Interacting With Normies Feels Draining

[Praxxis]

Of course, we all want social interaction. For about a year or so, I went full LDAR, ghosted basically everyone I knew, and just stayed inside doing drugs(weed, alcohol, and Xanax) whilst also fapping to hentai & bikini pics from reddit, playing video games, and also rotting online.

This made me more depressed -pissed my parents off in the process- and also drove me into this "cycle" of it all which just made everything even worse

I had socialized & interacted with normies(especially the "type" I'm around) adequately plenty of times, so going back to these folks wasn't too hard necessarily: However, what I noticed is how draining it is to be around them at times. Like most other normies, they are extremely narrow-minded & don't want to talk about interesting stuff such as Socio-Cultural phenomena, literature, actual art, or just anything which sparks my interests truly. In a way, I feel as if I'm just around them to fulfill my innate need for connection with other humans. That's it, just attaining that chemical reaction & distracting myself from issues for sometime at least. It's hard to explain, but I just don't feel like I connect with any normies irl, aside from this one friend I have who is legitimately one in ten million.

it all just feels so "mechanical" & as if it lacks an organic nature to it.

 

[New Poster]

shitposting online mogs tbh

 

[Praxxis]

shitposting online mogs tbh

This

 

[Praxxis]

Bump.

 

[Praxxis]

@Ron.Belgrade
@NumbThePain
@HighTierSubhuman
@Regenerator

 

[Praxxis]

Probably because I can't find normies who would listen to stuff like this with me & get dunk to it

 

[Entschuldigung]

Interacting with anyone is draining

 

[HighTierSubhuman]

Of course, we all want social interaction. For about a year or so, I went full LDAR, ghosted basically everyone I knew, and just stayed inside doing drugs(weed, alcohol, and Xanax) whilst also fapping to hentai & bikini pics from reddit, playing video games, and also rotting online.

This made me more depressed -pissed my parents off in the process- and also drove me into this "cycle" of it all which just made everything even worse

I had socialized & interacted with normies(especially the "type" I'm around) adequately plenty of times, so going back to these folks wasn't too hard necessarily: However, what I noticed is how draining it is to be around them at times. Like most other normies, they are extremely narrow-minded & don't want to talk about interesting stuff such as Socio-Cultural phenomena, literature, actual art, or just anything which sparks my interests truly. In a way, I feel as if I'm just around them to fulfill my innate need for connection with other humans. That's it, just attaining that chemical reaction & distracting myself from issues for sometime at least. It's hard to explain, but I just don't feel like I connect with any normies irl, aside from this one friend I have who is legitimately one in ten million.

it all just feels so "mechanical" & as if it lacks an organic nature to it.

Yeah I feel so disconnected from normies when I'm interacting with them. A lot of the time I feel like I'm just doing it to get the feeling that I'm actually socialising.

 

[ivan.kuk]

what literature are you into

 

[Praxxis]

what literature are you into

Evola, currently reading Revolt Against the Modern World

 

[ivan.kuk]

The blood of the heroes is closer to God than the ink of the philosophers and the prayers of the faithful..

Thats good. Very bronze age mindset like.

 

[R@m@]

I wonder if many normies are also faking their behaviour to some extent or if they are naturally like that

I think theres lot of people who arent naturally normies but they become like that to fit in

 

[Praxxis]

The blood of the heroes is closer to God than the ink of the philosophers and the prayers of the faithful..

Thats good. Very bronze age mindset like.

Evola was a W for sure

I have to wonder, would these guys have been "blackpilled" to some degree? I mean, with their knowledge of humanity they would have to be in some way and even if not, I feel they would understand it very easily if someone explained it to them.

I wonder if many normies are also faking their behaviour to some extent or if they are naturally like that

I think theres lot of people who arent naturally normies but they become like that to fit in

You know, I was thinking about this recently & it's probably true

I've met a few normies over the years, and I have always gotten a "sense" a lot of their interests, personality, etc. were faked to a degree for social acceptance

Yeah I feel so disconnected from normies when I'm interacting with them

It's as if were there, but not really there

We can interact with them, but we can't really connect

. A lot of the time I feel like I'm just doing it to get the feeling that I'm actually socialising.

Yeah same here, it's just meeting that chemical reaction requirement

it also distracts me from the reality of stuff(such as this forum and the blackpill) quite a bit at times which is nice at least

 

[New Poster]

Evola, currently reading Revolt Against the Modern World

guy reads obscure fasist political theory and then is like "Why can't I relate to anyone?"