insecure socially awkward loser

[BlueScree]

im the caption, today was my schools homecoming (going on right now) and im so insecure i didnt go. my friends invited me to it, and i said i didnt wanna go because there was no point. truth is, im just so insecure of myself that if i dont look amazing or whatever i'll probably go to sleep crying afterwards because i'll see everyone with their girlfriends and see me all alone (freshman year, girl left me day before it, last year she left for my friend, this year i gave up). I dont look bad anymore, people always say how i can pull and how i look good, but im so insecure and i dont know why. it's at the point id rather cope in my room alone in the dark than spend time with my friends or going to events. i hate people looking at my face and allat, i only go to movies with friends so it's dark and nobody can see me, i use my difficult classes as an excuse to never hangout and i'll say i have homework and stuff when in reality it's not that much stuff. i dont know what, but something is wrong with me. im so weird IRL i can't keep a relationship for more than a month or 2. I hate myself and i hate how i look and how i act why can i just be a regular person mentally and even better looking than i look now. i can't wait to check instagram in a few hours see everyone's story of them kissing their girls in the photo booth when i was alone all day making my stupid halloween costume


Tldr: homecoming today im alone alone and im still a stupid ass fucking loser who hates himself

i would recommend reading this, it's all my ropefuel it's interesting i think

 

[Sith]

go NT, brah

 

[greycel]

It may suck and I'm not saying you don't have to feel that way
But realise that you're complaining, meanwhile there are thousands of 20-30 year olds here who are KHHV

Also that guy is not your friend. Never talk with him again

 

[looksmaxxed]

public school and all events associated, prom, homecoming, graduation are all just fake and gay race communist compliance rituals

 

[BlueScree]

It may suck and I'm not saying you don't have to feel that way
But realise that you're complaining, meanwhile there are thousands of 20-30 year olds here who are KHHV

Also that guy is not your friend. Never talk with him again

yea i know i haven't talked with that bum in a while

 

[BlueScree]

go NT, brah

i wish it were that simple, i am nt i think i've never been diagnosed but i dont feel like aregular person iykwim

 

[Sith]

i wish it were that simple, i am nt i think i've never been diagnosed but i dont feel like aregular person iykwim

just get better at convos, you said you've been in a few relationships which means something. Learn social skills and don't focus so much on looks. Do ascend though.

 

[BlueScree]

It may suck and I'm not saying you don't have to feel that way
But realise that you're complaining, meanwhile there are thousands of 20-30 year olds here who are KHHV

Also that guy is not your friend. Never talk with him again

fair, but i've never kissed either

 

[dr.nikki]

Get a job that involves making small talk with people and realize you’re ahead of the curve. You’ve already been in a few relationships so you can’t be that autistic lol

 

[FacialStructure404]

wow. What an insecure socially awkward loser

 

[BlueScree]

Get a job that involves making small talk with people and realize you’re ahead of the curve. You’ve already been in a few relationships so you can’t be that autistic lol

that's true thats true

 

[isis_Bleach]

im the caption, today was my schools homecoming (going on right now) and im so insecure i didnt go. my friends invited me to it, and i said i didnt wanna go because there was no point. truth is, im just so insecure of myself that if i dont look amazing or whatever i'll probably go to sleep crying afterwards because i'll see everyone with their girlfriends and see me all alone (freshman year, girl left me day before it, last year she left for my friend, this year i gave up). I dont look bad anymore, people always say how i can pull and how i look good, but im so insecure and i dont know why. it's at the point id rather cope in my room alone in the dark than spend time with my friends or going to events. i hate people looking at my face and allat, i only go to movies with friends so it's dark and nobody can see me, i use my difficult classes as an excuse to never hangout and i'll say i have homework and stuff when in reality it's not that much stuff. i dont know what, but something is wrong with me. im so weird IRL i can't keep a relationship for more than a month or 2. I hate myself and i hate how i look and how i act why can i just be a regular person mentally and even better looking than i look now. i can't wait to check instagram in a few hours see everyone's story of them kissing their girls in the photo booth when i was alone all day making my stupid halloween costume


Tldr: homecoming today im alone alone and im still a stupid ass fucking loser who hates himself

i would recommend reading this, it's all my ropefuel it's interesting i think

it doesnt matter one of the biggest slayers i know didnt go hoco or prom. that shits mostly a normie game, the afterparty matters more. if you really wanna make tonight count get tipsy and crash their party.

 

[karmacita901]

time to get ur bread up and start fashion maxxing to aura farm

buy some tacky ass chains, rings and bracelets see if anyone mirin

 

[134applesauce456]

ur not alone it's quite common

hoco / prom / hs events are really only for the popular giga NT kids,

 

[BlueScree]

time to get ur bread up and start fashion maxxing to aura farm

buy some tacky ass chains, rings and bracelets see if anyone mirin

bread somewhat up compared to average kid, fashion as well. school is chopped tho, i think im mmtn but i still am one of the best looking kids in my school at least (not in a egotistical way but everyone is chopped)

 

[karmacita901]

how tf is your bread up if you got no job mane

In 6 months of part time wageslaving with no rent you can get a car and that opens up a new level of opportunity

 

[Primalsplit]

ur not alone it's quite common

hoco / prom / hs events are really only for the popular giga NT kids,

Cope

 

[BlueScree]

how tf is your bread up if you got no job mane

In 6 months of part time wageslaving with no rent you can get a car and that opens up a new level of opportunity

stocks

 

[foidletslayer]

go NT, brah

Yeah just go NT fucking nigger, u can never js go NT but u can mask it

 

[futureashtray]

lmao i relate

the difference is that im actually ugly and have absolutely no friends which means no one invited me

 

[1966Ford]

I feel sorry you nigga. Anxiety really sucks

 

[registerfasterusing]

im the caption, today was my schools homecoming (going on right now) and im so insecure i didnt go. my friends invited me to it, and i said i didnt wanna go because there was no point. truth is, im just so insecure of myself that if i dont look amazing or whatever i'll probably go to sleep crying afterwards because i'll see everyone with their girlfriends and see me all alone (freshman year, girl left me day before it, last year she left for my friend, this year i gave up). I dont look bad anymore, people always say how i can pull and how i look good, but im so insecure and i dont know why. it's at the point id rather cope in my room alone in the dark than spend time with my friends or going to events. i hate people looking at my face and allat, i only go to movies with friends so it's dark and nobody can see me, i use my difficult classes as an excuse to never hangout and i'll say i have homework and stuff when in reality it's not that much stuff. i dont know what, but something is wrong with me. im so weird IRL i can't keep a relationship for more than a month or 2. I hate myself and i hate how i look and how i act why can i just be a regular person mentally and even better looking than i look now. i can't wait to check instagram in a few hours see everyone's story of them kissing their girls in the photo booth when i was alone all day making my stupid halloween costume


Tldr: homecoming today im alone alone and im still a stupid ass fucking loser who hates himself

i would recommend reading this, it's all my ropefuel it's interesting i think

Normie

 

[BlueScree]

lmao i relate

the difference is that im actually ugly and have absolutely no friends which means no one invited me

damn bro that sucks

 

[BlueScree]

Normie

???

 

[Deleted member 75141]

Go balls deep into the truth and fully sober up to your reality until you reach acceptance/whitepill

 

[Nebelix28]

Sorry bud cool Avi tho

 

[BlueScree]

Go balls deep into the truth and fully sober up to your reality until you reach acceptance/whitepill

this is probably method

 

[BlueScree]

Sorry bud cool Avi tho

thanks man

 

[Nebelix28]

thanks man

Hopefuel

 

[MulletM1chas]

fuck life bro