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Saw severals, they always told I had nothing special (like, I wasnt mentally ill or anything) but inside I know im insane. (genuinely Im so mentally fucked and its horrible to live with)
The thing is that I lie to them, and they have to be smart enough to guess that, otherwise I wont tell them.
SO its a mind game, I lie, they believe me or they dont (they always do) and I leave the sessions knowing my insanity isnt big enough to be detected by some sweet motherfuckers that are supposed to see that.
Currently seeing a psychologist, still the same. Nobody detects me. Its so hard. I want them to. I want to be cured, but I cant tell them BECAUSE IM MEWING HAHAH *BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE*
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To be honest I'd like to try to confess myself but its so embarassing. Why cant they fucking guess Im insane ?
Anyways thanks for reading, share your thoughts
The thing is that I lie to them, and they have to be smart enough to guess that, otherwise I wont tell them.
SO its a mind game, I lie, they believe me or they dont (they always do) and I leave the sessions knowing my insanity isnt big enough to be detected by some sweet motherfuckers that are supposed to see that.
Currently seeing a psychologist, still the same. Nobody detects me. Its so hard. I want them to. I want to be cured, but I cant tell them BECAUSE IM MEWING HAHAH *BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE*
....
To be honest I'd like to try to confess myself but its so embarassing. Why cant they fucking guess Im insane ?
Anyways thanks for reading, share your thoughts