in a few days I turn 17

[futureashtray]

well as the title says I will turn 17 in a few days, and then each day the sound of being a legal adult will get louder and louder

many people “love” their birthdays because it is a “special” day and they eat a cake and several activities

i am no stranger to those said activities since my mother has a tradition of decorating and ordering me a cake and whatnot.

i personally enjoy my birthday due to the fact that it is one of the only days i am guaranteed to pick my restaurant of choice to eat.

but that is not what i want to talk about. what i want to talk about is how i am a failure.

i am such a failure that my whenever my father complains about my existence my mother has to brainstorm the positive.

my daily schedule whenever i am not going to school is to ldar on social media until the game i bet on started, and then i watch various games until they all finish which takes about 5-6 hours and then after i lose i consume more social media then fall asleep only to do it again the next day

that has been my life since march of last year.

i had dreams, i has goals, but now i realize it is all just fantasy

i wanted to be tall, but i needed funds to be able to afford the various hormones and peptides. unfortunately i never had enough. and that is the same for the orthodontic appliances i wanted to buy to fix my facial flaws.

i deeply regret not getting a job whenever i start my freshman year of highschool. and now here i am

i have theories i wanted to test out but I never had the funds for it

i also like how i use the word “had” instead of “have” like if i still cannot try to reach my goals but the point is that if i was never able to do it after 2 years what makes you think i will be ever able to do it now.

that does not mean i have given up. every day i still try but i have lost all hope.

 

[sover]

dnr ur young

 

[Deleted member 101201]

i had dreams, i has goals, but now i realize it is all just fantasy

unfortunately i never had enough. and that is the same for the orthodontic appliances i wanted to buy to fix my facial flaws.

same here now i barely even go to school

 

[notsocommonthumb]

same here now i barely even go to school

mirin, whats your attendence?

 

[Deleted member 101201]

mirin, whats your attendence?

idk but my school days are very short because it's ridicously easy, recently they've put me in a couple of classes of higher grades but still short and today it was a lot of ice on the road so im at home now

 

[chadlitemaxxing]

well as the title says I will turn 17 in a few days, and then each day the sound of being a legal adult will get louder and louder

many people “love” their birthdays because it is a “special” day and they eat a cake and several activities

i am no stranger to those said activities since my mother has a tradition of decorating and ordering me a cake and whatnot.

i personally enjoy my birthday due to the fact that it is one of the only days i am guaranteed to pick my restaurant of choice to eat.

but that is not what i want to talk about. what i want to talk about is how i am a failure.

i am such a failure that my whenever my father complains about my existence my mother has to brainstorm the positive.

my daily schedule whenever i am not going to school is to ldar on social media until the game i bet on started, and then i watch various games until they all finish which takes about 5-6 hours and then after i lose i consume more social media then fall asleep only to do it again the next day

that has been my life since march of last year.

i had dreams, i has goals, but now i realize it is all just fantasy

i wanted to be tall, but i needed funds to be able to afford the various hormones and peptides. unfortunately i never had enough. and that is the same for the orthodontic appliances i wanted to buy to fix my facial flaws.

i deeply regret not getting a job whenever i start my freshman year of highschool. and now here i am

i have theories i wanted to test out but I never had the funds for it

i also like how i use the word “had” instead of “have” like if i still cannot try to reach my goals but the point is that if i was never able to do it after 2 years what makes you think i will be ever able to do it now.

that does not mean i have given up. every day i still try but i have lost all hope.

dnr 17 is one of the best years stop crying like a retard and slay stacies its not gonna become more virgin than this

 

[Lefor3Laser]

well as the title says I will turn 17 in a few days, and then each day the sound of being a legal adult will get louder and louder

many people “love” their birthdays because it is a “special” day and they eat a cake and several activities

i am no stranger to those said activities since my mother has a tradition of decorating and ordering me a cake and whatnot.

i personally enjoy my birthday due to the fact that it is one of the only days i am guaranteed to pick my restaurant of choice to eat.

but that is not what i want to talk about. what i want to talk about is how i am a failure.

i am such a failure that my whenever my father complains about my existence my mother has to brainstorm the positive.

my daily schedule whenever i am not going to school is to ldar on social media until the game i bet on started, and then i watch various games until they all finish which takes about 5-6 hours and then after i lose i consume more social media then fall asleep only to do it again the next day

that has been my life since march of last year.

i had dreams, i has goals, but now i realize it is all just fantasy

i wanted to be tall, but i needed funds to be able to afford the various hormones and peptides. unfortunately i never had enough. and that is the same for the orthodontic appliances i wanted to buy to fix my facial flaws.

i deeply regret not getting a job whenever i start my freshman year of highschool. and now here i am

i have theories i wanted to test out but I never had the funds for it

i also like how i use the word “had” instead of “have” like if i still cannot try to reach my goals but the point is that if i was never able to do it after 2 years what makes you think i will be ever able to do it now.

that does not mean i have given up. every day i still try but i have lost all hope.

You still got a long journey to go, just focus on your career because this is an important choice, even if reaching your goals will take 2 years or more, it's better to reach them than never, you can study and work at the same time and save the money for surgeries, this is what i am doing rn and i can get surgeries while i am at uni.

 

[Deleted member 46404]

dnr fucking child