It was over from the start / my looksmins

[jankenpon32]

my parents let me do whatever I want as a kid. I skipped meals (like very frequently) and the times I did eat were meals that were just carbs / little protein. this made me malnourished but not starving children in africa level but I was very skinny. they also never monitored my sleep so sometimes I would sleep at like 3 am or more most nights. I think this is the reason why I was always a small kid while my father is 6 foot and my mother is 5'7. I used to cope that I just didn't reach puberty yet but now I'm seeing all the signs and still short and boneless and my life is fcked all for something I couldn't control

idk if this is cope because ik there are starving ppl out there who are still tall and attractive but if it is then it's kind of a counterintuitive cope cuz it's still the same depressing thought either way to be looksminned by environmental circumstances or just get the bad end of the genetics

 

[jankenpon32]

also was addicted to chewing gum so was destroying my masseters & teeth and also causing downward growth