I’m turning my life around (high-med effort)

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Over the past few months, I’ve felt more miserable than any other time in life (that’s why I made my acc). I never really wanted to looksmax. I just wanted a community.


I’ve been ruining my life and making it worse and worse. I’m genuinely the most pathetic person I’ve ever seen.

I made a journal of “suicide notes” to try and cope and convince myself to feel better :feelskek::feelskek: genuinely corny asf.
I pray this doesn’t make it into an evisceration thread one day.

I’ve been a loser porn addict. For the past week and a half I “quit” jerking to porn (opted for imagination and like audios and shit), but I’ve realized it’s all stupid and cuck behavior. Wasting my nut and my T




I’ve convinced myself my life is over, but I’ve never actually tried to change it.


My problem has been that I live for no reason. I wake up, waste oxygen, emmit carbons, and go to bed so it can happen all over again. My life is completely useless to the world. If I would’ve never existed, everything would be exactly the same.

So I’m giving myself a purpose. Fuck being mediocre at volleyball, fuck plateauing at V4s, fuck 8 ball, fuck video games. I’m going to be a bodybuilder.



Not a gymcel, not a gymrat, not training for “aesthetics”, I’m training to get big asf. I get big, rob some niggas with suburban jugging methods, then spam hgh and test until my muscles explode.

I don’t have an endpoint. Heart attack at 30, mr. Olympia, I couldn’t care less. I jerk off because I was bored, nothing to do. Now I’m spending every free minute fucking working. I’m tired of being a loser. If I don’t become jacked as shit I’ll rope, but until then I’m working.


This means no eating like shit, no jerking off, no wasting my time talking to stupid normie fucks that I want to decapitate. Counting every calorie, tracking all macros, eating the best foods, training the best way. Jeff nipples or whatever the fuck is a faggot but i might listen to him for the science based lifting shit

I’ve already deleted all my cucked social media that were melting my brain and turning me into a goy.


I’m finally living with a purpose. If my life is still shit here, I truly am worthless.


Tldr: my life was cucked, I’m now a new high t gymming user



@grav @xzylecrey @klip11 @Light_Kira @soapbubble
 
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Tldr: my life was cucked, I’m now a new high t gymming user
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Mirin brah
 
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nice bro :blobDance:
 
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thats too hard bro


NEVER STRESS LOW CORTISOL

I'ma just sell sour plates with chitlings



 
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Over the past few months, I’ve felt more miserable than any other time in life (that’s why I made my acc). I never really wanted to looksmax. I just wanted a community.


I’ve been ruining my life and making it worse and worse. I’m genuinely the most pathetic person I’ve ever seen.

I made a journal of “suicide notes” to try and cope and convince myself to feel better :feelskek::feelskek: genuinely corny asf.
I pray this doesn’t make it into an evisceration thread one day.

I’ve been a loser porn addict. For the past week and a half I “quit” jerking to porn (opted for imagination and like audios and shit), but I’ve realized it’s all stupid and cuck behavior. Wasting my nut and my T




I’ve convinced myself my life is over, but I’ve never actually tried to change it.


My problem has been that I live for no reason. I wake up, waste oxygen, emmit carbons, and go to bed so it can happen all over again. My life is completely useless to the world. If I would’ve never existed, everything would be exactly the same.

So I’m giving myself a purpose. Fuck being mediocre at volleyball, fuck plateauing at V4s, fuck 8 ball, fuck video games. I’m going to be a bodybuilder.



Not a gymcel, not a gymrat, not training for “aesthetics”, I’m training to get big asf. I get big, rob some niggas with suburban jugging methods, then spam hgh and test until my muscles explode.

I don’t have an endpoint. Heart attack at 30, mr. Olympia, I couldn’t care less. I jerk off because I was bored, nothing to do. Now I’m spending every free minute fucking working. I’m tired of being a loser. If I don’t become jacked as shit I’ll rope, but until then I’m working.


