Is anyone else painfully nd in public

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Its so over, my body language unsettles people, dont know where to put my hands, do weird shit with my body, dont acknowledge people, I can only function when Im high because sober I get so anxious that I sabotage myself. Its almost like my brain makes my body do all these things on purpose for some evil reason and I have no choice but to watch it happen to me. Its so fkn embarassing and painful to just have to accept Im like this and this is who I am

If I was mtn+ I wouldnt be like this, smh
 
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Its so over, my body language unsettles people, dont know where to put my hands, do weird shit with my body, dont acknowledge people, I can only function when Im high

If I was mtn+ I wouldnt be like this, smh
i get into embarassing interactions.I think i have trouble hearing aswell
 
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i get into embarassing interactions.I think i have trouble hearing aswell
Same thats gotta be an ND trait I get confused easily when people are talking fast or Im not paying attention. WE are retarded bro
 
i only go outside to take the trash out and i do it at night to avoid humans :ogre:(y)
 
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Same thats gotta be an ND trait I get confused easily when people are talking fast or Im not paying attention. WE are retarded bro
everything can be fixed by one trip to turkey
 
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Its so over, my body language unsettles people, dont know where to put my hands, do weird shit with my body, dont acknowledge people, I can only function when Im high because sober I get so anxious that I sabotage myself. Its almost like my brain makes my body do all these things on purpose for some evil reason and I have no choice but to watch it happen to me. Its so fkn embarassing and painful to just have to accept Im like this and this is who I am

If I was mtn+ I wouldnt be like this, smh
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Yeah many people who didn't get enough positive social reinforcement when they were younger (probably due to looking weird) tend to sometimes develop social anxiety. I deal with anxiety big time and the problem is is my personality does not match my looks anymore. It seems like I am good looking enough that it doesn't matter because I got in a long-term relationship recently. One tip I have for you is look into semax/selank. I personally have been using selank for its anxiolytic benefits and I love it. I feel like I can be myself and I don't hesitate. Social skills are way better and brain works better. Good luck to you man.
 
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Yeah many people who didn't get enough positive social reinforcement when they were younger (probably due to looking weird) tend to sometimes develop social anxiety. I deal with anxiety big time and the problem is is my personality does not match my looks anymore. It seems like I am good looking enough that it doesn't matter because I got in a long-term relationship recently. One tip I have for you is look into semax/selank. I personally have been using selank for its anxiolytic benefits and I love it. I feel like I can be myself and I don't hesitate. Social skills are way better and brain works better. Good luck to you man.
You pretty much described it word for word bro, I remember I started getting hated on and made fun of for my looks starting at 5 years old and it just got worse and worse throughout my childhood until I withdrew and started isolating myself in high school. I used to actually have a personality and wasnt afraid to "be myself" in public or around people, but after being shut down so many times over and over again its like it hard wired my own brain to hate me too, so now Im this weird muted 5% version of myself, and people hate me even more. Thanks for the recommendation Ive heard about those peptides before, would you mind sharing your source for it? I was honestly just planning to abuse pills but im willing to try almost anything if itll work.
 
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You pretty much described it word for word bro, I remember I started getting hated on and made fun of for my looks starting at 5 years old and it just got worse and worse throughout my childhood until I withdrew and started isolating myself in high school. I used to actually have a personality and wasnt afraid to "be myself" in public or around people, but after being shut down so many times over and over again its like it hard wired my own brain to hate me too, so now Im this weird muted 5% version of myself, and people hate me even more. Thanks for the recommendation Ive heard about those peptides before, would you mind sharing your source for it? I was honestly just planning to abuse pills but im willing to try almost anything if itll work.
Please don't abuse pills or fall into something like that. You just need to develop new healthy habits once you work on your looks. I got my selank from researchem.
 
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Please don't abuse pills or fall into something like that. You just need to develop new healthy habits once you work on your looks. I got my selank from researchem.
Thanks bro didnt even know they had that
 
Its so over, my body language unsettles people, dont know where to put my hands, do weird shit with my body, dont acknowledge people, I can only function when Im high because sober I get so anxious that I sabotage myself. Its almost like my brain makes my body do all these things on purpose for some evil reason and I have no choice but to watch it happen to me. Its so fkn embarassing and painful to just have to accept Im like this and this is who I am

If I was mtn+ I wouldnt be like this, smh
just dont panic boi
 
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Its so over, my body language unsettles people, dont know where to put my hands, do weird shit with my body, dont acknowledge people, I can only function when Im high because sober I get so anxious that I sabotage myself. Its almost like my brain makes my body do all these things on purpose for some evil reason and I have no choice but to watch it happen to me. Its so fkn embarassing and painful to just have to accept Im like this and this is who I am

If I was mtn+ I wouldnt be like this, smh
Yeah whenever I walk outside, it's supposed to feel normal but sometimes it's uncomfortable.
 
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When I have schizo attacks I look insane as well

Sometimes I start to see demons in people's faces it gets really weird
 
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