RAITEIII
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I shouldn't be involved in all this trama. I shouldn't have been targeted and involved in a massive HOAX to bring me down. Only God knows how hard this is although I don't speak most my secrets to nobody as they'd betray me, too. I've been betrayed and lied and slandered. A country like smear campaign.
But what now? What now. I am left stuck here now. Consuming myself. I wish I could just control my mind and focus on what's important without the rushing thoughts. Without the insomnia. But reality won't let me get away even in my sleep.
I want everything to stop. I want to turn back the clock. And make it different. I delude myself thinking that there must be some divine providence reasoning as to why the universe is bringing me to this point. I tell myself I am more of a man. But I'm not sure I am really. It looks like I'm a bit more messed up and broken into more pieces.
But what now? What now. I am left stuck here now. Consuming myself. I wish I could just control my mind and focus on what's important without the rushing thoughts. Without the insomnia. But reality won't let me get away even in my sleep.
I want everything to stop. I want to turn back the clock. And make it different. I delude myself thinking that there must be some divine providence reasoning as to why the universe is bringing me to this point. I tell myself I am more of a man. But I'm not sure I am really. It looks like I'm a bit more messed up and broken into more pieces.