This means no eating like shit, no jerking off, no wasting my time talking to stupid normie fucks that I want to decapitate. Counting every calorie, tracking all macros, eating the best foods, training the best way. Jeff nipples or whatever the fuck is a faggot but i might listen to him for the science based lifting shit

I’ve already deleted all my cucked social media that were melting my brain and turning me into a goy.


I’m finally living with a purpose. If my life is still shit here, I truly am worthless.


Tldr: my life was cucked, I’m now a new high t gymming user



@grav @xzylecrey @klip11 @Light_Kira @soapbubble

Idk wym about the "wasting nut" thing. How much times do you nut a week?
 
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Idk wym about the "wasting nut" thing. How much times do you nut a week?
Like once or twice a day :forcedsmile::forcedsmile:

(Not anymore tho)
 
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Good luck, the best way to start improving your life is to set goals, i really wish you the best. Life is worth more then ldaring
 
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mirin but dont overwork yourself because if you get burnt out and dont know how to handle it properly you will just fall back into your old habits
 
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srsly mirin dedication but don’t overcorrect and do something stupid fr
 
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srsly mirin dedication but don’t overcorrect and do something stupid fr
Overcorrecting and “ruining my life” would still be better than living my life as it is rn
 
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Over the past few months, I’ve felt more miserable than any other time in life (that’s why I made my acc). I never really wanted to looksmax. I just wanted a community.


I’ve been ruining my life and making it worse and worse. I’m genuinely the most pathetic person I’ve ever seen.

I made a journal of “suicide notes” to try and cope and convince myself to feel better :feelskek::feelskek: genuinely corny asf.
I pray this doesn’t make it into an evisceration thread one day.

I’ve been a loser porn addict. For the past week and a half I “quit” jerking to porn (opted for imagination and like audios and shit), but I’ve realized it’s all stupid and cuck behavior. Wasting my nut and my T




I’ve convinced myself my life is over, but I’ve never actually tried to change it.


My problem has been that I live for no reason. I wake up, waste oxygen, emmit carbons, and go to bed so it can happen all over again. My life is completely useless to the world. If I would’ve never existed, everything would be exactly the same.

So I’m giving myself a purpose. Fuck being mediocre at volleyball, fuck plateauing at V4s, fuck 8 ball, fuck video games. I’m going to be a bodybuilder.



Not a gymcel, not a gymrat, not training for “aesthetics”, I’m training to get big asf. I get big, rob some niggas with suburban jugging methods, then spam hgh and test until my muscles explode.

I don’t have an endpoint. Heart attack at 30, mr. Olympia, I couldn’t care less. I jerk off because I was bored, nothing to do. Now I’m spending every free minute fucking working. I’m tired of being a loser. If I don’t become jacked as shit I’ll rope, but until then I’m working.


This means no eating like shit, no jerking off, no wasting my time talking to stupid normie fucks that I want to decapitate. Counting every calorie, tracking all macros, eating the best foods, training the best way. Jeff nipples or whatever the fuck is a faggot but i might listen to him for the science based lifting shit

I’ve already deleted all my cucked social media that were melting my brain and turning me into a goy.


I’m finally living with a purpose. If my life is still shit here, I truly am worthless.


Tldr: my life was cucked, I’m now a new high t gymming user



@grav @xzylecrey @klip11 @Light_Kira @soapbubble

It's too late to change at 60
 
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You can do it brah but don't work too hard at the gym. At 60 you can have a heart attack
 
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Overcorrecting and “ruining my life” would still be better than living my life as it is rn
just think about it clearly for a little, idk that much about you irl but you’re hella chill and mog most of your age group both face and height wise :hnghn: dont waste ur potential bhai, gl
 
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You can do it brah but don't work too hard at the gym. At 60 you can have a heart attack
Didn’t know it was possible to live to 60
you’re hella chill and mog most of your age group both face and height wise :hnghn:
Thanks, but that’s just because I’m an early bloomer. Ig i can mog some people my age, but I still don’t think I look very good.

