is this life worth living if you won't do what you want?

[ryuken]

i would say no personally

 

[Azonin]

People who question these things usually have some sort of "all or nothing" mentality

Humans live about 80 years on average, you have time to get what you want even if partly

 

[twojei]

i would say no personally

As Azonin said above, try to relax a little bit man. Do not stress too much about life, and do not blame yourself never if things go south.