It happened, bp broke me, absurdity within “enlightenment”

[Prøphet]

My family took a bunch of pics with me in them and posted them, I decided instead of ignoring it like I always do to check it out of curiosity for once, like fuck it

Well the first pic showed my side profile (recessed toilet build, forward head posture, SFS, the whole true cell package) and I js started caging. no corny shit but I couldn’t stop laughing at the absurdity and just utter brutality of my flaws

I mean here I am battling my deepest fears to undergo eye surgery in the coming weeks, and I get slapped in the face with the mandatory awareness of my severe maxillomandibular deformity

The more you think about anything, the funnier it gets. The deeper you go the more obvious the universes humor shows

 

[Prøphet]

I also discovered I have a recessed maxilla unironically so now I can add that onto my list of major flaws

 

[etulceil]

Us truecels will never get a break

 

[Prøphet]

Us truecels will never get a break

Ong it’s just always something I feel like the universe has it out for me sometimes maybe I did something bad in a past life maybe It’s all one big lesson like a book for me to integrate and reincarnate into or manifest through conquering my obstacles because at some point in a streak of such misfortune and genetic brutality you have to admit there are deeper underlying reasons and esoteric mechanics orchestrating this chaos

 

[FiendFiend]

My family took a bunch of pics with me in them and posted them, I decided instead of ignoring it like I always do to check it out of curiosity for once, like fuck it

Well the first pic showed my side profile (recessed toilet build, forward head posture, SFS, the whole true cell package) and I js started caging. no corny shit but I couldn’t stop laughing at the absurdity and just utter brutality of my flaws

I mean here I am battling my deepest fears to undergo eye surgery in the coming weeks, and I get slapped in the face with the mandatory awareness of my severe maxillomandibular deformity

The more you think about anything, the funnier it gets. The deeper you go the more obvious the universes humor shows

Dont worry , your an aspie if u want it fixed, u wil lfix it man. I got my fillers done and honestly been mirin any photo thats taken of me, i stil lalso permajut. Im now working out fixing the skinny part, cuz i became insecure of being skinny in photos and i have went up weight a lot recently whilst still having abs and super lean face, i did bulking the right way this time.

We live and we learn. You will be okay, look back at my posts at the start of the year i was super fucking sad, now i have new found optimism, once u get ur eye fixed, its only up, get it sorted asap, and u will be fine man and this gut wtrenching self hate will begin going away

 

[etulceil]

Ong it’s just always something I feel like the universe has it out for me sometimes maybe I did something bad in a past life maybe It’s all one big lesson like a book for me to integrate and reincarnate into or manifest through conquering my obstacles because at some point in a streak of such misfortune and genetic brutality you have to admit there are deeper underlying reasons and esoteric mechanics orchestrating this chaos

Ong man like I can never get rest I'm always unsatisfied to the point where I'm second-guessing myself in everything I haven't been confident in myself for years everything I do I'm always shrouded in doubt

 

[j1000]

Dont worry , your an aspie if u want it fixed, u wil lfix it man. I got my fillers done and honestly been mirin any photo thats taken of me, i stil lalso permajut. Im now working out fixing the skinny part, cuz i became insecure of being skinny in photos and i have went up weight a lot recently whilst still having abs and super lean face, i did bulking the right way this time.

We live and we learn. You will be okay, look back at my posts at the start of the year i was super fucking sad, now i have new found optimism, once u get ur eye fixed, its only up, get it sorted asap, and u will be fine man and this gut wtrenching self hate will begin going away

beautiful

 

[Prøphet]

Dont worry , your an aspie if u want it fixed, u wil lfix it man. I got my fillers done and honestly been mirin any photo thats taken of me, i stil lalso permajut. Im now working out fixing the skinny part, cuz i became insecure of being skinny in photos and i have went up weight a lot recently whilst still having abs and super lean face, i did bulking the right way this time.

We live and we learn. You will be okay, look back at my posts at the start of the year i was super fucking sad, now i have new found optimism, once u get ur eye fixed, its only up, get it sorted asap, and u will be fine man and this gut wtrenching self hate will begin going away

Thank you my bro

Top tier hopefuel tbh

I will do this surgery no matter what I fucking have to there is no life without ascension

Btw how is the ostarine going u on anything else or js SARm?

 

[FiendFiend]

Thank you my bro

Top tier hopefuel tbh

I will do this surgery no matter what I fucking have to there is no life without ascension

Btw how is the ostarine going u on anything else or js SARm?

ostarine is fucking diabolical nigga i took before pic im like 3 week in holy fuck i look like a different person in a good way, even bone density went up JFLL, it grew my bideltoid so much i wont be sitting like a cuck with my arms crossed together no more. I gained around 6lbs of lean muscle mass, and even dropped bf %, ive been going ham training twice a day at times, its genually my whole life purpose right now. My dads on vacation when that nigga comes back ong its ON SIGHT NIGGA

if that nigga comes into my room again hes getting a doublie piece with a can of soda

 

[Prøphet]

ostarine is fucking diabolical nigga i took before pic im like 3 week in holy fuck i look like a different person in a good way, even bone density went up JFLL, it grew my bideltoid so much i wont be sitting like a cuck with my arms crossed together no more. I gained around 6lbs of lean muscle mass, and even dropped bf %, ive been going ham training twice a day at times, its genually my whole life purpose right now. My dads on vacation when that nigga comes back ong its ON SIGHT NIGGA

if that nigga comes into my room again hes getting a doublie piece with a can of soda

LETS GO NIGGA