So I recently got rejected, it was a mixed race wasian girl I tried to talk and confess to, she told me that she liked someone else and what's even more brutal is that I'm among the tallest guys in my school with an above average frame as well, I guess facially I'm quite mid, and it got me thinking how attractive is the guy she's interested on, like if I was already above average in height and frame on my school, what could possibly be that guy be for him to get chosen over me? Honestly I imagine him to be cl level atp. It was honestly so depressing, after this I became really suicidal as shit.
I guess this is the beginning of me being truly blackpilled or whatever, this is the only time I felt that I was always not good enough.
I want to give up on dating now, females are the shittiest beings on this planet. I don't even imagine getting laid atp, I'd rather spend my whole fucking day jerking off to porn nonstop than to talk to one of those females again.
I guess this is the beginning of me being truly blackpilled or whatever, this is the only time I felt that I was always not good enough.
I want to give up on dating now, females are the shittiest beings on this planet. I don't even imagine getting laid atp, I'd rather spend my whole fucking day jerking off to porn nonstop than to talk to one of those females again.
