Is the blackpill ruining my life?

[Deleted member 10172]

My dad had a talk with me saying that my friend said that I've been acting different and acting weird as hell

I went to a party and I didn't really talk to anyone

I was "blackpilled" and I had so much anxiety I felt like there was some sort of negative reinforcement in the air or something

he said that I've been staying in the corner by myself and socially isolating myself and more and more

Ever since I got blackpilled I thought different about everyone and basically anytime someone laughs I think somebody is laughing at me or if someone is talking they are talking about me

I sent pictures of myself to face and LMS and he said I'm not an Incel and I just need to wear a hat

I recently added my old friends from snapchat they said they wanted to see a picture of me and I said I'm too ugly, and I'm gonna get surgery before college and they think I'm crazy

@goat2x and many discord members say I am the most insecure and paranoid person they ever met

@goat2x knows exactly why I act like this

anyways I need two surgeries badly or its really over for me

@kjsbdfiusdf @Proex

 

[Deleted member 9003]

Smoke some weed

 

[Deleted member 10172]

Smoke some weed

I'll get addicted to it, because it will be a social crutch for me

 

[Adriana Lima]

Reddit spacing

 

[Growth Plate]

>black
>has a dad
???

 

[Deleted member 10172]

>black
>has a dad
???

Yes I have a dad

 

[Deleted member 10172]

>black
>has a dad
???

I don't live in the suburbs I live in the hood

 

[Deleted member 11292]

It's ruining ur life for the better. before you were blissfully ignorant, probably being secretly judged and made fun of behind ur back.

that was before tho, but now no one can compete with the hatred you have for yourself . throw away ur prime years if u have to, but don't let yourself live as anything less than chad

 

[Growth Plate]

they think I'm crazy

cringe normies

 

[Deleted member 10172]

its ruining ur life for the better. before you were blisfully ignorant, probably being secretly judged and made fun of behind ur back.

that was before tho, but now no one can compete with the hatred you have for yourself . throw away ur prime years if u have to, but don't let yourself live as anything less than chad

I felt like after the party they were making fun of me which is probably what they were doing which is what the vibe I was getting.

Yes after being blackpilled, I look at old memories and I think back to them and they kinda make sense now? or maybe its my behavior thats the problem because I am annoying

I felt like my presence there wasn't good

 

[Growth Plate]

its ruining ur life for the better. before you were blisfully ignorant, probably being secretly judged and made fun of behind ur back.

that was before tho, but now no one can compete with the hatred you have for yourself . throw away ur prime years if u have to, but don't let yourself live as anything less than chad

Exactly. People look so soy when they complain about getting blackpilled

 

[Deleted member 10172]

Exactly. People look so soy when they complain about getting blackpilled

I need these two surgeries badly man I really need these two

The first one, at max probably around 12k, the trimax idk

 

[Deleted member 6403]

pm face bro

 

[Deleted member 10172]

pm face bro

no

 

[Deleted member 10172]

pm face bro

my face isnt the problem, it's my head

 

[Deleted member 11292]

I felt like after the party they were making fun of me which is probably what they were doing which is what the vibe I was getting.

Yes after being blackpilled, I look at old memories and I think back to them and they kinda make sense now? or maybe its my behavior thats the problem because I am annoying

I felt like my presence there wasn't good

yes exactly, and now u know why. All the ways you wish you could be, that's chad, the only thing holding you back is your lookz. (but not for much longer )

 

[Growth Plate]

All the ways you wish you could be, that's

ok tyler

 

[Deleted member 11292]

ok tyler

 

[Deleted member 7725]

That's why this site should only be 18+. If I was blackpilled back in school I wouldn't have done any of the fun shit I did. After I became blackpilled my senior year, I stopped showing up to school and talking to people since I knew I was too ugly to succeed. Truth is, high school is the last time you can get a girlfriend or get laid without insane hypergamy. Even if you're a low tier normie, you're still seen through the lens of the reputation that you've built up over the years so guys won't mind your appearance. I was a trucel who was great at sports and still had respect from guys because of it. If I was at least a normie, I would've had the full Chad experience.

