Inverted makes me question how ugly i am

[Jibsin]

whenever i look myself in the mirror or take a pic on snap i look completely normal, straight, and good. but when i use my phones camera or an inverted filter i just look so chopped and it makes me wonder, "holy shit is this how people see me? is this why I'm chopped to some people?" Like it really is crazy though cause like when i see how inverted i am i see how shit my neck posture is and how my face looks like a fucking Picasso painting. My question is do u guys know why this is or some information i could use to cope cause this is fucking brutal.