SecularIslamist
Islamist jihadi and intersectional feminist
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I needed emergency dental treatment. I come here for 7 days on the advice on the dentist. I tried really bad to convince him I want to come for 3 days but he said your condition could worsen.
I tried begging my sister to come but she didn't want to take leave. My brother is a poorcel and although I'd pay for him I know we'd argue about things.
So I arrived here in Antalya by myself. First few days were fine. But now I'm just fucking depressed. It doesn't help by the fact that the women here are hot and men are way more subhuman then I imagined. I don't feel that short here. I walk past guys I mog, but they're hand-in-hand with women I can only dream of. I tried Tandemmaxxxing and got good interest from women but none of them were from from this shitty city. My last 7 days summarised I walked around aimlessly for hours and just public tansportmaxxed. Did some shopping and that's it.
Genuinely cannot wait to leave. Each second longer I spend my depression multiplies. I prefer my cave (bedroom) back home. I just can't handle it. I know exactly how ER felt. I see happy people all around me, but I've missed out on everything. I've accepted my shitty situation but how tf am I gonna spend the next 40-50 years like this before I die? Thank god my sister and brother (older than me) are also unmarried.
I tried begging my sister to come but she didn't want to take leave. My brother is a poorcel and although I'd pay for him I know we'd argue about things.
So I arrived here in Antalya by myself. First few days were fine. But now I'm just fucking depressed. It doesn't help by the fact that the women here are hot and men are way more subhuman then I imagined. I don't feel that short here. I walk past guys I mog, but they're hand-in-hand with women I can only dream of. I tried Tandemmaxxxing and got good interest from women but none of them were from from this shitty city. My last 7 days summarised I walked around aimlessly for hours and just public tansportmaxxed. Did some shopping and that's it.
Genuinely cannot wait to leave. Each second longer I spend my depression multiplies. I prefer my cave (bedroom) back home. I just can't handle it. I know exactly how ER felt. I see happy people all around me, but I've missed out on everything. I've accepted my shitty situation but how tf am I gonna spend the next 40-50 years like this before I die? Thank god my sister and brother (older than me) are also unmarried.