it hurts, it hurts so much, but i have nowhere to go

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after years, of struggling with my disorder, and depression, I've come to realization that i truly, can never escape this, the pain, trauma and mental breakdowns is giving me, i can't escape them, because they come from my own mind, my own body

suicide, people judge it, for it being selfish, but they know, they are just scared of taking responsibilities, scared that they haven't done enough, or avoided the problem, because of fear, that is the only escape, but even then, I'll just give in, to my own weak mind

it hurts every day, and every second, hour, it gets slightly more and more intense, because it can't stop, it's not something you can calculate, it's strange, how us humans lived for so long, just to end up, like this

it's so unfair, unfair, unfair, to be alive, i don't want to be alive, i really don't
 
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since when did you get released from the ward
 
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your mom still giving you hard time?
it was my dad mostly, but no, i guess they finally realized how futile their scoldings are, i won't change just because they yell at me, because their day at work was hard, i couldn't care less, if anything, id blame them, for forcing me the third time in the ward, and having a miserable experience, i don't have any hate or love for them, just neutral
 
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Nigga turned misery into an aesthetic on loogmaxc
 
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Nigga turned misery into an aesthetic on loogmaxc
I've been doing it for a lot of time now, you should've seen my older posts, they were much worse, you can also just ignore them, if you find it useless, which they are
 
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I've been doing it for a lot of time now, you should've seen my older posts, they were much worse, you can also just ignore them, if you find it useless, which they are
Yeah dnrd it's over for us ethnics
Me and you should be slaves
 
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after years, of struggling with my disorder, and depression, I've come to realization that i truly, can never escape this, the pain, trauma and mental breakdowns is giving me, i can't escape them, because they come from my own mind, my own body

suicide, people judge it, for it being selfish, but they know, they are just scared of taking responsibilities, scared that they haven't done enough, or avoided the problem, because of fear, that is the only escape, but even then, I'll just give in, to my own weak mind

it hurts every day, and every second, hour, it gets slightly more and more intense, because it can't stop, it's not something you can calculate, it's strange, how us humans lived for so long, just to end up, like this

it's so unfair, unfair, unfair, to be alive, i don't want to be alive, i really don't
are you subhuman?
 
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