Imagine for the first time in your life you reach the moment where you feel like you've finally made it in life

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You reach a goal you've been striving for all your life and now you just want to savor the moment because it means you can spend more time with your friends and family and finally enjoy the riches you've accumulated. You close your eyes and take a deep breathe then all of a sudden your mind is transported to another realm and you wake up in the lair of some superior being but the superior being takes the human form of a person that has been a protagonist to you all your life and seemed to pop up at random times where shit just uneplainably went wrong for you

You question what's going on and the superior being reveals to you that none of what you experienced in your life was real
He just projected you into that experience, like a character in a video game so that you would spend your entire life constantly chasing something, waiting for the day where you finally get what you've been searching for and feel content, then the instant when you find it the game ends for you and you are brought back to his lair for the 10 millionth time but you have forgotten all of the previous times it happens. He shows you your previous lives where you strove for a goal only to have the experience instantly end when you reached it and all those memories from pervious lives once gain feel familiar to you now. You remember waking up in this lair countless times before, each time to a different human face that served as your protagonist.
You question why he does this to you, why he causes you so much suffering and why are you the only 2 beings that actually exist
He just tells you that this is the way it always has been and this is the way it always will be, then he wipes your memory and suddenly the experience starts over again, you are born into another computer simulated false reality, he inserts himself as a new protagonist to fuck with you every now and again for his amusement
And so the cycle continues

These are the thought I get on a typical acid trip
 
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TBH this is pretty much how I expect things to go.

If you do reach your goal, you won't be satisfied for long because the our mind creates dissatisfaction with the status quo and a new goal to propel itself further forward. It's our biology. We find our "dream girl" that we were searching our entire lives for, and a month later we're bored out of mind, wanting something new. We spend years trying to get laid, starving ourselves, and pumping our bodies full of supplements, only to realize sex is only slightly better than eating ice cream with much more drama, complications, and dangers.

We try to build a business only fail and be worse off than when we started. Or only to realize we've build a prison to enslave us, and we don't enjoy it. Our passions become mind numbing drudgery.

The trick, I think, is to find comfort in the pain of the journey. To find comfort in the struggle.
 
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You reach a goal you've been striving for all your life and now you just want to savor the moment because it means you can spend more time with your friends and family and finally enjoy the riches you've accumulated. You close your eyes and take a deep breathe then all of a sudden your mind is transported to another realm and you wake up in the lair of some superior being but the superior being takes the human form of a person that has been a protagonist to you all your life and seemed to pop up at random times where shit just uneplainably went wrong for you

You question what's going on and the superior being reveals to you that none of what you experienced in your life was real
He just projected you into that experience, like a character in a video game so that you would spend your entire life constantly chasing something, waiting for the day where you finally get what you've been searching for and feel content, then the instant when you find it the game ends for you and you are brought back to his lair for the 10 millionth time but you have forgotten all of the previous times it happens. He shows you your previous lives where you strove for a goal only to have the experience instantly end when you reached it and all those memories from pervious lives once gain feel familiar to you now. You remember waking up in this lair countless times before, each time to a different human face that served as your protagonist.
You question why he does this to you, why he causes you so much suffering and why are you the only 2 beings that actually exist
He just tells you that this is the way it always has been and this is the way it always will be, then he wipes your memory and suddenly the experience starts over again, you are born into another computer simulated false reality, he inserts himself as a new protagonist to fuck with you every now and again for his amusement
And so the cycle continues

These are the thought I get on a typical acid trip
This is how I read this.

You reach a goal you've been striving for all your life and blah-blah-blah-blah.

You question what's going on and blah-blah-blah-blah.

These are the thoughts I get on a typical acid trip.


Ugh. I don't get it.
 

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