Is there a point of looking better if your still nd

[The_Shag]

my question is what’s the point of looking better if you still think your a worthless chud and are incredibly insecure about your looks and feel disgust when you look into a mirror. my point is does it get any better when you start to look better do you feel better about yourself or do you still hate yourself

 

[hye732]

chud

dnr

 

[Tttopgtoni]

Obviously, you still get treated better

 

[psltristan1]

Grey

 

[Veridic]

my question is what’s the point of looking better if you still think your a worthless chud and are incredibly insecure about your looks and feel disgust when you look into a mirror. my point is does it get any better when you start to look better do you feel better about yourself or do you still hate yourself

Ascending comes with feedback rising in a positive direction. While you’ll never rid yourself of the neurodivergence, I’ve learned to adapt a completely made up personality and manually apply it in real life for years on end until it basically became a second instinct but I still catch myself thinking in “steps” of what to do/say/stand like/etc.

As a teenager I would keep notebooks hyper analyzing peoples postures and hand movements as well as jokes or phrases they used due to my upbringing being rather shitty and isolated resulting in myself being a virgin until the age of 20, so it’s stayed with me for sure.