CopingCel
Coping never ends
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- Was severely anorexic short before she became pregnant with me
- Smoked ~10 cigarettes a day during pregnancy and continued to do so in the house till I got serious health problems with 11.
Even then she first denied in front of doctors that the smoke had something to do with this.
('I did the same with your sister, so I think that's fair')
- Fed us with shit tier lower class carb and sugar only food (very little protein), which is probably the reason why my father has a huge ass frame and I am a framecel.
- Often screamed at us because of her depression which is the reason my best childhood friend stopped visiting us
(She recently told me that as if it was a normal thing. All the years I thought he did not like me anymore.)
- Never told me how to socialize. My mom is a friendless loner since her divorce. While other children have learned lots of social behavior from watching their parents being social or on family gatherings, I had none of this.
- Has a very low-stress tolerance and always cried to us children about her self-made bullshit problems instead of solving them.
- When I was 14 and depressed myself because of having no friends and a shit tier mother, we had a fight in which I have emptied some trash bins in the house. She called the police, told them I am a threat and got me put in a youth house for a week. Faggot social workers that got involved thought that I was the problem as well instead of that trash piece of a human garbage.
My
- Almost no contact since age 3, except for regular: 'Im disappointed that you never call me' messages.