It all went terribly wrong

[Saint Casanova]

Early to mid 2023. That’s when everything went wrong in my life. Haven’t been happy since

 

[Chiteshfx]

Early to mid 2023. That’s when everything went wrong in my life. Haven’t been happy since

same

 

[Saint Casanova]

same

I should’ve done something about it. Now my brain chemistry has changed and it’s over

 

[Bryce]

2023 was the last year I felt happiness. October 2024 was the death of happiness for me, then flash forward to now and I haven't left my house since May

 

[Chiteshfx]

I should’ve done something about it. Now my brain chemistry has changed and it’s over

bcz of bp. my fucking mental health is fucking ruined man

 

[Chiteshfx]

2023 was the last year I felt happiness.

Couldnt be more real.

 

[Saint Casanova]

2023 was the last year I felt happiness. October 2024 was the death of happiness for me, then flash forward to now and I haven't left my house since May

Exact same thing. 2023 was the worst year of my life. Everything went wrong.

I don’t know if we can be happy again. For me personally, I don’t think so. It’s too late

 

[134applesauce456]

you are my twin fr

mid 2023 was a shit show and it's been down hill every since

 

[Saint Casanova]

you are my twin fr

mid 2023 was a shit show and it's been down hill every since

Now I feel like I’m stuck. Zero emotions. Can’t feel sadness. Just dwelling on the past happy memories I had.

Like a disassociating type feeling

 

[134applesauce456]

bcz of bp. my fucking mental health is fucking ruined man

bp definitely kills mental health and that shit never leaves you i've been here for over 2 yrs now

 

[Saint Casanova]

bp definitely kills mental health and that shit never leaves you i've been here for over 2 yrs now

Yeah this place doesn’t help. Though when I was lurking here all the way back in 2022, I actually did some looksmaxxing, got very lean, had my last growth spurt and it was one of the last true happy periods of my life.

Now I’ve lost my mind and just share it on this site.

 

[Chiteshfx]

bp definitely kills mental health and that shit never leaves you i've been here for over 2 yrs now

too real man. it will be almost a year tht im here. i analyze every nigga on the streets.Hate foids cuz my fucking mental is ruined.i always get the mindset of"oh they always want chad dicks"like tht my mental is fried. i tried escaping the bp once by lifemaxxing, then guess what?i got into bp again after a week.There is no escape man no matter wht we do. its so over

 

[Chiteshfx]

bp definitely kills mental health and that shit never leaves you i've been here for over 2 yrs now

rotting on org all day