Is it autism or what?

[Nation]

I dont know if its autism but here nobody talk about diagnosis

I've been diagnosed unfortunately with low iq ( certified Non verbal learning disorder) and OCD.

Some traits:
-social isolation and not leaving my house for my teenage years other than going to school
- beeing bullied because I'm a weirdo
- I have kind of BDD and Im obsessed with my appereance and I cut my hair everyday
- I was obsessed with gym routines, I used to imitate fitness youtubers and I was very stressed if I couldnt eat my meals
- I have no social clue about some things ex I walked with my arms pushed on my lats to look bigger

**
- I have sensory overload when Im in loud environment. Ex NYE at the countdown where everybody is shouting I felt panic
- I hate fireworks and unexpected sounds, it makes me panic and I check my neck to feel my heartbeats and see if its ok. I literally feel like im exploding
- I used to have severe social anxiety, I couldnt look in the eyes of people, sometimes I used to get watery eyes when talking
- I walked with my eyes looking at the floor ( virgin walk meme)
- people treat me as a kid since Im too polte and soft to everybody...I cant be aggressive at all
- I have nervous smile when Im embarassed or when people roast me
- I used to have nervous smile at school too all the time and I laughed at stupid things just to relieve anxiety
- I cant understand sarcasm
- People told me I look depressed since I have serious face all the tjme
- I didnt know how to be " sexual " with women and I didnt get their signals
- I repeat sentences and voice of actors or people in a funny way, Im good at imitation
**
- sometimes I get something similar to " zoomies " for animals if I heard a nice song, I keep running for like 20 seconds all over my house and cant control it
- I have obsession with hair, I cut my hair everyday for like 20 minutes everymorning and every evening
- I dont know how to be in situation like clubs exc, I dont know how to dance, I feel like I cant " have fun '' like other people and get loose/get savage even with alcohol
- I have ruminating thought and I ask over and over the same question online
- I cant figure out alone why people acted in certain ways and usually ask people to explain
- I have poor social skills, when people ask me something I feel like I focus more on the next word I need to use and not the overall concept
- When I was a kid I used to talk with very formal and unusual words ( pedantic speech )
- I used to imitwte some phrases and behaviors of sitcom characters

Even if I always been seen as a weirdo in Otaly nobody give you a real diagnosis unless you're low functioning.
What do you think?

 

[ThunderBolt]

I dont know if its autism but here nobody talk about diagnosis

I've been diagnosed unfortunately with low iq ( certified Non verbal learning disorder) and OCD.

Some traits:
-social isolation and not leaving my house for my teenage years other than going to school
- beeing bullied because I'm a weirdo
- I have kind of BDD and Im obsessed with my appereance and I cut my hair everyday
- I was obsessed with gym routines, I used to imitate fitness youtubers and I was very stressed if I couldnt eat my meals
- I have no social clue about some things ex I walked with my arms pushed on my lats to look bigger

**
- I have sensory overload when Im in loud environment. Ex NYE at the countdown where everybody is shouting I felt panic
- I hate fireworks and unexpected sounds, it makes me panic and I check my neck to feel my heartbeats and see if its ok. I literally feel like im exploding
- I used to have severe social anxiety, I couldnt look in the eyes of people, sometimes I used to get watery eyes when talking
- I walked with my eyes looking at the floor ( virgin walk meme)
- people treat me as a kid since Im too polte and soft to everybody...I cant be aggressive at all
- I have nervous smile when Im embarassed or when people roast me
- I used to have nervous smile at school too all the time and I laughed at stupid things just to relieve anxiety
- I cant understand sarcasm
- People told me I look depressed since I have serious face all the tjme
- I didnt know how to be " sexual " with women and I didnt get their signals
- I repeat sentences and voice of actors or people in a funny way, Im good at imitation
**
- sometimes I get something similar to " zoomies " for animals if I heard a nice song, I keep running for like 20 seconds all over my house and cant control it
- I have obsession with hair, I cut my hair everyday for like 20 minutes everymorning and every evening
- I dont know how to be in situation like clubs exc, I dont know how to dance, I feel like I cant " have fun '' like other people and get loose/get savage even with alcohol
- I have ruminating thought and I ask over and over the same question online
- I cant figure out alone why people acted in certain ways and usually ask people to explain
- I have poor social skills, when people ask me something I feel like I focus more on the next word I need to use and not the overall concept
- When I was a kid I used to talk with very formal and unusual words ( pedantic speech )
- I used to imitwte some phrases and behaviors of sitcom characters

Even if I always been seen as a weirdo in Otaly nobody give you a real diagnosis unless you're low functioning.
What do you think?

well, night clubs are for low iq people, so it's good that you don't like them.
About the other things i don't know, im also weird but because i want to, i can change my personality easily, i can go from lonely isolated person to very social guy that makes a lot of jokes, i don't know if this is a kind of disorder but i don't give a shit, people who believe mental disorders have believed the matrix and so they don't know a shit about how life works.
Don't believe you have a problem that can't be changed because it's not true, you need to begin your life again, like you didn't know nothing, start working in all the social aspects and find one personality that fits you. CHEERS.S

 

[Crusile]

I dont know if its autism but here nobody talk about diagnosis

I've been diagnosed unfortunately with low iq ( certified Non verbal learning disorder) and OCD.

