deserved. You are a fucking loser.

Jesus didn‘t curse anyone.

So in your sense i deserve to be unlucky for being born 13. I still don’t get how you would think a date can determine anything, didn’t i prove that to you before? I am not even lazy as i workout, study for surgery, just graduated.

 

[Deleted member 39145]

Surgery date: 16.10.24 for Trimax, high lefort I + slight CW to fix open bite, symmetric jaw aligning BSSO + sliding genio.

Im all in

send me before/after pics when its all done wish u the best

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Jesus didn‘t curse anyone.

So in your sense i deserve to be unlucky for being born 13. I still don’t get how you would think a date can determine anything, didn’t i prove that to you before? I am not even lazy as i workout, study for surgery, just graduated.

Bruh I'm not being literal I'm saying thats where it comes from

I wasn't sure but it could just be terminal, and not related to hard work, I see now.

Thanks though

Stole this niggas numerical data for future reference

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

Yes that‘s even a joke people around me say. I don‘t have luck in life at all. Im in this shit bc i was unlucky to begin with, as i didn‘t mew/other bad habits and my jaw developed shitty

Oh you still think the whole world is about looks

Waste of iq. Sex is about looks. You can be passionate in other regards

To be obsessed with porn and craving sex makes you closer to a monkey ass ape who's ran by stimuli.

Be better than that

 

[depressionmaxxing]

Bruh I'm not being literal I'm saying thats where it comes from

I wasn't sure but it could just be terminal, and not related to hard work, I see now.

Thanks though

Stole this niggas numerical data for future reference

Bro is an learning AI model

 

[depressionmaxxing]

Oh you still think the whole world is about looks

Waste of iq. Sex is about looks. You can be passionate in other regards

To be obsessed with porn and craving sex makes you closer to a monkey ass ape who's ran by stimuli.

Be better than that

Looks is more than sex, looks is everything social related

 

[PseudoMaxxer]

@PseudoMaxxer

This resonates for you?

Similar main character values but less intense. I'd estimate you read this and think that's light work




I got this inference from your numbers pseudo, they helped me narrow down what the MC values mean. Thanks for the data.

it does, and thank you for the reading.

But tbh, I don’t even analyze faces anymore like I used to when I was initially blackpilled.

Now it’s more automatic, I just look at someone and can figure if they are attractive or not.

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

it does, and thank you for the reading.

But tbh, I don’t even analyze faces anymore like I used to when I was initially blackpilled.

Now it’s more automatic, I just look at someone and can figure if they are attractive or not.

Lmao I meant when you did a reading on my face

I discerned he had that trait to some degree and it was part of the reason he felt so out of place and like he's always looked at

 

[Gaygymmaxx]

I just look at someone and can figure if they are attractive or not.

And I'm pretty sure... everybody can do that

 

[Darkeningstar]

Bullshit. It is full of ugly people around with friends, and sometimes gf

 

[whiteislandpill]

Becoming attractive wont fix this. If you dont 'fit in' at partys nothing will change that unless you larp your entire personality.

 

[depressionmaxxing]

Becoming attractive wont fix this. If you dont 'fit in' at partys nothing will change that unless you larp your entire personality.

Dexter Morgan type shit, being attractive would in fact change everything

Bullshit. It is full of ugly people around with friends, and sometimes gf

Read the thread

 

[whiteislandpill]

Dexter Morgan type shit, being attractive would in fact change everything

Dexter is not real life. It is a tv show. NT is important