in every social environment it feels like either all the girls there like you or absolutely none do

[Slayer]

for me in college classes it was always zero, and every time I tried talking to a girl it went nowhere. legitimate coldness.

but in my last job and in high school almost every sub MTB was always receptive and flirty and I ended up not being able to nut up and settle for one

god just needs to send me one single decent woman with no competition so we can get that proximity effect