Matrix88
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When do you think life starts? I guess at MTN you can live a normie life. But I'm starting to lose motivation to live and enjoy life.
It's very depressing to think that going through softmaxes and a few hardmaxes I will probably end up as MTN but still far from HTN.
Do you think life is even worth living when you have to dedicate an important part of it to look better and it won't even be enough? I'm not going to stop doing the things that are necessary, but to know it will never be enough is pretty sad.
I felt good when some people told me I'm looking better, but then I realized it's stupid to be happy by looking better than shit. I still know that if I were to talk to a girl and some htn appeared, she wouldn't think twice and would go with him.
And the more I think about my life, the more I imagine a shit life where I have to pretend I love my mid girlfriend, I'm not as respected as other guys, and I feel inferior to the rest of people.
It's very depressing to think that going through softmaxes and a few hardmaxes I will probably end up as MTN but still far from HTN.
Do you think life is even worth living when you have to dedicate an important part of it to look better and it won't even be enough? I'm not going to stop doing the things that are necessary, but to know it will never be enough is pretty sad.
I felt good when some people told me I'm looking better, but then I realized it's stupid to be happy by looking better than shit. I still know that if I were to talk to a girl and some htn appeared, she wouldn't think twice and would go with him.
And the more I think about my life, the more I imagine a shit life where I have to pretend I love my mid girlfriend, I'm not as respected as other guys, and I feel inferior to the rest of people.