Some traits:
-social isolation and not leaving my house for my teenage years other than going to school
- beeing bullied because I'm a weirdo
- I have kind of BDD and Im obsessed with my appereance and I cut my hair everyday
- I was obsessed with gym routines, I used to imitate fitness youtubers and I was very stressed if I couldnt eat my meals
- I have no social clue about some things ex I walked with my arms pushed on my lats to look bigger

**
- I have sensory overload when Im in loud environment. Ex NYE at the countdown where everybody is shouting I felt panic
- I hate fireworks and unexpected sounds, it makes me panic and I check my neck to feel my heartbeats and see if its ok. I literally feel like im exploding
- I used to have severe social anxiety, I couldnt look in the eyes of people, sometimes I used to get watery eyes when talking
- I walked with my eyes looking at the floor ( virgin walk meme)
- people treat me as a kid since Im too polte and soft to everybody...I cant be aggressive at all
- I have nervous smile when Im embarassed or when people roast me
- I used to have nervous smile at school too all the time and I laughed at stupid things just to relieve anxiety
- I cant understand sarcasm
- People told me I look depressed since I have serious face all the tjme
- I didnt know how to be " sexual " with women and I didnt get their signals
- I repeat sentences and voice of actors or people in a funny way, Im good at imitation
**
- sometimes I get something similar to " zoomies " for animals if I heard a nice song, I keep running for like 20 seconds all over my house and cant control it
- I have obsession with hair, I cut my hair everyday for like 20 minutes everymorning and every evening
- I dont know how to be in situation like clubs exc, I dont know how to dance, I feel like I cant " have fun '' like other people and get loose/get savage even with alcohol
- I have ruminating thought and I ask over and over the same question online
- I cant figure out alone why people acted in certain ways and usually ask people to explain
- I have poor social skills, when people ask me something I feel like I focus more on the next word I need to use and not the overall concept
- When I was a kid I used to talk with very formal and unusual words ( pedantic speech )
- I used to imitwte some phrases and behaviors of sitcom characters

Even if I always been seen as a weirdo in Otaly nobody give you a real diagnosis unless you're low functioning.
What do you think?

I think so.

 

[Deleted member 4209]

this defo sounds like tism

im more schizoid than tism.

 

[ripcordgod1]

u don't have autism ur just anti social retard who never got to make true social connections throughout your childhood so you don't know how to react in these situations except act instinctively

 

[ripcordgod1]

not looking directly into people's eyes is literally a social evolutionary trait
looking into people's eyes was either for sexual bonding or a sign of disrespect that's why we're so sensitive to it and have to force it sometimes

 

[Crusile]

u don't have autism ur just anti social retard who never got to make true social connections throughout your childhood so you don't know how to react in these situations except act instinctively

no he has autism, stop bullying him asshole

 

[Nation]

no he has autism, stop bullying him asshole

What makes you think its autism?

 

[Crusile]

What makes you think its autism?

The sensory overload issues + everything else. Dont worry, you seem to be a peaceful pure-soul autistic type.

 

[mogger123]

it seems like it

but remember autism is just some made up label to describe somewhat tangentially related behaviours. it really doesnt mean anything

 

[Nation]

The sensory overload issues + everything else. Dont worry, you seem to be a peaceful pure-soul autistic type.

Actually I dont have troubles talking to people and I managed to fuck some girls, btw my sensory overload is only with fireworks

 

[Deleted member 25743]

Sounds like me, so probably autism

 

[Crusile]

Actually I dont have troubles talking to people and I managed to fuck some girls, btw my sensory overload is only with fireworks

Like mogger123 said, mental disorder/illness diagnosis are madeup/not real. I am psychiatry/psychology non-believer fyi.
but you do have autistic traits that differentiate from other possible contradicting mental disorders. symptoms of mental disorder = the illness itself.

 

[Crusile]

Learning social skills is also not real, its mostly innate. Completely isolated kidnapped child could watch some tv shows and will learn enough "social skills" to be NT

 

[Nation]

Learning social skills is also not real, its mostly innate. Completely isolated kidnapped child could watch some tv shows and will learn enough "social skills" to be NT

Actually I developed some social skills by being around people

 

[Nation]

@John Doe

 

[Deleted member 26116]

What do you think?

After reading and analyzing what you have written carefully, I am certain that you are on the autism spectrum. Autistic men I have met, be it online or personally, displayed the very characteristics that are listed in your post. I would be surprised if a diagnosis had a different result.

You may develop some social skills by surrounding yourself with people, but the autistic brain is wired differently than that of neurotypicals and thus it is likely to sabotage you in social interactions.

 

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