In February, I tried to physically castrate myself.

[Deleted member 26448]

I was originally going tie a rubber band around my testicles and leave it on while I was asleep, but I couldn’t find a rubber band in my house, so I decided that I was going to try to incapacitate my testicles by blunt force trauma. I decided I was going to slam my testicles with a door, but my parents were sleeping, and it would be too loud to accomplish. So, I decided I was going to try to sit on my testicles, and putting my leg where I was gonna sit, so it would crush my testicles. It’s hard to explain, but you get the picture.

I did it, and it worked instantly, as I felt the most excruciating pulsating pain in my testicles and abdomen. Every sexual thought I had been experiencing vanished, and my mind was basically clear, besides the pain from the testicle crushing. Before I went to sleep, I tried giving myself an erection to see if it incapacitated everything, and I couldn’t get it up. I was celebrating thinking I had finally won.

I woke up the next day, and started experiencing sexual thoughts, which led me to masturbate and successfully ejaculate. I was very sad, because I actually thought that I had finally reached bliss for once in my life.

I still experience pain in my testicles occasionally.

 

[looksmaxxed]

just get a doctor to do it, those morons will sign off on anything as long as you invoke muh psychological identity

 

[Deleted member 21182]

Bro i need to sleep after reading this shit

 

[Dr. Bludy]

 

[Deleted member 28904]

I was originally going tie a rubber band around my testicles and leave it on while I was asleep, but I couldn’t find a rubber band in my house, so I decided that I was going to try to incapacitate my testicles by blunt force trauma. I decided I was going to slam my testicles with a door, but my parents were sleeping, and it would be too loud to accomplish. So, I decided I was going to try to sit on my testicles, and putting my leg where I was gonna sit, so it would crush my testicles. It’s hard to explain, but you get the picture.

I did it, and it worked instantly, as I felt the most excruciating pulsating pain in my testicles and abdomen. Every sexual thought I had been experiencing vanished, and my mind was basically clear, besides the pain from the testicle crushing. Before I went to sleep, I tried giving myself an erection to see if it incapacitated everything, and I couldn’t get it up. I was celebrating thinking I had finally won.

I woke up the next day, and started experiencing sexual thoughts, which led me to masturbate and successfully ejaculate. I was very sad, because I actually thought that I had finally reached bliss for once in my life.

I still experience pain in my testicles occasionally.

You should seek help. This and the thread from yesterday are pretty concerning.

 

[DarkTriadChad]

if the op really did this he is a certified psychopath

 

[Deleted member 5815]

you don't want it hard enough you know what you have to do

 

[Deleted member 26448]

just get a doctor to do it, those morons will sign off on anything as long as you invoke muh psychological identity

Yeah, I sort of was thinking about doing that when I have the money to do so.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

Bro i need to sleep after reading this shit

It’s not that bad….

 

[Deleted member 26448]

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Exactly.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

You should seek help. This and the thread from yesterday are pretty concerning.

The only help I could ever receive is nullification surgery and a chemical castration. Besides, I’m not going to try it myself again.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

if the op really did this he is a certified psychopath

Why?

 

[Deleted member 26448]

you don't want it hard enough you know what you have to do

Yeah, I don’t want it bad enough to hurt myself. I would rather wait till I have the money to have the surgical procedure.

 

[Deleted member 28904]

The only help I could ever receive is nullification surgery and a chemical castration. Besides, I’m not going to try it myself again.

Don’t castrate yourself, you will deeply regret it. Go to the doctor and get your balls checked since you say they still hurt sometimes.

 

[andy9432]

U shouldve. Castration might save u as ur already NW3. Something drastic needs to happen.

 

[Deleted member 19174]

Nigga

 

[looksmaxxed]

Yeah, I sort of was thinking about doing that when I have the money to do so.

if you're in the west, the law requires those niggers to do it for free

 

[Deleted member 26448]

Don’t castrate yourself, you will deeply regret it. Go to the doctor and get your balls checked since you say they still hurt sometimes.

Regret it? How am I gonna regret it when I don’t care about sexual intercourse? Not like I am ever going to have sex anyways, so I don’t care.

Hell no. I hope I did damage.

 

[wollet2]

its over

 

[Deleted member 26448]

U shouldve. Castration might save u as ur already NW3. Something drastic needs to happen.

Yup, exactly! Judging by some of the other replies here, this site is now bluepillmax, because it’s clear I am subhuman, and castration is the only choice.

 

[Deleted member 23778]

Jesus help this man

 

[Deleted member 26448]

Nigga

I had to do it, man. Just try. Once.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

if you're in the west, the law requires those niggers to do it for free

Really? Shit, I’m gonna look up what it’s like for my state. Tax payer dollars will go to good use funding my ascension.

 

[Deleted member 29225]

I was originally going tie a rubber band around my testicles and leave it on while I was asleep, but I couldn’t find a rubber band in my house, so I decided that I was going to try to incapacitate my testicles by blunt force trauma. I decided I was going to slam my testicles with a door, but my parents were sleeping, and it would be too loud to accomplish. So, I decided I was going to try to sit on my testicles, and putting my leg where I was gonna sit, so it would crush my testicles. It’s hard to explain, but you get the picture.

