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Apparition
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I spent so much time coping tbh ngl. Coping that if i am more open minded about dating i can meet a girl who will be down to fuck.
Coping that i can do better and find a good looking well adjusted girl that will be attracted to me.
Coping that working on myself and having more life experiences will make me more attractive.
For a long time i had covinced myself that some leftist lesbo was this super amazing and sensitive girl that i had hurt and i was feeling bad about her.
But eventually she turned out to be trash with non existant levels of empathy, so there goes that cope.
It was over in early 2020 and everything afterwards was a distraction rly.
Coping that i can do better and find a good looking well adjusted girl that will be attracted to me.
Coping that working on myself and having more life experiences will make me more attractive.
For a long time i had covinced myself that some leftist lesbo was this super amazing and sensitive girl that i had hurt and i was feeling bad about her.
But eventually she turned out to be trash with non existant levels of empathy, so there goes that cope.
It was over in early 2020 and everything afterwards was a distraction rly.