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jankenpon32
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my parents let me do whatever I want as a kid. I skipped meals (like very frequently) and the times I did eat were meals that were just carbs / little protein. this made me malnourished but not starving children in africa level but I was very skinny. they also never monitored my sleep so sometimes I would sleep at like 3 am or more most nights. I think this is the reason why I was always a small kid while my father is 6 foot and my mother is 5'7. I used to cope that I just didn't reach puberty yet but now I'm seeing all the signs and still short and boneless and my life is fcked all for something I couldn't control
idk if this is cope because ik there are starving ppl out there who are still tall and attractive but if it is then it's kind of a counterintuitive cope cuz it's still the same depressing thought either way to be looksminned by environmental circumstances or just get the bad end of the genetics
idk if this is cope because ik there are starving ppl out there who are still tall and attractive but if it is then it's kind of a counterintuitive cope cuz it's still the same depressing thought either way to be looksminned by environmental circumstances or just get the bad end of the genetics
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