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This message isn't so much for the blackpillers reading this, but the bluepillers and normies.
Incel loneliness is REAL. I remember browsing this site thinking I wasn't TOO bad looking, but I was always an introvert, always got treated below average in social situations. But what really got me was when I started realizing what my life was actually like, and I would go home every day alone without friends, real family, or any females at all and just sit there in my room for hours without moving, exhausted from working my ass off at one of my shitty jobs (I've had 5, all very labor intensive jobs).
Eventually I managed to join the US military (I like it a lot actually boys, it's very patriotic, I have a sick ass job now I get to travel to random countries for FREE and GET PAID A LOT OF MONEY). Also there's no fucking retards allowed here, the moment you act up or fuck with someone else, they article 15 your ass and kick you out with a dishonorable discharge (looks REALLY bad on your employment history).
But I wanted to say the loneliness I felt before this was absolutely crushing. I'm doing fairly alright now by the way (and just in case any weird shit comes up, I'm not violent, never have been either and I don't support incels killing people, just saying that for my own job safety).
I remember the absolute state of being lonesome with nobody to talk to, no support, and my parents constantly screaming and making threats to kick me out. That shit was terrible. I'm so, so fucking thankful to be out. Also I learned that despite all my relative loneliness, guys actually really fucking like me. I was falsely accused by a black kid of assault in the military, and my entire platoon was FURIOUS and helped get that kid kicked out. They also told me many times that they would miss me greatly and a chadlite there told me that of all the people there I was his best friend. He even gave me a hug multiple occasions. Apparently I'm not socially retarded, many people now tell me that they like me a lot. I had literally never felt love in my life like that before, so I'll admit I cried a few times at night when they weren't looking. I was just so thankful.
The loneliness that an incel can feel is fucking crushing and disabling. It makes everything harder. Literally life is so much slower, so much more painful when you are lonely and sad. And the worst part is, there's almost nothing you can do. I tried so much shit to ease my suffering but it did almost nothing. Every night, I was still depressed.
I'm so thankful to be out. So very thankful.
Incel loneliness is REAL. I remember browsing this site thinking I wasn't TOO bad looking, but I was always an introvert, always got treated below average in social situations. But what really got me was when I started realizing what my life was actually like, and I would go home every day alone without friends, real family, or any females at all and just sit there in my room for hours without moving, exhausted from working my ass off at one of my shitty jobs (I've had 5, all very labor intensive jobs).
Eventually I managed to join the US military (I like it a lot actually boys, it's very patriotic, I have a sick ass job now I get to travel to random countries for FREE and GET PAID A LOT OF MONEY). Also there's no fucking retards allowed here, the moment you act up or fuck with someone else, they article 15 your ass and kick you out with a dishonorable discharge (looks REALLY bad on your employment history).
But I wanted to say the loneliness I felt before this was absolutely crushing. I'm doing fairly alright now by the way (and just in case any weird shit comes up, I'm not violent, never have been either and I don't support incels killing people, just saying that for my own job safety).
I remember the absolute state of being lonesome with nobody to talk to, no support, and my parents constantly screaming and making threats to kick me out. That shit was terrible. I'm so, so fucking thankful to be out. Also I learned that despite all my relative loneliness, guys actually really fucking like me. I was falsely accused by a black kid of assault in the military, and my entire platoon was FURIOUS and helped get that kid kicked out. They also told me many times that they would miss me greatly and a chadlite there told me that of all the people there I was his best friend. He even gave me a hug multiple occasions. Apparently I'm not socially retarded, many people now tell me that they like me a lot. I had literally never felt love in my life like that before, so I'll admit I cried a few times at night when they weren't looking. I was just so thankful.
The loneliness that an incel can feel is fucking crushing and disabling. It makes everything harder. Literally life is so much slower, so much more painful when you are lonely and sad. And the worst part is, there's almost nothing you can do. I tried so much shit to ease my suffering but it did almost nothing. Every night, I was still depressed.
I'm so thankful to be out. So very thankful.
