Is it over socially as a ND 5/10?

[Kingcornelius]

Im 20, have been diagnosed since I was 5, not really doubting it. People seem to know me who I don't know, not sure if good thing. Very few friends rarely been in a friends group, esp since leaving school and rely on sports to make acquaintances. Don't even like other people that much so even if I fraud it, which i can do, I don't meet people I get along with for real so whats the point I just end up ghosting them or forcing myself to talk to them and reach out which is so forced I often make it obvious its forced.

What do you even do as an ND. Just live a fake life with friends you dont even like that much or go full sperg but have to hang around people who act like children and talk about video games all day. Anyone else here had to deal with a similar situation

 

[racemixedsub5]

Im 20, have been diagnosed since I was 5, not really doubting it. People seem to know me who I don't know, not sure if good thing. Very few friends rarely been in a friends group, esp since leaving school and rely on sports to make acquaintances. Don't even like other people that much so even if I fraud it, which i can do, I don't meet people I get along with for real so whats the point I just end up ghosting them or forcing myself to talk to them and reach out which is so forced I often make it obvious its forced.

What do you even do as an ND. Just live a fake life with friends you dont even like that much or go full sperg but have to hang around people who act like children and talk about video games all day. Anyone else here had to deal with a similar situation

IDK man, honestly I'm quite ND and it sucks having to act like a person ur not

For me when I make enough money I'm starting a homestead so I don't have to deal with such trivial things. I'm like a hmtn lhtn so take everything I say with a grain of salt jf; as it'll prolly be much harder for u

 

[xzx_]

Im 20, have been diagnosed since I was 5, not really doubting it. People seem to know me who I don't know, not sure if good thing. Very few friends rarely been in a friends group, esp since leaving school and rely on sports to make acquaintances. Don't even like other people that much so even if I fraud it, which i can do, I don't meet people I get along with for real so whats the point I just end up ghosting them or forcing myself to talk to them and reach out which is so forced I often make it obvious its forced.

What do you even do as an ND. Just live a fake life with friends you dont even like that much or go full sperg but have to hang around people who act like children and talk about video games all day. Anyone else here had to deal with a similar situation

I do both, i try to spend time with normal people and i spend time with autists its not the best but it works for me

 

[Kingcornelius]

IDK man, honestly I'm quite ND and it sucks having to act like a person ur not

For me when I make enough money I'm starting a homestead so I don't have to deal with such trivial things. I'm like a hmtn lhtn so take everything I say with a grain of salt jf; as it'll prolly be much harder for u

mtn is a 5/10 from what ive seen lol what would you put it as numerically. People irl in good faith say stuff like ''defintion of a 7/10'' when we are doing brutal ratings (my friends would get like a 5 or 6). I'm also overweight (not fat tho) so I think I could improve if i could finally diet correctly or get hands on ozimpec lol

 

[Kingcornelius]

I do both, i try to spend time with normal people and i spend time with autists its not the best but it works for me

I have some friends from school, year 7-8, (7th grade according to google). Who are autistic and it can be great to reconect with them but prolonged contact their autism pisses me off as they are much more openly ND and it can just be like telling them to lower their voice in a shop or something.

 

[racemixedsub5]

mtn is a 5/10 from what ive seen lol what would you put it as numerically. People irl in good faith say stuff like ''defintion of a 7/10'' when we are doing brutal ratings (my friends would get like a 5 or 6). I'm also overweight (not fat tho) so I think I could improve if i could finally diet correctly or get hands on ozimpec lol

If you comfortable u can post a photo but otherwise u can kinda judge u face of my looks and see where u would plot urself.

I use to be a fat subhuman bf I was bp arouned 1yrs ago

I'm def low htn when I wear my coloured contacts and with my height a frame

I dropped 50 pounds very easily by gym and diet.

Focus on founds that'll fill you up. Ex; kefir with raw egg yolk, popcorn (I'm eating it rn jfl) steak etc.
Potatoes are literally a Godsend since they fill u up so much with only 80 cals

Diet drinks are a lifesaver too. Diet coke, and monsters are my fav.
Do this w gym and some SoftMax's and you will easily ascend. Even better if ur tall. GL vro

 

[Kingcornelius]

If you comfortable u can post a photo but otherwise u can kinda judge u face of my looks and see where u would plot urself.

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I use to be a fat subhuman bf I was bp arouned 1yrs ago

I'm def low htn when I wear my coloured contacts and with my height a frame

I dropped 50 pounds very easily by gym and diet.

Focus on founds that'll fill you up. Ex; kefir with raw egg yolk, popcorn (I'm eating it rn jfl) steak etc.
Potatoes are literally a Godsend since they fill u up so much with only 80 cals

Diet drinks are a lifesaver too. Diet coke, and monsters are my fav.
Do this w gym and some SoftMax's and you will easily ascend. Even better if ur tall. GL vro

I think its more of an addiction to fats and sugar. I did successfully lose 3kg over a few weeks period last month but have gone back to maintenance (not gaining or losing significantly). Its mind numbingly slow when i need to lose 15 kg ish long term to be skinny (not just healthy weight id only have to lose like 5kg more

I'm confident of my rating so don't feel id need to post a pic unless I get reason to. I feel like you're Htn depending on if that photo represents you normally so id be lmtn by how you rate with weight loss giving me a lot of potential

 

[racemixedsub5]

I think its more of an addiction to fats and sugar. I did successfully lose 3kg over a few weeks period last month but have gone back to maintenance (not gaining or losing significantly). Its mind numbingly slow when i need to lose 15 kg ish long term to be skinny (not just healthy weight id only have to lose like 5kg more

I'm confident of my rating so don't feel id need to post a pic unless I get reason to. I feel like you're Htn depending on if that photo represents you normally so id be lmtn by how you rate with weight loss giving me a lot of potential

I'm so addicted to sugar too.

Like I said diet drinks all they way. You can get a whole case of them at the dollar store for like 3cad. But ur diet shouldn't only be that.
Now rep me pls

 

[Kingcornelius]

I'm so addicted to sugar too.

Like I said diet drinks all they way. You can get a whole case of them at the dollar store for like 3cad. But ur diet shouldn't only be that.
Now rep me pls

In the UK its expensive to buy anything and ill finish a 6 pack in a couple days lol

 

[racemixedsub5]

In the UK its expensive to buy anything and ill finish a 6 pack in a couple days lol

Well there is sacrifices u gotta make
Or js tax them that's what I do