TheVoidInside
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In 2020, i had some dignity and i was angry because my old itis wouldnt let me fuck her so i just gave up. Little did i understand back then how bad that would be in the long-run but i have been consistently making bad decisions since i was 17 anyway.
Now? I have accepted i never had a chance and beat myself every day over that as well as the chance that she MOGGED me in EVERY area and that i was completely dellusional.
And it doesnt matter what i do from now on. I will never be able to win a Game Boy Advance from a competition like she did, i will never have the high grades she had in high shool, i will never effortlesly get a college degree while also having an income like her.
Im a worthless loser, i got mogged in person, i got mogged retroactively and im still getting mogged lol. I dont even care about sex anymore because it was the least of my problems.
All that matters is being consistently successful in your life since a young age, making the right decisions and winning. I am a failure, i suck at everything and i dont have the looks to compensate so i deserve the life i have rn.
Now? I have accepted i never had a chance and beat myself every day over that as well as the chance that she MOGGED me in EVERY area and that i was completely dellusional.
And it doesnt matter what i do from now on. I will never be able to win a Game Boy Advance from a competition like she did, i will never have the high grades she had in high shool, i will never effortlesly get a college degree while also having an income like her.
Im a worthless loser, i got mogged in person, i got mogged retroactively and im still getting mogged lol. I dont even care about sex anymore because it was the least of my problems.
All that matters is being consistently successful in your life since a young age, making the right decisions and winning. I am a failure, i suck at everything and i dont have the looks to compensate so i deserve the life i have rn.
