
Taylorswift
Unfixable subhuman
- Joined
- Jun 17, 2020
- Posts
- 7,660
- Reputation
- 19,394
The last female who has ever shown “””interest””” in me was my looksmatch (who was asian). She would hang out with me, make sexual jokes, talk to me all the time, tell me she’s been thinking about me, etc...but the thing is : she was completely repulsed by me physically. She wouldn’t let me touch her hair or hug her and sometimes even avoided shaking my hand. She was physically repulsed by me but she still had sex with this goodlooking high tier normie (I’m not a cuck, I only found out later on through her best friend after I stopped talking to her) and I always heard her gossip with her friends about how hot a certain guy is. This was a long time ago, but me being so desperate and never having experienced something similar, the times with her was when I felt alive the most. I honestly pity myself so much and I hate the fact that such a pathetic human being like myself even exists. Looking back on that experience helped me make peace with the fact that I’m subhuman and will never be loved or desired.