Is it okay to not make progress even when you try?

[mixedpersonalities]

I'm still suffering from mental struggles

My schizophrenia is worsening and I cannot think properly

My porn addiction is starting to cause me withdrawals because my mind craves the artifical intimacy

I am writhing in pain from constant fever

8 months ago, I was sitting on an apartment rooftop staring into her eyes telling her how much better I'll become, just for her

Now I am no worse than the dying man; with our distinction as consciousness

Woe is me for I am caged in the graveyard of my own desires

It is as if I am a rat glued to one of man's most inhumane traps

Yet I am man , and the oh-so dreaded trap is none other than I.

 

[bottleofwater]

Its the effort that counts.

 

[Sith]

ts so beautiful, twin.

 

[aidenltn17]

quite poetic

 

[mixedpersonalities]

Its the effort that counts.

But aren't the results what people care about?

I'm trying, I really am. Yet, it never seems to matter. Not to me, nor my peers, nor my family

 

[bottleofwater]

But isn't the result what people care about? I'm trying, yet it never seemed to matter

Then keep trying

 

[mixedpersonalities]

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