Is it normal to want to engage in fights?

[Deleted member 3323]

Back in highschool fighting was my life, I use to get into a lot of fights - Not for no reason but because people were being dickheads or I was just being insecure or humiliated. But as highschool went on, in my senior year I didn't get into any more fights. It actually annoyed me, I wanted to fight someone, I wanted someone to come at me and insult me or attack me so I can engage in a fight without seeming like a psychopath. I was practically itching for a fight, I just WANTED someone to hit me so I can beat the shit out of them.

Fighting just feels good, it's like an ego boost, dominating another man etc. I didn't realize how much I wanted it after school became boring, people just kept to themselves, hardly any fights happen. No one wanted to insult me or bully me anymore, it sucked.

 

[Deleted member 2100]

Ive never been in a fight ngl

 

[Deleted member 3323]

Ive never been in a fight ngl

You should. If it's your first time you can feel your adrenaline pumping, your vision getting dizzy especially if the fight started out of emotions.

 

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never fought cause I’m too hyuuuugggeeee and I’ve done boxing my whole life so there’s no point

 

[Deleted member 6723]

i like it too bro

 

[Deleted member 3043]

never fought cause I’m too hyuuuugggeeee and I’ve done boxing my whole life so there’s no point

larp

 

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larp

 

[Deleted member 9217]

I get agitated pretty easily and I'm not really good at arguing so if I feel humiliated or disrespected I automatically get thoughts of wanting to kill the person or fight them. Unfortunately I don't know how to throw a punch so I usually fantasize about shooting them or stabbing them with a knife. But I usually never do anything because I would go to jail or get my ass kicked. So I usually end up miserable and brood or have an internal mental breakdown where I might eventually break shit. I did wrestle this black kid in middle school and was losing until my adrenaline kicked in and then I won but it was on my friends bed so we broke it and his dad got pissed I think. We had like a wrestling/fight club that happened a few times until that day. My bully also got humiliated that day by my friend after he physically dominated him because the bully said his girlfriend had nice hands or something. He started crying. Unfortunately the bully is an obnoxious dipshit and felt no shame the day after and kept being a dick to me but I couldn't do anything because I would probably get in trouble. Ive had other experiences where Ive almost fought someone but that was the closet. I remember in 5th grade I pissed off some skateboarders while I was on my scooter and they followed me to my house and my dad had to come out. I kind of wimped out and probably should have confronted them. I remember eating snacks and watching them out my apartment window. I have some other stories too lol but this is becoming a long ass wall of text and I bet everyone is going to comment TLDR

 

[Growth Plate]

Ive never been in a fight ngl

How much can you know about yourself if you've never been in a fight? I don't wanna die without any scars.

 

[Deleted member 5746]

i've only fought once in my life (if we're talking for real) and I kinda liked it afterwards.

 

[Deleted member 12002]

Back in highschool fighting was my life, I use to get into a lot of fights - Not for no reason but because people were being dickheads or I was just being insecure or humiliated. But as highschool went on, in my senior year I didn't get into any more fights. It actually annoyed me, I wanted to fight someone, I wanted someone to come at me and insult me or attack me so I can engage in a fight without seeming like a psychopath. I was practically itching for a fight, I just WANTED someone to hit me so I can beat the shit out of them.

Fighting just feels good, it's like an ego boost, dominating another man etc. I didn't realize how much I wanted it after school became boring, people just kept to themselves, hardly any fights happen. No one wanted to insult me or bully me anymore, it sucked.

Seems pretty normal to me.

 

[Deleted member 10987]

Back in highschool fighting was my life, I use to get into a lot of fights - Not for no reason but because people were being dickheads or I was just being insecure or humiliated. But as highschool went on, in my senior year I didn't get into any more fights. It actually annoyed me, I wanted to fight someone, I wanted someone to come at me and insult me or attack me so I can engage in a fight without seeming like a psychopath. I was practically itching for a fight, I just WANTED someone to hit me so I can beat the shit out of them.

Fighting just feels good, it's like an ego boost, dominating another man etc. I didn't realize how much I wanted it after school became boring, people just kept to themselves, hardly any fights happen. No one wanted to insult me or bully me anymore, it sucked.

You feel like a king after winning a fight

 

[Deleted member 10987]

Back in highschool fighting was my life, I use to get into a lot of fights - Not for no reason but because people were being dickheads or I was just being insecure or humiliated. But as highschool went on, in my senior year I didn't get into any more fights. It actually annoyed me, I wanted to fight someone, I wanted someone to come at me and insult me or attack me so I can engage in a fight without seeming like a psychopath. I was practically itching for a fight, I just WANTED someone to hit me so I can beat the shit out of them.

Fighting just feels good, it's like an ego boost, dominating another man etc. I didn't realize how much I wanted it after school became boring, people just kept to themselves, hardly any fights happen. No one wanted to insult me or bully me anymore, it sucked.

Yeah its normal
Being strong and victorious is a virtue too

 

[Growth Plate]

I have a desire to engage in fights as well. I plan to join a Muay Thai class to fufill that desire. I only see myself fighting for self defense, though. Not because of a little insult jfl. If someone really busted my balls and I don't have a comeback irl I'd just threaten to fight them in a slick manner. If they actually requested to fight because of this threat, that's the only case when I'd actually fight. Not in school though, I'd request to fight somwhere outside after school and someone would record it. The fight wouldn't be too serious, though. Just sparring. I'd win and be even more statusmaxxed. (Post-ascension dreams)