It never began

[disillusioned]

I'm approaching 34 yet for some reason the realization is only now hitting me like a sledgehammer.

It's not like I didn't already know this, but it just feels so brutal knowing that soon it literally IS over because there's no going back at this age. The window of opportunity has passed already. It LITERALLY is over.

Time to lay flat and wait for death.

 

[PlayersGetPlayed]

Don't tell me you're still khhv

 

[disillusioned]

Don't tell me you're still khhv

Subhuman at 20 = subhuman for live.

"Things will get better... " is a bluepilled normie cope. Things either start good and get progressively worse, or it never began.

 

[PlayersGetPlayed]

Subhuman at 20 = subhuman for live.

"Things will get better... " is a bluepilled normie cope. Things either start good and get progressively worse, or it never began.

What is the closest you've ever gotten

 

[MoggerGaston]

JoinedJan 2, 2019

U probably said the exact same thing age 29, 5 years ago.

Meanwhile I am 29yo now and I have my whole life ahead of me.

 

[Latinus]

Same here, Squid, I'm aproaching 28 and I already feel like life is over for me and that living a long life is just a waste of oxygen.

I had this realization at 22-23, back then I thought to myself: "is it over?"

Even the usual copes like masturbation and porn doesn't work anymore, I mean, I still have no problem getting erection, I think about sex 24/7, but my libido is not the same as when I was a teen or in the early 20's, it takes longer for me to cum, whether though my mind, whether though images, whether though porn... it's like nature is telling me: "Your prime days are gone, just rope yourself."

I honestly can't understand why so many normies never rope, imagine living past your 90's in a mediocre and boring life: bad looks, no money, shit wife pussy that you bang only 3 times a year, no hobbies, pathetic routine (never travelling and doing anything diferent)...

At least I look better than average, I don't have kids, neither I'm fat or balding, but still... rope is on the way!