RandomSwan
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Due to abused dog syndrome and high school or childhood bullying which broke my brain, only my insecurities were important to me, in college I had a lot of opportunities to slay/makeout/get bjs/girlfriends but I fucked all of them up, lack of experience plus insecurity cockblocked me through all those years. I didn't wanna get into a rs or talk to anyone until I ascended my looks...
There was multiple girls who would write about me and say they find me attractive, they like my style, and how 'mysterious' i am (jfl i literally talked to no one cause i didn't wanna get bullied again), I'd dismiss it by saying they just didn't get a good look at my face, I talked to one and was too horny during our irl interaction and it fell off shortly after that (inexperience), she probably wanted a rs first before fucking or whatever horny shit i said, (i said i should give her a massage lol)
I got a crush on this one girl, so I went and talked to her, gave her a flower, I was 17 mind you, she gave me her facebook, I added, she didn't accept, couple of months later, she walks into me and start talking to me and smiling etc and guess what ? I do nothing.. not ask her out, not get her contact info nothing...
There was one girl who got drunk with me in the uni park and we made out and I grabbed her ass, we fell off after that but couple months later she dms me shit like ''you get so hot out of nowhere'' and she says she wanna take my virginity, I tell her im not a virgin she says that's sad for her but she doesn't mind, but I told her ''I don't do relationships'' (insecurities once again) and it fell off shortly after that..
There was another girl from a different city who thought I was so hot, noted it was frauded pics of me but who gives a shit, I could've went to her city, got drunk with her and fucked her cause she was into being dominated and I'm dominant af, we even sexted multiple times as dom/sub and she sent me her nudes, she's the hottest one of them all
Rn there is a girl from where I work, she is a couple years older than me, a mid or low tier becky yeah but she has a nice ass and tits plus she's super horny, we worked a night shift once and she was super horny dropping sexual innuendos and i'm the only male in the room, she also legit slapped my shoulder walking past me one time to catch my attention, and she literally put her ass on my arm willingly and started bouncing it while i was sitting and she was on the other side looking at the computer make believe she didn't know im there, she also said during the shift i look like some singer, but I still haven't done anything aside from flirt and joke lightly with her, I also have 2 girls from class crushing on me but once again I don't wanna get into a rs with them, seriously I just wanna fuck, not oofydoofy betabuxx a MID girl for 2 years with barely any sex, rn I'm off work but once it starts again that older bitch gives me 1 hint I'm taking it to next level idc what happens.
My point is don't botch your opportunities like me just because you're 'not chad', I literally have this image in my head of what I want to look like and I keep thinking if I don't look like that then I can't fuck women for free and that's wrong, some of these girls are just horny or touchstarved like we say and got no good option dudes around them, chad is rare and maybe he rejected her or she knows he's an asshole or she's insecure herself or whatever X reason, if she gives you hints, be smart and see what kind of vibe she's giving and match her vibe, till you get to the bedroom then unleash, like that one girl who was talking about taking my virginity I should've just sexted with her till we made it happen, instead I rejected her and next day she talks about how I'm tormenting her feelings, the other normie super hot girls who wanted relationships, I should've just dated them until it gets sexual, I could've done that for the past years and had more experiences than what I have today, with a much higher self esteem and eventually more successful experiences with women.
But no I chose to be a pussy and LDAR, coom into my hand every night to porn.
TLDR; If you get girls interested in you move in, don't be an insecure little twat like old me
inb4r : dnr
There was multiple girls who would write about me and say they find me attractive, they like my style, and how 'mysterious' i am (jfl i literally talked to no one cause i didn't wanna get bullied again), I'd dismiss it by saying they just didn't get a good look at my face, I talked to one and was too horny during our irl interaction and it fell off shortly after that (inexperience), she probably wanted a rs first before fucking or whatever horny shit i said, (i said i should give her a massage lol)
I got a crush on this one girl, so I went and talked to her, gave her a flower, I was 17 mind you, she gave me her facebook, I added, she didn't accept, couple of months later, she walks into me and start talking to me and smiling etc and guess what ? I do nothing.. not ask her out, not get her contact info nothing...
There was one girl who got drunk with me in the uni park and we made out and I grabbed her ass, we fell off after that but couple months later she dms me shit like ''you get so hot out of nowhere'' and she says she wanna take my virginity, I tell her im not a virgin she says that's sad for her but she doesn't mind, but I told her ''I don't do relationships'' (insecurities once again) and it fell off shortly after that..
There was another girl from a different city who thought I was so hot, noted it was frauded pics of me but who gives a shit, I could've went to her city, got drunk with her and fucked her cause she was into being dominated and I'm dominant af, we even sexted multiple times as dom/sub and she sent me her nudes, she's the hottest one of them all
Rn there is a girl from where I work, she is a couple years older than me, a mid or low tier becky yeah but she has a nice ass and tits plus she's super horny, we worked a night shift once and she was super horny dropping sexual innuendos and i'm the only male in the room, she also legit slapped my shoulder walking past me one time to catch my attention, and she literally put her ass on my arm willingly and started bouncing it while i was sitting and she was on the other side looking at the computer make believe she didn't know im there, she also said during the shift i look like some singer, but I still haven't done anything aside from flirt and joke lightly with her, I also have 2 girls from class crushing on me but once again I don't wanna get into a rs with them, seriously I just wanna fuck, not oofydoofy betabuxx a MID girl for 2 years with barely any sex, rn I'm off work but once it starts again that older bitch gives me 1 hint I'm taking it to next level idc what happens.
My point is don't botch your opportunities like me just because you're 'not chad', I literally have this image in my head of what I want to look like and I keep thinking if I don't look like that then I can't fuck women for free and that's wrong, some of these girls are just horny or touchstarved like we say and got no good option dudes around them, chad is rare and maybe he rejected her or she knows he's an asshole or she's insecure herself or whatever X reason, if she gives you hints, be smart and see what kind of vibe she's giving and match her vibe, till you get to the bedroom then unleash, like that one girl who was talking about taking my virginity I should've just sexted with her till we made it happen, instead I rejected her and next day she talks about how I'm tormenting her feelings, the other normie super hot girls who wanted relationships, I should've just dated them until it gets sexual, I could've done that for the past years and had more experiences than what I have today, with a much higher self esteem and eventually more successful experiences with women.
But no I chose to be a pussy and LDAR, coom into my hand every night to porn.
TLDR; If you get girls interested in you move in, don't be an insecure little twat like old me
inb4r : dnr