Not that much potential to waste even
 
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Thanks, but that’s just because I’m an early bloomer. Ig i can mog some people my age, but I still don’t think I look very good.

Not that much potential to waste even
not even saying this to be generous or give a pity rate but you’re literally textbook htn in your ratings thread, mogs even in my high school and holds up to what’s widely considered htn on this forum, don’t ever say some stupid shit like this again :hnghn:
 
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Be safe
Thread Song:

Over the past few months, I’ve felt more miserable than any other time in life (that’s why I made my acc). I never really wanted to looksmax. I just wanted a community.


I’ve been ruining my life and making it worse and worse. I’m genuinely the most pathetic person I’ve ever seen.

I made a journal of “suicide notes” to try and cope and convince myself to feel better :feelskek::feelskek: genuinely corny asf.
I pray this doesn’t make it into an evisceration thread one day.

I’ve been a loser porn addict. For the past week and a half I “quit” jerking to porn (opted for imagination and like audios and shit), but I’ve realized it’s all stupid and cuck behavior. Wasting my nut and my T




I’ve convinced myself my life is over, but I’ve never actually tried to change it.


My problem has been that I live for no reason. I wake up, waste oxygen, emmit carbons, and go to bed so it can happen all over again. My life is completely useless to the world. If I would’ve never existed, everything would be exactly the same.

So I’m giving myself a purpose. Fuck being mediocre at volleyball, fuck plateauing at V4s, fuck 8 ball, fuck video games. I’m going to be a bodybuilder.



Not a gymcel, not a gymrat, not training for “aesthetics”, I’m training to get big asf. I get big, rob some niggas with suburban jugging methods, then spam hgh and test until my muscles explode.

I don’t have an endpoint. Heart attack at 30, mr. Olympia, I couldn’t care less. I jerk off because I was bored, nothing to do. Now I’m spending every free minute fucking working. I’m tired of being a loser. If I don’t become jacked as shit I’ll rope, but until then I’m working.


This means no eating like shit, no jerking off, no wasting my time talking to stupid normie fucks that I want to decapitate. Counting every calorie, tracking all macros, eating the best foods, training the best way. Jeff nipples or whatever the fuck is a faggot but i might listen to him for the science based lifting shit

I’ve already deleted all my cucked social media that were melting my brain and turning me into a goy.


I’m finally living with a purpose. If my life is still shit here, I truly am worthless.


Tldr: my life was cucked, I’m now a new high t gymming user



@grav @xzylecrey @klip11 @Light_Kira @soapbubble [/SPOILER
 
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not even saying this to be generous or give a pity rate but you’re literally textbook htn in your ratings thread, mogs even in my high school and holds up to what’s widely considered htn on this forum, don’t ever say some stupid shit like this again :hnghn:
Highest I could ever see myself with softmax is lhtn. Sorry, but I genuinely just don’t see what other people do. My eyes are too dark, side profile is shit, no brow ridge, asymmetrical eyebrows, shit hair, lumpy nose, and a couple other things.
 
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Highest I could ever see myself with softmax is lhtn. Sorry, but I genuinely just don’t see what other people do. My eyes are too dark, side profile is shit, no brow ridge, asymmetrical eyebrows, shit hair, lumpy nose, and a couple other things.

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Over the past few months, I’ve felt more miserable than any other time in life (that’s why I made my acc). I never really wanted to looksmax. I just wanted a community.


I’ve been ruining my life and making it worse and worse. I’m genuinely the most pathetic person I’ve ever seen.

I made a journal of “suicide notes” to try and cope and convince myself to feel better :feelskek::feelskek: genuinely corny asf.
I pray this doesn’t make it into an evisceration thread one day.

I’ve been a loser porn addict. For the past week and a half I “quit” jerking to porn (opted for imagination and like audios and shit), but I’ve realized it’s all stupid and cuck behavior. Wasting my nut and my T




I’ve convinced myself my life is over, but I’ve never actually tried to change it.


