
ascension124
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I am moneymaxxed 6’3 RTT htn.
Despite ascending and slaying etc my mental health has gotten worse from looksmaxxing.
Like in some ways I was more normal as a virgin than now with 200 laycount.
For example last night I went out for drinks with my FWB. She is strong mtb 20 yr old. In the bar I kept scanning the room looking at other guys on dates, rating their SMV, worrying if they mog me, seeing if their girl mote mine basically autistic level comparing.
Blackpill destroyed my happiness I can’t even riot drinks with a girl anymore even when slaying I felt like shit comparing to a better looking Chad
I have everytht going for me. Moneymax, height, top 1% physique but my biggest problem is I can only slay MTB-Weak HTBs as my face is not Chad. I can geomax and get HTBs so I am trying to do this.
Even after slaying my fwb and getting so many compliments from her I woke up feeling empty and depressed thinking of the other guys that were on dates and still wondering if they mog me.
But deep down I feel I’ll always compare to someone better and feel shitty again. How can I overcome this and be happy?
@Seth Walsh @actualunderstander
Despite ascending and slaying etc my mental health has gotten worse from looksmaxxing.
Like in some ways I was more normal as a virgin than now with 200 laycount.
For example last night I went out for drinks with my FWB. She is strong mtb 20 yr old. In the bar I kept scanning the room looking at other guys on dates, rating their SMV, worrying if they mog me, seeing if their girl mote mine basically autistic level comparing.
Blackpill destroyed my happiness I can’t even riot drinks with a girl anymore even when slaying I felt like shit comparing to a better looking Chad
I have everytht going for me. Moneymax, height, top 1% physique but my biggest problem is I can only slay MTB-Weak HTBs as my face is not Chad. I can geomax and get HTBs so I am trying to do this.
Even after slaying my fwb and getting so many compliments from her I woke up feeling empty and depressed thinking of the other guys that were on dates and still wondering if they mog me.
But deep down I feel I’ll always compare to someone better and feel shitty again. How can I overcome this and be happy?
@Seth Walsh @actualunderstander