It feels so bad talking in the other language

[vision_n]

Just a normal communication in german feels so awkward, I needed to migrate here because of the war in the Ukraine.
Even If I talk in german language, that's still not me. I need to constantly switch languages in my head to be able to think straight.
When I want to say something preety funny to my friends, I plan what I'm going to say to them.

There are 3 outcomes:

1) I express myself well enough if the structure of the sentence is easy.
2) I express myself badly, then trying to laugh it off (or else comes an awkward silence).
3) I don't say anything because I lack knowledge.

I just want to end it all. I am sophomore here, and it's very hard to progress here. (MY level is aroud b1.2-b2.2)

There are people who are reaching out to me, but I will honesty. I want to be perfect, I don't want to think about HOW am I going to say a sentence but rather what I WANT to say.

I know, there is a work to do, but I clearly understand that if I was learning in my language, 80% of my problems would have been solved.

I hate being judged, why is it so hard to learn a language and speak freely in it.

That kills me, frustration.

There is no other variant I have. Studying in UK, USA is impossible because you need to sell your bloodline to cover your student loans.

In the class I daydream about being not laughed at because of this. To be admired, oh dear.

@Gio pilled

 

[Dr. Mog]

I needed to migrate here because of the war in the Ukraine

Brutal Putin Pill.

I thought you niggas went back to that Zelensky country of yours once it ended but interestingly enough you people almost vanished from the internet when the joo vs muzzie war was taking place

 

[ltntruecel]

“studying in uk or usa is impossible because you need to sell your bloodline for student loans”

 

[Incelforeever]

nobody expects u to learn a language in however long u been there. Just do ur best ig and don’t overthink it

 

[vision_n]

“studying in uk or usa is impossible because you need to sell your bloodline for student loans”

Am i wrong? I dont have that much money

 

[Incelforeever]

Brutal Putin Pill.

I thought you niggas went back to that Zelensky country of yours once it ended but interestingly enough you people almost vanished from the internet when the joo vs muzzie war was taking place

People forgot about them lol

 

[pumpchaser]

Just a normal communication in german feels so awkward, I needed to migrate here because of the war in the Ukraine.
Even If I talk in german language, that's still not me. I need to constantly switch languages in my head to be able to think straight.
When I want to say something preety funny to my friends, I plan what I'm going to say to them.

There are 3 outcomes:

1) I express myself well enough if the structure of the sentence is easy.
2) I express myself badly, then trying to laugh it off (or else comes an awkward silence).
3) I don't say anything because I lack knowledge.

I just want to end it all. I am sophomore here, and it's very hard to progress here. (MY level is aroud b1.2-b2.2)

There are people who are reaching out to me, but I will honesty. I want to be perfect, I don't want to think about HOW am I going to say a sentence but rather what I WANT to say.

I know, there is a work to do, but I clearly understand that if I was learning in my language, 80% of my problems would have been solved.

I hate being judged, why is it so hard to learn a language and speak freely in it.

That kills me, frustration.

There is no other variant I have. Studying in UK, USA is impossible because you need to sell your bloodline to cover your student loans.

In the class I daydream about being not laughed at because of this. To be admired, oh dear.

@Gio pilled

juckt eig nicht aber diese line She’s not playing hard to get. You’re just hard to want. hab ich von dir vor so paar monaten geklaut

 

[ltntruecel]

Am i wrong? I dont have that much money

I’m agreeing with you bro

 

[Gio.]

Just a normal communication in german feels so awkward, I needed to migrate here because of the war in the Ukraine.
Even If I talk in german language, that's still not me. I need to constantly switch languages in my head to be able to think straight.
When I want to say something preety funny to my friends, I plan what I'm going to say to them.

There are 3 outcomes:

1) I express myself well enough if the structure of the sentence is easy.
2) I express myself badly, then trying to laugh it off (or else comes an awkward silence).
3) I don't say anything because I lack knowledge.

I just want to end it all. I am sophomore here, and it's very hard to progress here. (MY level is aroud b1.2-b2.2)

There are people who are reaching out to me, but I will honesty. I want to be perfect, I don't want to think about HOW am I going to say a sentence but rather what I WANT to say.

I know, there is a work to do, but I clearly understand that if I was learning in my language, 80% of my problems would have been solved.

I hate being judged, why is it so hard to learn a language and speak freely in it.

That kills me, frustration.

There is no other variant I have. Studying in UK, USA is impossible because you need to sell your bloodline to cover your student loans.

In the class I daydream about being not laughed at because of this. To be admired, oh dear.

@Gio pilled

Even tho I've spoken English for 7+ years I still gotta think and switch languages In my head

 

[FiendFiend]

Just a normal communication in german feels so awkward, I needed to migrate here because of the war in the Ukraine.
Even If I talk in german language, that's still not me. I need to constantly switch languages in my head to be able to think straight.
When I want to say something preety funny to my friends, I plan what I'm going to say to them.

There are 3 outcomes:

1) I express myself well enough if the structure of the sentence is easy.
2) I express myself badly, then trying to laugh it off (or else comes an awkward silence).
3) I don't say anything because I lack knowledge.

I just want to end it all. I am sophomore here, and it's very hard to progress here. (MY level is aroud b1.2-b2.2)

There are people who are reaching out to me, but I will honesty. I want to be perfect, I don't want to think about HOW am I going to say a sentence but rather what I WANT to say.

I know, there is a work to do, but I clearly understand that if I was learning in my language, 80% of my problems would have been solved.

I hate being judged, why is it so hard to learn a language and speak freely in it.

That kills me, frustration.

There is no other variant I have. Studying in UK, USA is impossible because you need to sell your bloodline to cover your student loans.

In the class I daydream about being not laughed at because of this. To be admired, oh dear.

@Gio pilled

yeah i hate it too, dont bother. Fuck my home language

 

[buddhistking]

Even tho I've spoken English for 7+ years I still gotta think and switch languages In my head

Cus ur a retard nerdic cuck faggot kys, Mr Obseskaar jfl dumb ass nigga