My problem has been that I live for no reason. I wake up, waste oxygen, emmit carbons, and go to bed so it can happen all over again. My life is completely useless to the world. If I would’ve never existed, everything would be exactly the same.

So I’m giving myself a purpose. Fuck being mediocre at volleyball, fuck plateauing at V4s, fuck 8 ball, fuck video games. I’m going to be a bodybuilder.



Not a gymcel, not a gymrat, not training for “aesthetics”, I’m training to get big asf. I get big, rob some niggas with suburban jugging methods, then spam hgh and test until my muscles explode.

I don’t have an endpoint. Heart attack at 30, mr. Olympia, I couldn’t care less. I jerk off because I was bored, nothing to do. Now I’m spending every free minute fucking working. I’m tired of being a loser. If I don’t become jacked as shit I’ll rope, but until then I’m working.


This means no eating like shit, no jerking off, no wasting my time talking to stupid normie fucks that I want to decapitate. Counting every calorie, tracking all macros, eating the best foods, training the best way. Jeff nipples or whatever the fuck is a faggot but i might listen to him for the science based lifting shit

I’ve already deleted all my cucked social media that were melting my brain and turning me into a goy.


I’m finally living with a purpose. If my life is still shit here, I truly am worthless.


Tldr: my life was cucked, I’m now a new high t gymming user



@grav @xzylecrey @klip11 @Light_Kira @soapbubble

Mirin bebe ❤️
 
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Over the past few months, I’ve felt more miserable than any other time in life (that’s why I made my acc). I never really wanted to looksmax. I just wanted a community.


I’ve been ruining my life and making it worse and worse. I’m genuinely the most pathetic person I’ve ever seen.

I made a journal of “suicide notes” to try and cope and convince myself to feel better :feelskek::feelskek: genuinely corny asf.
I pray this doesn’t make it into an evisceration thread one day.

I’ve been a loser porn addict. For the past week and a half I “quit” jerking to porn (opted for imagination and like audios and shit), but I’ve realized it’s all stupid and cuck behavior. Wasting my nut and my T




I’ve convinced myself my life is over, but I’ve never actually tried to change it.


My problem has been that I live for no reason. I wake up, waste oxygen, emmit carbons, and go to bed so it can happen all over again. My life is completely useless to the world. If I would’ve never existed, everything would be exactly the same.

So I’m giving myself a purpose. Fuck being mediocre at volleyball, fuck plateauing at V4s, fuck 8 ball, fuck video games. I’m going to be a bodybuilder.



Not a gymcel, not a gymrat, not training for “aesthetics”, I’m training to get big asf. I get big, rob some niggas with suburban jugging methods, then spam hgh and test until my muscles explode.

I don’t have an endpoint. Heart attack at 30, mr. Olympia, I couldn’t care less. I jerk off because I was bored, nothing to do. Now I’m spending every free minute fucking working. I’m tired of being a loser. If I don’t become jacked as shit I’ll rope, but until then I’m working.


This means no eating like shit, no jerking off, no wasting my time talking to stupid normie fucks that I want to decapitate. Counting every calorie, tracking all macros, eating the best foods, training the best way. Jeff nipples or whatever the fuck is a faggot but i might listen to him for the science based lifting shit

I’ve already deleted all my cucked social media that were melting my brain and turning me into a goy.


I’m finally living with a purpose. If my life is still shit here, I truly am worthless.


Tldr: my life was cucked, I’m now a new high t gymming user



@grav @xzylecrey @klip11 @Light_Kira @soapbubble

Mirin
 
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Over the past few months, I’ve felt more miserable than any other time in life (that’s why I made my acc). I never really wanted to looksmax. I just wanted a community.


I’ve been ruining my life and making it worse and worse. I’m genuinely the most pathetic person I’ve ever seen.

I made a journal of “suicide notes” to try and cope and convince myself to feel better :feelskek::feelskek: genuinely corny asf.
I pray this doesn’t make it into an evisceration thread one day.