The true blackpill only applies past high school since people judge you by your looks on whether or not you're worthy of being a friend or hookup. You also have a much bigger pool of competition and less opportunities for statusmaxxing. Despite social media still being prevalent in high school, most girls still date guys in the same school. Once you're in college, every becky you meet is either dating a chad(lite) at another school or an older guy who already graduated.

 

[Vitruvian]

ur dad is ur therapist? how feminine

 

[Deleted member 10172]

ur dad is ur therapist? how feminine

no I don't even talk to him that much

anyways I'm going to delete my account but end up not deleting it again

 

[Deleted member 11370]

My dad had a talk with me saying that my friend said that I've been acting different and acting weird as hell

I went to a party and I didn't really talk to anyone

I was "blackpilled" and I had so much anxiety I felt like there was some sort of negative reinforcement in the air or something

he said that I've been staying in the corner by myself and socially isolating myself and more and more

Ever since I got blackpilled I thought different about everyone and basically anytime someone laughs I think somebody is laughing at me or if someone is talking they are talking about me

I sent pictures of myself to face and LMS and he said I'm not an Incel and I just need to wear a hat

I recently added my old friends from snapchat they said they wanted to see a picture of me and I said I'm too ugly, and I'm gonna get surgery before college and they think I'm crazy

@goat2x and many discord members say I am the most insecure and paranoid person they ever met

@goat2x knows exactly why I act like this

anyways I need two surgeries badly or its really over for me

@kjsbdfiusdf @Proex

Your friend is an ass for snitching to your dad lynch that mother fucker

 

[Vitruvian]

no I don't even talk to him that much

anyways I'm going to delete my account but end up not deleting it again

what did ur dad teach u about life? to complain about ur face?

 

[Deleted member 10172]

what did ur dad teach u about life? to complain about ur face?

he hasn't taught me anything tbh, bad parents and have no social awareness either

they should have gotten me surgery but they don't want to

 

[Vitruvian]

he hasn't taught me anything tbh, bad parents and have no social awareness either

they should have gotten me surgery but they don't want to

u put beauty above ur parents. u want to be loved by a woman, yet u ignore ur parents relationship and guidance. u think u will make a perfect life for yourself, once ur face is better. these are all wrong thoughts, im letting u know even though i know u wont understand or change.

but in ur future i hope u do understand

 

[Deleted member 2214]

That's why this site should only be 18+. If I was blackpilled back in school I wouldn't have done any of the fun shit I did. After I became blackpilled my senior year, I stopped showing up to school and talking to people since I knew I was too ugly to succeed. Truth is, high school is the last time you can get a girlfriend or get laid without insane hypergamy. Even if you're a low tier normie, you're still seen through the lens of the reputation that you've built up over the years so guys won't mind your appearance. I was a trucel who was great at sports and still had respect from guys because of it. If I was at least a normie, I would've had the full Chad experience.

The true blackpill only applies past high school since people judge you by your looks on whether or not you're worthy of being a friend or hookup. You also have a much bigger pool of competition and less opportunities for statusmaxxing.

Most of us underaged users are obsessed w/ money and the racepill cause we usually had much different paths from the typical kids in our countries growing up.

I lived most of my life as an expat in East Asia as a little kid and a tween/younger teen in West Europe and South America before coming back to my home country (Mexico). While the blackpill is universal, every bratty kid w/ even the slightest amount of power over others will most likely use it to inflict pain on others (most of the time indirectly, other times sadistically and i've seen it happen before). I was always great at anything literature and talk-related.

And u for example, were great at sports. OP might or might not be, if it's the latter then he probably doesn't have anything to be actually proud of and his jaded brain should encourage him to do nothing but get surgery and hardmaxx his looks to the point of gene frauding.

 

[Deleted member 10172]

Your friend is an ass for snitching to your dad lynch that mother fucker

spiral

u put beauty above ur parents. u want to be loved by a woman, yet u ignore ur parents relationship and guidance. u think u will make a perfect life for yourself, once ur face is better. these are all wrong thoughts, im letting u know even though i know u wont understand or change.

but in ur future i hope u do understand

I'm contacting Paul cocenaig if he can do 30 degrees CCW rotation