Isolation ruined my life

[nigtard]

I rotted in my room for 3 years when I was supposed to be living my teen fantasy. Now its too late and I'm socially maladjusted. I genuinely can't speak to human beings anymore, I have a big disdain for them.

I can't believe I spent 3 years watching anime and gooning in my room. I barely even went to school back then so my brain became fully retarted. It all stemmed from my depression back then and the abuse I used to suffer. My brain chemistry was altered forever, like I'm the epitome of an abused dog, you could literally keep punching me and I would just let it happen.

 

[VohnnyBoy]

time to alcoholmaxx

 

[Trisomy 21]

this is ur own fault, dont try to blame anyone else!

 

[nigtard]

time to alcoholmaxx

What do u think I do? I’m already an alcoholic

 

[nigtard]

this is ur own fault, dont try to blame anyone else!

That’s fairly obvious

 

[Bitterschön]

Age??

 

[nigtard]

Age??

19

 

[Bitterschön]

19

Still young af man. Consider meds (not SSRIS or SNRIS tho)

 

[itadakimas]

Still young af man. Consider meds

Which meds? Smth like fluoxetine?

 

[nobodylovesme]

Hit the gym, if not already.

 

[Bitterschön]

Which meds?

MAOIs. Especally Nardil (Phenelzine)

 

[superpsycho]

I rotted in my room for 3 years when I was supposed to be living my teen fantasy.

no reason to blame it on rotting, whether you were going to live that teen fantasy or not was completely determined by your genes before you even exited your mom’s womb

 

[FaceandBBC]

5 years here. Prepare for your destiny because it only gets worse.

 

[Surfsup]

I rotted for 3 years in my room too

 

[carlosmango]

19

19 years is still a young age, its not late to do sm with your life

 

[Mighty_One]

Isolation-pill is brutal. You lose all your social ability, you lose all your friends, because you are sedentary for so long, your estrogen increases, you lose all your muscle, and you become less masculine and less attractive, and if you done that for 3 years, you have been looksminning so increadibly hard, that its basically over. Just go gym, escape your room, join a sport(boxxing, soccer, anything), and study at the library and never in your room.

 

[nigtard]

5 years here. Prepare for your destiny because it only gets worse.

How do you cope bruh I look at myself and all I see is a failure

 

[FaceandBBC]

How do you cope bruh I look at myself and all I see is a failure

I have no copes. I find nothing enjoyable. I am completely empty inside everyday. Some people just get use to this shit overtime.

 

[LTNUser]

How do you cope bruh I look at myself and all I see is a failure

What would you advise me brah since I'm younger than you
I also live an isolated life
Pls give me tips to socialise

 

[nigtard]

I have no copes. I find nothing enjoyable. I am completely empty inside everyday. Some people just get use to this shit overtime.

Same I tried drinking my life away but it just made me more depressed. I'm at the stage rn where I don't feel happy nor overly sad I'm just drifting through life

 

[nigtard]

What would you advise me brah since I'm younger than you
I also live an isolated life
Pls give me tips to socialise

If u don't have social anxiety you should be good honestly my biggest regret is giving into my fear. Just put yourself out there and don't fear rejection. observe and copy others behaviour if you are completely socially inept