I did it, and it worked instantly, as I felt the most excruciating pulsating pain in my testicles and abdomen. Every sexual thought I had been experiencing vanished, and my mind was basically clear, besides the pain from the testicle crushing. Before I went to sleep, I tried giving myself an erection to see if it incapacitated everything, and I couldn’t get it up. I was celebrating thinking I had finally won.

I woke up the next day, and started experiencing sexual thoughts, which led me to masturbate and successfully ejaculate. I was very sad, because I actually thought that I had finally reached bliss for once in my life.

I still experience pain in my testicles occasionally.

got any photos of urself i can see. i just wanna know what kind of level of sub-humanity u have to be to reach this point

 

[Deleted member 26448]

its over

Hey, at least I’m self aware about it, though.

 

[wollet2]

Hey, at least I’m self aware about it, though.

you look like a self aware person indeed

 

[Deleted member 24278]

What

 

[Deleted member 26448]

Jesus help this man

Thanks! I’m not religious, but I respect the intent.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

got any photos of urself i can see. i just wanna know what kind of level of sub-humanity u have to be to reach this point

 

[Deleted member 26448]

you look like a self aware person indeed

Yep!

 

[Deleted member 29225]

ur already being castrated by porn addiction and estrogens in the water (atrazine). the west is fucked

 

[Deleted member 26448]

What

I tried to castrate myself in February by using physical force. Wouldn’t try it again.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

ur already being castrated by porn addiction and estrogens in the water (atrazine). the west is fucked

I wish, but I have a high sex drive.

 

[Deleted member 29225]

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this is what inward gonions do to a mf

 

[Deleted member 19174]

I had to do it, man. Just try. Once.

NO YOU DIDNT!

 

[Deleted member 26448]

this is what inward gonions do to a mf

This is what realizing you will never, ever have sex does to someone.

 

[Deleted member 29225]

but ur not bad looking if ur still in puberty you got a good ass chance at ascending

 

[Deleted member 26448]

NO YOU DIDNT!

I did, in the moment, it was my needful. Now I know not to do it. It was a learning experience.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

but ur not bad looking if ur still in puberty you got a good ass chance at ascending

Puberty ended three years ago. It’s over, absolutely zero chance of ascending. That’s why I’m getting nullification and chemical castration when I have the money for it.

 

[Deleted member 16369]

Oh god. Wtfffffff.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

Oh god. Wtfffffff.

It’s not that bad.

 

[Deleted member 16369]

It’s not that bad.

It is.

 

[Gengar]

I was originally going tie a rubber band around my testicles and leave it on while I was asleep, but I couldn’t find a rubber band in my house, so I decided that I was going to try to incapacitate my testicles by blunt force trauma. I decided I was going to slam my testicles with a door, but my parents were sleeping, and it would be too loud to accomplish. So, I decided I was going to try to sit on my testicles, and putting my leg where I was gonna sit, so it would crush my testicles. It’s hard to explain, but you get the picture.

I did it, and it worked instantly, as I felt the most excruciating pulsating pain in my testicles and abdomen. Every sexual thought I had been experiencing vanished, and my mind was basically clear, besides the pain from the testicle crushing. Before I went to sleep, I tried giving myself an erection to see if it incapacitated everything, and I couldn’t get it up. I was celebrating thinking I had finally won.

I woke up the next day, and started experiencing sexual thoughts, which led me to masturbate and successfully ejaculate. I was very sad, because I actually thought that I had finally reached bliss for once in my life.

I still experience pain in my testicles occasionally.

Most sane .org member.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

It is.

Why?

 

[Deleted member 26448]

Most sane .org member.

That’s what happens when you realize you will never, ever have sexual intercourse. Lol.

 

[Gengar]

That’s what happens when you realize you will never, ever have sexual intercourse. Lol.

Fapping is a good cope bhai.

 

[Deleted member 26448]

Fapping is a good cope bhai.

It sort of is for me, but after fapping, I get really sad. That night, though, I hadn't masturbated at all, and I sort of just snapped. Could never do it again, unless I snapped again, but I highly doubt it, because I already know how I look. It was just a rare incident of overdosing on blackpill that led me to do that. I will never try it myself ever again, only will have it done by professionals. Until then, all I can do is fap.

 

[Gengar]

It sort of is for me, but after fapping, I get really sad. That night, though, I hadn't masturbated at all, and I sort of just snapped. Could never do it again, unless I snapped again, but I highly doubt it, because I already know how I look. It was just a rare incident of overdosing on blackpill that led me to do that. I will never try it myself ever again, only will have it done by professionals. Until then, all I can do is fap.

Just fap and don't feel bad about it bhai.

 

[mug]

My balls hurt just reading this

 

[Deleted member 26448]

My balls hurt just reading this

It was a pretty significant pain.