I’ve been a loser porn addict. For the past week and a half I “quit” jerking to porn (opted for imagination and like audios and shit), but I’ve realized it’s all stupid and cuck behavior. Wasting my nut and my T




I’ve convinced myself my life is over, but I’ve never actually tried to change it.


My problem has been that I live for no reason. I wake up, waste oxygen, emmit carbons, and go to bed so it can happen all over again. My life is completely useless to the world. If I would’ve never existed, everything would be exactly the same.

So I’m giving myself a purpose. Fuck being mediocre at volleyball, fuck plateauing at V4s, fuck 8 ball, fuck video games. I’m going to be a bodybuilder.



Not a gymcel, not a gymrat, not training for “aesthetics”, I’m training to get big asf. I get big, rob some niggas with suburban jugging methods, then spam hgh and test until my muscles explode.

I don’t have an endpoint. Heart attack at 30, mr. Olympia, I couldn’t care less. I jerk off because I was bored, nothing to do. Now I’m spending every free minute fucking working. I’m tired of being a loser. If I don’t become jacked as shit I’ll rope, but until then I’m working.


This means no eating like shit, no jerking off, no wasting my time talking to stupid normie fucks that I want to decapitate. Counting every calorie, tracking all macros, eating the best foods, training the best way. Jeff nipples or whatever the fuck is a faggot but i might listen to him for the science based lifting shit

I’ve already deleted all my cucked social media that were melting my brain and turning me into a goy.


I’m finally living with a purpose. If my life is still shit here, I truly am worthless.


Tldr: my life was cucked, I’m now a new high t gymming user



@grav @xzylecrey @klip11 @Light_Kira @soapbubble

reading it after jerking off
 
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Over the past few months, I’ve felt more miserable than any other time in life (that’s why I made my acc). I never really wanted to looksmax. I just wanted a community.


I’ve been ruining my life and making it worse and worse. I’m genuinely the most pathetic person I’ve ever seen.

I made a journal of “suicide notes” to try and cope and convince myself to feel better :feelskek::feelskek: genuinely corny asf.
I pray this doesn’t make it into an evisceration thread one day.

I’ve been a loser porn addict. For the past week and a half I “quit” jerking to porn (opted for imagination and like audios and shit), but I’ve realized it’s all stupid and cuck behavior. Wasting my nut and my T




I’ve convinced myself my life is over, but I’ve never actually tried to change it.


My problem has been that I live for no reason. I wake up, waste oxygen, emmit carbons, and go to bed so it can happen all over again. My life is completely useless to the world. If I would’ve never existed, everything would be exactly the same.

So I’m giving myself a purpose. Fuck being mediocre at volleyball, fuck plateauing at V4s, fuck 8 ball, fuck video games. I’m going to be a bodybuilder.



Not a gymcel, not a gymrat, not training for “aesthetics”, I’m training to get big asf. I get big, rob some niggas with suburban jugging methods, then spam hgh and test until my muscles explode.

I don’t have an endpoint. Heart attack at 30, mr. Olympia, I couldn’t care less. I jerk off because I was bored, nothing to do. Now I’m spending every free minute fucking working. I’m tired of being a loser. If I don’t become jacked as shit I’ll rope, but until then I’m working.


This means no eating like shit, no jerking off, no wasting my time talking to stupid normie fucks that I want to decapitate. Counting every calorie, tracking all macros, eating the best foods, training the best way. Jeff nipples or whatever the fuck is a faggot but i might listen to him for the science based lifting shit

I’ve already deleted all my cucked social media that were melting my brain and turning me into a goy.


I’m finally living with a purpose. If my life is still shit here, I truly am worthless.


Tldr: my life was cucked, I’m now a new high t gymming user



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Nice brah. Glad you've found your purpose have fun. I wouldn't suggest doing roids but its up to you
 
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I think i was banned when i saw this. if thats your purpose then goodluck :what:
 
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