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There was this popular girl that was in my class named Alyson that I had legit never talked to before this incident. I had lost two of my normie friends around this time, and so I was only hanging out with other kids in the same special education extra class I had. Most popular guys ignored me, and most popular girls relentlessly bullied me. In case you are wondering why this matters, middle school is a VERY important time in your youth, simply because it is where you finally start becoming who you will be in the future. So if you are anti-social in middle school..........it's over. The only real social interaction I got was when I would be placed into groups. So......in late October 2017, in my reading/writing class, we were tasked to put together a video essay for Veteran's Day, in the form of a news report. Everyone in the class got put into groups of four. I got put into a group with Aly, and I was tasked to be the video editor, while she was tasked to be the interviewer.
One day, we were in class working, when she asked me about my mom. My mom is fairly popular, so many people would ask me about her. I answered her questions, fairly normal ones for me to be honest. All of the sudden, she asked me if I was going to this school dance thingy that weekend. It was for Halloween, some cringe costume party. I told her no. I was surprised when she responded with "You should go. I think you'd have a great time there."....and even more surprised that after I told her I have no friends to go with (absolutely amazing social skills by me, slick move), she responded with "If you have no one to hang out with there, you can hang out with me."......wow. She basically asked me to go out to the dance with her! I couldn't believe it, to be honest. A real girl asking me out to the dance sounded absolutely unrealistic to me at the time, so I couldn't believe what I had just heard. I told her I'd think about it. Throughout the rest of the conversation, she kept trying to convince me to go. I eventually said I would.
That Saturday, instead of going to the dance, I decided to stay home and play WWE 2K18 on the PS4. I had just gotten the game the weekend prior, and I hadn't gotten a chance to play it. I knew damn well that entire week I wasn't going. I had a fun night, to be true, the game is actually pretty good for a WWE 2K game. At the time, the graphics were absolutely insane.
I don't think she ever talked to me again after this. I ended up leaving the school to go virtual in May 2018, and she ended up leaving the school in May 2019. I think she is still fairly close. I sometimes still want to message her, she looks pretty. I see on her Facebook she was dating some dude that weight mogs me (probably like 100 pounds bigger), but last picture of him on there was October 2021. I highly doubt she'd remember me. Also, I am a subhuman freak of nature.
Yes, I have Asperger's. Diagnosed in June of 2009.
One day, we were in class working, when she asked me about my mom. My mom is fairly popular, so many people would ask me about her. I answered her questions, fairly normal ones for me to be honest. All of the sudden, she asked me if I was going to this school dance thingy that weekend. It was for Halloween, some cringe costume party. I told her no. I was surprised when she responded with "You should go. I think you'd have a great time there."....and even more surprised that after I told her I have no friends to go with (absolutely amazing social skills by me, slick move), she responded with "If you have no one to hang out with there, you can hang out with me."......wow. She basically asked me to go out to the dance with her! I couldn't believe it, to be honest. A real girl asking me out to the dance sounded absolutely unrealistic to me at the time, so I couldn't believe what I had just heard. I told her I'd think about it. Throughout the rest of the conversation, she kept trying to convince me to go. I eventually said I would.
That Saturday, instead of going to the dance, I decided to stay home and play WWE 2K18 on the PS4. I had just gotten the game the weekend prior, and I hadn't gotten a chance to play it. I knew damn well that entire week I wasn't going. I had a fun night, to be true, the game is actually pretty good for a WWE 2K game. At the time, the graphics were absolutely insane.
I don't think she ever talked to me again after this. I ended up leaving the school to go virtual in May 2018, and she ended up leaving the school in May 2019. I think she is still fairly close. I sometimes still want to message her, she looks pretty. I see on her Facebook she was dating some dude that weight mogs me (probably like 100 pounds bigger), but last picture of him on there was October 2021. I highly doubt she'd remember me. Also, I am a subhuman freak of nature.
Yes, I have Asperger's. Diagnosed in June of 2009.
idk if I got tested or what but nigga I ain’t go back
